4 years later
{Author's note}: If you don't want to read anything sexual don't read this bonus chapter. Also I don't usually write anything that contains sex so here it is, I tried to be tasteful with the words I chose. And you don't have to read it if you don't want too, it's like a late Christmas present. Also I'd like feedback because this was hard to write.
Kendall
"I'm going to fall and break my neck."
"Kendall it's your wedding day be a little more positive." Lexi suggested, while putting the finishing touches to my makeup. She'd claimed she was going for a nude look but I hadn't thought it would take her over an hour.
"Well I'm positive that I am going to fall and break my neck." I told her, my voice dripping with sarcasm and nervousness.
Chaire laughed from where she was currently sitting."I hadn't expected you to be nervous Ken. Plus you've walked in heels before." She added.
"You can always take them off. It's not like your dress isn't going to cover your feet." Liv pointed out, getting a small glare from Lexi. Lexi really did love the way those heels looked with the dress.
"Then what's going to stop me from breaking my ankle. Maybe we should just cancel and schedule it for another day?" I grinned playfully, but it fell when I saw the looks I was getting from the girls in the room. Before they could say anything the room door opened and Selena entered with a clipboard in her hands.
"We've got fifteen more minutes till..," She paused mid-sentence while looking around the quiet room."What happened?" She questioned.
Chaire sighed, before speaking."Kendall's got cold feet."
"I do not!" I defended myself."I'm not nervous about marrying Louis. It's something else that's got me all worked up." I confessed, as Selena shut the door behind her and sat down in an empty chair.
Lexi had stopped putting makeup on my face and just stared at me, waiting for me to tell them what the problem was. I knew for a fact that I wasn't nervous about marrying Louis. I loved him and I wanted to start a family with him We'd already had the pet's part down, King was currently sitting in the room with us a little tuxedo on. Though I was a little saddened by the fact that Hurricane was no longer alive but he'd lived a good long happy life. And that'd been enough for me.
"What can you possibly be nervous about?" Chaire asked.
Lexi clapped her hands together, gaining everyone's attention."You're nervous about having sex with him? I mean it can't possibly be anything else but that."
I felt my face reddening at that."It's not like I don't want too, I'm just...scared. Terrified actually." I confessed.
"That's normal, Ken." Chair laughs."I was literally shitting brick when I lost my virginity. Though it wasn't that....bad."
Selena rolled her eyes."It depends on who you're having sex with to be honest. I'm also not going to lie and tell you that it's not going to hurt. Because it will to a certain extent..." She paused mid-sentence looking as if she was thinking before speaking again."It's different for everyone really."
I nodded still feeling every bit of the nervousness I was feeling before.
"Just because it'll be your wedding night doesn't mean you lose any right to say no.If you're not ready then he'll have to respect that." Lexi tells me.
A long drawn out sigh left me, before I let my face fall into my hands. "Though I want to do it."
"Then just lay down and spread em'." Chaire laughs jokingly, but frowns when she sees the look on my face.
"Then there's option two," Selena suggests."Let him walk you through it. Tell him that you're nervous and I guarantee that he'll take care of you."
"In more than one way." Chaire mumbles, and just barely misses the lipstick I threw at her.
"That's expensive!"
"Now that we've got that settled," Selena stood up quickly, tapping on the clipboard in her hands."We've got a wedding to attend too, and we're currently one minute late." She tsked, while pulling me up with her.
"Why did I let you help organize anything?" I groaned, as she pushed me from behind while I purposely dug my feet into the ground to keep from being moved.
"God you're acting like a butt." She groaned, but added."I need to work out more cause this is ridiculous."
I just rolled my eyes at her, grabbed the heels Lexi's was giving me and walked out of the room with them following behind me. As nervous as I was about what was going to happen later on tonight I couldn't wait to be Mrs.Tomlinson.
