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I wake up with a start... and depression.
I make a decision that could get us all killed...but I have to do it.
I can't live like this anymore.
I throw my cloak over me and grab my wand.
I run through the school and out the front door.
It's the dead of night and I don't dare look back at the castle, but by now they're probably looking for me.
Or at least Ginny will be.
I feel bad for leaving her, but by leaving her I'm saving her.
I finally make it to Hogsmead and I stop running and try to catch my breath.
But then I hear running and shouts behind me.
I disparate to the first place I can think of.
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I fall into the sand and hear the waves crash upon the shore.
I pick myself up and dust my robes off.
And I see him. He's crying. Hunched over a small grave.
I make my way up the hill towards him but he doesn't turn around.
When I reach him I put my hand on his shoulder.
He turns and jumps.
I bend down and wipe the tears away from under his glasses.
Then I get on my knees alongside him and stare at the grave.
Dobby's name written in his scratchy hand writing.
"How'd he-"
"Bellatrix." Harry said, "Where have you been Em?"
"... Away." Is all I can tell him, "Where have you been?"
"...Away." And I know that's all he can tell me.
I put my hand in his and realize how cold he is.
I stand up and force him up with me. "Come on Bill and Fleur are probably worried about you." I said.
I walk him to the back door and he's halfway through the door when he says, "Aren't you coming in."
"No. I just stopped bye for a visit." I said the words hurting my heart.
I knew I couldn't stay with him though. I knew from the moment I decided to come here I couldn't stay.
Now that Voldy can trace me.
"Oh."
We stand there for a minute and just stare at each other and then I pull him into a hug.
"I love you so much Harry, and I know that what ever you're doing, that it'll be great." I tell him.
"I love you too."
I pull back and brush some of his hair out of his eyes.
"Goodbye." I say sadly.
He nods and walks back into the house.
I sigh and try to think of somewhere to go, someone I can turn to.
Nothing comes to me and then I realize something.
But I can't do it immediately no, that would be simply to easy.
So I decide to do something crazy.
I pull at my wand and I disparate.
I appear in the living room of my old home.
I didn't realize how much I had missed it until now.
I go upstairs to my room and pull out a mirror my uncle Sirius had gotten me a few years ago.
He'd also got Harry one too, but Sirius's home was raided a couple years back and the mirror he used to communicate with us was stolen.
I look into my mirror and see the inside of a bag and then slowly someone pulls me out of the bag and I see Harry, but he doesn't see me.
This is it!
I shrink the mirror and put it in my pocket.
I knew all along that someone had to be helping Harry. Or he wouldn't be alive, and this is it!
The person must have the other mirror.
And I have to find them. It has to be someone Dumbledore would trust.
But then again Dumbledore did trust Snape and look what happened with that.
I run back down the stairs and out of my house.
I feel my mark start burning and I hold in the screams of agony because I know they're looking for me.
I have to make a quick decision because I can feel them coming.
So I disparate back to the safe house.