Just a sweet kiss
Sweet baby Jesus!
I couldn't believe I went along with this.
Ugh!
I shouldn't have, but no I had to get all competitive.
Fuck you! Fuck you ego!
To hell with this!
Imagine how his soft looking lips would really feel like.
Please my lips are enough. They're soft and I could bite, lick, and suck whenever.
Mm, strawberry.
Imagine the sweetest strawberry you've ever tasted. Yum.
And if you don't like strawberries, well fuck you too.
His lips probably taste like... like a lollipop, a sweet sweet delicious lollipop.
I was craving a lollipop. A big juicy sweet lollipop.
Lollipops. What would I be without them? I'd probably invent them to have them. Yes, yes I'd do that.
I laid here drinking some girly margaritas as I stared up at the dark skies. It was one of those beautiful nights where the skies were clear of clouds, and the moon was glowing bright. The stars shined bright, and I couldn't help but just lay here and stare.
I looked towards Karla who was busy flirting with Angelo.
Well, she doesn't waste time.
Still, still a master plan was in my mind.
Muhahahahaha!
Hmm, I wonder what dad would think of this? He probably be like, 'girl you better win, girl go get yo' man' I'd be like chill dude, I'm a seductive vixen, sexy ass hell!
He'd probably just laugh at my attempt of being sexy and tell me I should've asked that prostitute for some advice back then.
Thing is... I did.
Cue- evil laughter.
Sexy is my middle name. My name even starts with an S - sizzle hot damn!
Anyways, I was too sexy to be going around kissing random hot guys especially Angelo. Ugh just 'cause his hot doesn't mean he doesn't have koodies.
Excuses, Excuses.
Good ones.
I don't do that. I kick ass and save the day, and romance was not my thing.
But doesn't the super hero end up with the hot chick?
I don't roll that way.
Like seriously, why would I want to deal with boys when I'm in high school? I wouldn't take it seriously.
Sure, I've had my first kiss.
Oh I remember my first kiss. Something I'd rather forget.
Looking at the thoughts I just processed, I really needed to grow up.
So I was now dancing, getting my groove on. I was in that magical world where you portray beautiful art through your movements and didn't care what anyone thought. No embarrassment or nervousness trekking underneath my skin. And the fact that I was a little tipsy, just a little.
"Pop It! Pop it, pop it bitch!" I instructed to the random girl grinding on me. It was one of those lesbian moments. Girls could do this without people looking at them nasty. Benefits of having a vagina. Still, I wouldn't care to begin with.
Everyone didn't seem to mind anyways either.
Boy was I lost in the music, because I would of noticed what the dirty blonde was going to do next. Dirty, dirty, little blonde.
It was like I was blind and I couldn't see what was happening next. After tossing the rest of my tequila back, I felt a soft sloppy kiss laid upon my lips.
My eyes opened wide as I stared at the dirty blonde who was oblivious to my surprise and shock and kept kissing me shoving her tongue down my throat.
I swear I almost choked. She had a big tongue that reminded me of Miley Cyrus.
I jerked my head back and wiped my lips. "Wha- What the hell just happened?" I questioned myself staring around with wide eyes. What the fuck!
Everyone had been wolf whistling and yelling some stuff I'm sure my grandmother would die from.
My eyes zeroed in on Angelo and his idiot friends who were clutching their stomachs.
I couldn't help but think... was God laughing at me too?
This was not how my night was suppose to go!
"Call me anytime darling," the dirty blonde winked as she left me there swinging her hips seductively.
She forgot to give me her number. Not that I was complaining if you ask me. No, no not at all.
I shook my head. Blondes had more fun so I shouldn't be making a big deal out of this.
I went to the kitchen and just about tried any type of alcohol in sight. They had an endless supply and variety.
"Shit fuck this, body shots!" I declared slurring as I laid down on the counter.
A crowd swept around me as some waited eagerly.
I shivered as the liquid and salt was placed on my body. A young looking blonde came up first. His hazel eyes twinkling in anticipation as I grabbed the lemon in my mouth. He was hot so I was eager for this.
I squirmed on the counter as his tongue slowly licked it off.
He finally came up and I saw his handsome face clearly. He smirked down at me as his mouth descended towards mine, too slow.
He was shoved away from me, and I sat up spitting out the lemon and whining. "He was hot! Why'd you do that?" I huffed out crossing my arms as whoever told everyone to leave.
"You're too drunk, go to bed." He ordered.
"Fuck you, it's a party, of course I'm drunk dumbass." I grumbled getting off the counter.
"You don't even have clothes on," He said stiffly.
"And why do you have clothes on?" I asked, my eyes roaming his clothed covered body. "It's not like I'm naked." I pointed out looking at my body.
"Just go sleep it off." I heard but I was already walking out towards the backyard. He's not my dad, like I said. "Fucking serious," he said dragging me back.
"Don't be a party pooper Angelo, " I whined. "I'm not shit drunk yet."
"Unbielievable," he muttered to himself as he sat me down. "You're such a reckless drinker.
"I'm young and reckless," I sang at the top of my lungs swaying on my feet.
