The Night It Happens - Nov' - Mid 90s.
Oh Lord,
I am so scared. Breathe, just breathe. Oh golly, oh my. I really don't know that I'll survive this. Just, get it over with! I have to admit it, diary, this is the first time I've ever felt truly terrified. It is an alien feeling to me.
What on Earth did I get myself into?
Send. Help. Now.