The wedding hadn't been that big a few of our closest friends and family. No paparazzi was allowed inside the building were our wedding took place in. Somehow though the location had gotten out and outside they had patiently been waiting for us. Louis hadn't been so thrilled about it but me on the other hand at the time I'd been to happy to get the slightest bit angry. It could have been due to the fact that they remembered when I'd attacked one of the paparazzi in the past. Also I hadn't minded because they kept their distance and took pictures without harassing us.
There had been a party afterwards one that thankfully had been kept a secret. I'd honestly been one of the best days of my life. Andrew cried, Trent had caught the bouquet of flowers by accident due to me throwing them too hard and him just being in the right place. He'd immediately glanced over to his long time boyfriend Mason with a reddening face. To which Mason returned with a smirk and a peck to his lips. Niall had one too many drinks, along with Ashton who'd been swiftly removed from the table he was trying to strip on top of while Niall cheered him on.
It was a day to remember and definitely one that I would cherish for the rest of my life.
"Kendall Tomlinson," Louis pauses, a small smile on his face as he stared over at me while we sat in the back of the limo. I'd changed out of my wedding dress after the wedding and had a on a simple black fitted dress, the heels that went with it sat discarded on the floor."has a nice ring to it don't you think?"
I bit my lip as I shrugged,"It sounds okay. I mean I guess I'll be saddled with it for the rest of my life, so might as well at least like it." I joked, but felt my face reddening slightly at the way that he was staring at me.
"I'm just glad that you're finally officially mine, and that now we can open up another chapter in our lives." He admits with the smallest grin pulling at his lips, he seemed as if he was just content with staring at me for the rest of the night.
"Louis," I smile, while leaning towards him and pecking his lips then pulling away."I've been officially yours since the first night we'd sat out on my roof all those years ago."
He smiled big remembering how we came to be, slowly he'd began to lean into me giving me the softest kiss before pulling away."I honestly love you so much."
"I love you too."
Louis smile grew before he was leaning in to kiss me, this one wasn't as innocent as the others. His tongue brushed across my bottom lip asking for access which I quickly granted. Parting my lips slightly he'd plunged his tongue into my mouth slowly finding mine. His hands began to roam making my body heat up immediately from his touch. Though as much as I wanted to keep doing this I couldn't stop the feelings from earlier from returning as I pushed Louis away from me.
"What's wrong?" He questioned, while looking over at me with a concerned but confused expression.
A sigh left me before I looked down in embarrassment."I'm a little nervous." I admitted.
"Why are you nervous?" He paused, his eyes widening a little."Oh...we don't have to do anything if you're not ready. I've waited this long I'm pretty sure I can wait a little while longer." he reassures me.
I glanced up feeling my cheeks reddening."Don't get me wrong Louis. I want to do it with you, but I'm just a little...scared." I confessed, feeling a little bit less weighed down.
He stared at me for a moment before speaking."How about we take it slow? If you don't like something you can say stop and that'll be it." He chuckles,"We don't have to make a porno on the first night, love."
The corners of my mouth tilted up into a small smile, as the limo came to a stop in front of home."I trust you Louis. I know I'm ready for this even though I've no idea how you're going to ease me into, but I'm willing to let you do as you please with my body." I told him.
He groaned."You've got no idea how much of a turn on that was." he admits, while pressing down onto the front of his slacks crotch.
"That happened pretty fast." I commented while looking over at the tent in his pants, feeling my face heat up when he caught me looking. I usually don't let a lot of things embarrass me but this was taking the damn cake.
Louis laughed as he nodded and opened the door to the limo."When Louis jr. doesn't come to attention right away is when you should worry." He jokes while helping me out.
I rolled my eyes."And when we actually have a Louis jr. What are you going to call him?" I asked, while we walked towards the door.
"Louis Tomlinson the third." Louis grinned as he opened the door for us. I only rolled my eyes in response hearing him cackling madly behind me."We could have more than one, a girl, two more boys maybe adopt too. I really love kid, though I'm-."
"Louis," I laughed, covering his mouth with my hand as he rambled with a dreamy look on his face. Though on the inside my heart felt as if it was beating out of my chest."Let's take this one step at a time."
