Previously
I slowly step towards the bathroom door when I feel a arm wrap around me.
I feel myself being picked up and I quickly look up to see Ash carrying me.
I feel my face heat up.
Wait.
Am I blushing?!?!
Calm Serena calm!!
Why am I blushing?!?
Do I actually like him?!?
What is happening to me?!?
This illness really is messing me up..
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Ash places me gently on the bed as I feel my face still burning.
What has gotten into me!?
I look up into Ash's eyes as he places a cold flannel on my head again.
"Do you want anything to eat Serena?" "Uh, yer please."
I see Ash walk over to the counters and grab what I think is a can of soup.
"Is soup ok Serena?" "Yer."
I yawn and close my eyes as I hear the noise of the microwave.
Why do I have to get ill in the freaking summer!
Like who gets a fever in the summer!?!
Only me I guess.
I feel a small tap on my arm and slowly open my eyes.
I see Ash sitting next to me holding a bowl of soup.
"Oh, thanks Ash."
I'm about it sit up but Ash stops me.
"I'll feed it to you Serena so you don't have to move ok."
I feel my face heat up again.
Why do I keep blushing?!?!?!
This is so annoying!!!!
"Serena you know you have to open your mouth you eat right."
He chuckles and I slowly open my mouth.
Why does this feel so embarrassing?!
Ash puts the spoon in my mouth and I swallow the soup.
It was actually quite nice and I ate almost all of it.
"Thanks Ash." "No problem Serena."
He grins at me and I can't help smiling back.
Ash really is the nicest boy ever.
My mind rolls into a daydream until I hear a my name being called.
I shake my head gently and see Ash really close to me.
I feel my face heat up.
Why does this keep happening!?!?!?!?
Stop blushing Serena!!!
"Hey Serena you there??"
I see him wave his hand in front of my face and I sharply sit up.
Ow.. My head..
I grip my head an lay back down again.
Why do I have to be freaking ill...
"Hey are you ok Serena?"
Ash touches my head and looks at me worriedly.
"Your head is still burning pretty badly."
He runs the flannel under the bathroom tap and places it on my head again.
"I need to get you some medicine but I don't want to leave you." "I'll be fine Ash. I've been ill before when I was on my own." "Ok, I'll be back as quick as I can ok." Ok."
Ash grabs his jacket and opens the door.
"See you in a minute Serena." "Bye Ash."
He shuts the door and leaves me alone.
Guess I'll just sleep then.
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I try to sleep but my headache is just too painful.
Guess I'll just have to wait till he returns then.
I wait a few minutes but Ash still doesn't return.
Why is he taking so long?!
All of a sudden my phone buzzes.
Uhhhhhh why phone...
I grab my phone and answer the call.
"Hello?"
I get no reply.
"Hellooooo??"
Again, no reply.
I'm about to press the end button when I hear a noise.
"Hello? Is anyone there?" "Yes there is."
The voice, entering my ears, felt like it froze time, and it froze my body as well, I tried answering but my lips wouldn't part, those words were enough to paralyze me, part of me was doubting, doubting it was him, I didn't want to believe it, but as he spoke more I had to come to terms with it, it was Calem..
"Hello Serena, how have you been. We haven't talked to eachother in a long time have we?"
I feel my mouth shut.
"Oh please speak to me Sere, don't you want to speak to your boyfriend?"
I feel pain fly through me at the last word.
I gulp.
This can't be happening...
"Sere, if you don't speak to me I'll get very sad."
I bite my lip hard.
I don't know what to do, I want to hide from him, I want to cut the call, and hide under the blankets, but as more words of pain entered me, I begin to drift back to my world of hopelessness, I can never escape this monster, he will always find me, there's no use resisting...
"H-hi." "See, that wasn't that hard was it?" "N-no." "So anyway, how is my little adorable baby?"
That name floods me with memories, of his kindness, it brought more questions in my mind.
Has he changed?
Does he love me the way he did before?
Can I love him again?
My brain is going numb just thinking about these things.
"G-good." "Are you sure baby, you don't sound well." "I-I'm just a little i-ill." "Ohhhh baby do you want me to come look after you."
I can't see him, his voice is enough to break me in two, his face would make my vision blur, as tears roll from my eyes, and memories flood my mind.
"N-no, I-it's f-fine, I-I'm fine." "Ok baby, I'll see you later then. I can come round on Friday right?" "I-I'm out a-all s-summer." "Oh, where are you baby?" "A-at a summer c-camp." "Oh ok. I'll speak to you later then baby. Bye bye." "B-bye."
I quickly end the call and push my face into my pillow.
What just happened.
Is he actually being nice or is he lying with me.
I don't know anymore.
I hear the door click and open but I don't bother to move.
"Hey Serena are you ok?"
Should I tell him.
Should I tell him that the devil phoned me and acted like an angel.
I don't know.
"I'm fine, I guess."
I say into the pillow.
I hear Ash walk closer to me.
"Serena why have you been on your phone when you have such a bad headache?" "Because someone phoned me." "Oh, who?"
I guess I might as well tell him now.
"Calem."
I lift my head up gently to see Ash look at me in shock.
"And what happened?!" "Nothing really, for some reason he acted fin-"
All of a sudden I feel really sick again as my stomach fills with pain.
I stumble back to the bathroom for the second time and rush to the toilet.
God I feel so horrible..
My body feels like it's going to break any second..
Once again Ash rubs my back and I throw up again.
This is so horrible...
I hate my life...