"I'll go... on one condition."
"What is it?"
"I want a kiss," I giggled out.
"Sure oka- What why?" He stared at me weirdly.
"Don't act like you don't want to kiss this sexy lips," I slurred puckering my lips.
"You're obviously shit drunk at the moment, so why don't you get your pretty little ass up and go to bed."
"Okay."
"Good-"
"But I want my kiss first, call it a goodnight kiss." I tilted my head up at him.
"Alright." I almost squealed- wait I did. He gave me a blank look as I jumped up and down.
His face descended towards mine, and let me tell you it was better than the hazel eyes and blonde hair that were in his place before.
He closed his eyes and I waited.
It wasn't a lollipop flavor, but it was better than strawberries and lollipops put together. It was pure Angelo with a smoky touch. Mm, I was weird finding that delicious.
I flicked my enemy off teasingly as she huffed with a small smile on her face. What the fuck? She should be crying in defeat looking at me in awe and shit.
I made it a small peck on the lips, and just that made my whole body go warm.
I would of done more If I wouldn't have felt weird. I felt really weird.
I went up stairs as best as I could. My stomach was churning as I made my way into my room.
Luckily nobody had entered here.
I quickly went to the restroom and leaned against the sink. I looked at myself in the mirror. my cheeks were paler than usual and eyes were wide with a wild spark shining in them.
I felt it.
I quickly dropped onto my knees and heaved into the toilet. God I felt like shit. He was right I was shit drunk. At least I didn't vomit in his mouth like that sadly unforgettable first kiss. One of the most embarrassing and humiliating things to ever happen in my life. This sadly, reminded me of it.
I felt someone rub my back and hold my hair up as I vomited some more.
"You said you weren't shit drunk," he teased after awhile. This wasn't a teasing matter.
"Shut up," I groaned out wiping the slight sweat on my forehead as he chuckled.
"Why does it smell like blood?" He asked seriously and alert.
I flushed the toilet and wiped my mouth. "I don't know, probably some girl came in here and changed her tampon." He scrunched up jos nose before standing up.
Not.
I stood up with his help and made my way to brush my teeth. I might feel like shit, but I didn't want to sleep with the acidic taste. Yuck.
He was still tense looking around the restroom. I quickly exited the restroom and flopped onto my soft inviting bed.
"Are you good?"
"Yeah, just lock the door. I don't want some one night stand coming in here or some creepy guy," I scrunched my face up and snuggled into my covers my soft teddy bear in my arms. I couldn't sleep without something in my arms cuddling with me.
I heard the door close and was halfway asleep. I felt the bed deep down and I looked to see Angelo laying down next to me. The moonlight illuminating his face. His eyes were closed ,but a small smirk grazed his face.
"What are you doing? Go and party." I didn't want to ruin his fun and why would he sleep with me.
"Go to sleep." He rumbled out with his eyes still close and smirk in tact.
"FYI, we are not having sex."
He snorted bemused, "Didn't even think about it 'til now. Thanks a lot midget, now the image is torturing my mind."
"Shut up, sex with me would be out of this world." I smugly informed him like I was a genius proving some scientific fact.
"Oh really?" He questioned with his eyes still closed.
"Yeah I mean I'm sexy, sexy people have mind blowing sex."
"Sure," he drawled out unbelieving of my words.
"Bam! You heard that? That was your mind being so blown it exploded."
He chuckled, "Go to sleep little virgin."
I turned beet red, "I am not a virgin!" I denied. "I've had plenty of mind blowing sex!" I turned away from him huffing.
"Why so mad?" He teased as I heard movement from him probably taking a better look at me, but I ignored him.
I gulped as I felt his fingers walk on my bare hips. They grew bolder as they softly caressed my thighs. "Stop it." I squirmed flustered trying to keep my breath under control.
"Why little virgin, are you scared?" He asked seductively, his voice deep and throaty.
I cleared by throat. "Aha no." I smacked his hand away from me.
"If you say so... virgin." He chuckled shuffling away from me. "Deny it all you want, but your body says otherwise, so eager so virgin like. It's so obvious I could smell it."
"Okay if you say so weirdo now you're a werewolf." I huffed and hugged my teddy bear close to my hammering chest.
"I'm going to be the one to take your virginity," he growled out. Werewolf I tell you!
I giggled, " Such a bold thing to say, but okay," I drawled out playing along to appease his wishful thoughts. "I just don't think that'll ever happen because I am not a virgin. I repeat not. I'm a playa, a gansta, pimping hoes, and selling dope. I ain't liein' homey my word is the word."
He chuckled, "Shut up," he huffed out. clearly amused. I don't even know why. Was there some comedy playing on the television? Is he seeing things because the television is off. "Besides you shouldn't challenge someone like me Susanna. I always succeed and get what I want."
"Shut it," was all I could say. I should of just kept quiet. His warning was serious, ad I knew messing with Angelo wasn't the best thing to do.
My virginity was doomed.
R.I.P Susanna Evans precious virginity. You'll be missed and never forgotten. 1996-201? - idk sometime this year... or never