When I removed my hand I was rewarded with a mischievous smirk. One that had me narrowing my eyes in suspicion as I glared back at him. He moved closer into my space and took hold of waist."We could start taking certain steps."
I faked confusion as I stared up at him with innocent eyes."And what type of steps would those be?" I asked, while kissing his jaw before pulling away with a smirk of my own.
A groan left him before he leaned down to kiss me, moving me back till my back hit the wall behind me. His tongue slipped into my mouth when I gasped as his hands moved to cup my butt. Then without warning they moved to pick me up, making me wrap my legs around his waist instinctively. The dress I was wearing slipped up to my torso exposing the red boy shorts I'd decided to wear. Lexi had warned me earlier to wear something more sexy but I couldn't be bothered.
Louis hadn't seemed to mind as he removed his lips from mine, both of us panting against each other. It'd felt like my whole body was on fire as he assaulted my neck with bites before soothing them over with his tongue. A whimper slipped past my lips as my head tilted back to give him better access. My shaking hands slipped into his soft hair looking for something to grip onto to relieve the feeling building up between my legs.
The tips of his fingers slipped under the elastic caressing my butt, a shuddering sigh left me as I pushed slightly onto his chest. His movements stilled immediately his lust filled eyes meeting mine.
"Did I go too far?" He questioned, his voice sounding pained and worried as he panted.
I swallowed before shaking my head. A sigh left me as I tried to find my voice as he stared at me."No, I just would rather us continue in our room." I told him, biting my lip as I looked away from him.
"Yeah, I got a little carried away." He grins, while tightening his grip onto me and turning to walk up stairs. I could feel my eyes widen more as I felt his hard on press against me. But I chose to ignore it and instead focus on the fact that he was carrying me up the stairs.
"If you drop me, I swear I'll punch you Louis.' I threatened.
He snorted before hauling me over his shoulder."I wouldn't expect anything less from you to be honest." he laughed, then smacked my ass.
"Ouch," I cried out at the unsuspected smack, as we entered our room. He'd only laughed harder while kicking the door closed with his foot, but just as he made it too our bed he tripped over a shirt he'd thrown on the floor.
"Shit," he cursed, falling unceremoniously onto the bed face first with me in his arms.
I laughed,"Didn't I tell you to pick up after yourself." I tsked, while he huffed before crawling the rest of the way onto the bed and staring straight at me."Now where were we?"
My brow rose, a small smile playing on my lips because of the playful banter. It was slowly removing the nervousness that had built up within me."Before or after you busted your ass?"
"Preferably before the mockery." He joked, while pulling me down towards him by my foot. He settled between my open legs and just stared up at me, then bit his lip in hesitation while I stared down at him as I sat up.
"What?" I smiled.
"I want to um," He paused, then swallowed before looking me dead in the eyes with a little more confidence."Can I take them off? Your underwear." His hands lingered over them waiting for permission.
I swallowed thickly before nodding, but then decided to answer instead."Yes."
A shaky sigh left him as he gripped both sides of them and pulled them down my legs slowly, I felt exposed even though I still had on most of my clothes. I wanted to close my legs as he stared at a place that nobody's ever seen but myself. He smiled up at and placed a reassuring hand on my arm.
"If you don't like anything I do just stop me, okay." He reminded me, before pulling my dress over my head and pushing me gently down onto the bed.
I nodded as he moved to hover over me a fond look on his face as he stared at me, he leaned down and kissed me for a moment before pulling away to remove his shirt. Then he kicked off his pants leaving him in his boxers, that now seemed too tight and me in a bra. I'd gripped the sheets in anticipation as he slowly made his way down my body, stopping once to trail kisses from my breast and down to my stomach.
It felt like my heart was going to burst because of how fast it was beating. I was basically giving every part of me to Louis, and honestly it terrified me but I didn't regret it. I'd jumped slightly when I felt Louis placing his hand on my bare thigh.
"Sorry," I muttered, while looking down to look at him.
He smiled,"It's fine," he paused as he looked back up at me, then reached his hand out for mine."If you're really that nervous I can hold your hand if you'd like."
I nodded,"I'd actually like that." I replied, as he took my hand in his feeling a small portion of my nervousness recede.
It'd gotten quiet in the room for a moment and I was about to say something to Louis. Though my body had jerked away from him as I felt him put his mouth on my lower half without warning. Using his other hand he'd stilled my movements by pushing down onto my hip, and moving further up the bed. I couldn't help but spread my legs in encouragement as a pleasant but entirely new feeling crept over me.
Without having to much control over what I was doing I tried to move my lower half more towards Louis's relentless mouth, as small breathy moans slipped past my lips. I'd made a mistake of looking down at him as he licked into me, and I met his hooded blue eyes as they narrowed onto mine. I couldn't help but feel the little control I'd had slip away further as a loud moan left me, one that had me wanting to clamp down onto my mouth.
Instead I'd just laid my head back, let go of the bed sheet and moved my free hand into his hair. I bit my lip when I felt him spreading me open with his fingers, just to stick his tongue back on me making me arch my back up off the bed. Without warning I felt my body jerking as I came while Louis continued to lick into me. The room felt as if it was spinning for a moment as I came down from my high. Louis was leaning over me sweat glistening on his forehead as he stared down at me a small grin on his face.
"I'm guessing you liked it?" He breathed out, but I'd only just grabbed him and kissed him feeling him smile into the kiss as I pulled away.
I sat up almost groaning at the fading feeling of him between my legs. All I knew is that I wanted to return the feeling, but didn't quite know how to ask for it.
"I want to touch you too." I whispered out, while looking at his straining length against his boxers.
"Shit," Louis cursed, as he laid down on his back."You don't even have to ask?" He groaned.
"Consent goes both ways." I replied, while pulling him out of his boxers and watching as he shucked them off fully till he was naked.
"Well," he panted,"I give you unlimited consent to touch me in inappropriate places whenever you feel like it."
"Idiot." A grin settled on my face as I got completely comfortable with what was happening. Though I frowned a little at the red penis that was in hand, realizing that I had no idea what I was doing."I honestly don't know if I'll even do this right. Watching porn doesn't help either especially when a penis is staring at you." I admitted.
He laughed a throaty laugh before running his hand through his hair."Don't worry too much about it, as long as you're the one that's doing it I'll enjoy it." He reassures me.
I nodded though that did ease my worry enough to look back down at Louis jr in my hand. Fuck now I'm using the nickname. I'd wrapped my hand around his length and moved it up slowly then down, I spared a glance at Louis. His hair was clinging to his forehead while his eyes were closed, and his mouth slightly parted as he breathe in and out. He moaned when I rubbed my thumb over the sensitive tip when I'd brought my hand back up.
What I was about to do next had my nerves returning. Breathing in slowly before exhaling it I leaned down and licked the tip of his penis.
"Fuck," He cursed, while jerking out of my grasp and sitting up. His chest moving rapidly as he reached his hand down to grip the base of his penis."Whatever happened to a warning."
"Whatever happened to giving me full consent?" I joked, before pulling my hair back and grabbing a hair tie off of the dresser then putting it in a ponytail, before turning back to a wide eyed Louis."Now, lay back."
Though he looked slightly stunned when I pushed him back onto the bed and took his hand off of his dick. Another moan slipped from his lips when I took his length into my hand again. Leaning down I mouthed at the tip before putting it into my mouth and pulling back off. The moans slipping from his mouth encouraged me to keep going even though I hadn't known what I was actually doing. Though I figured it couldn't have been too bad or it didn't hurt.
"I'm not going to last....fuck," He'd jerked up when I took the entire length into mouth, then pulling off when I reached the base.
"That wasn't that hard," I said out loud to myself, but stilled when I noticed Louis wide stare."What did I do something wrong?" I questioned, while wiping a little spit from my chin.
"Kill me now," He groaned as he covered his eyes and began to thrust upward into my grasp.
"I'm guessing that was a good thing then?" I grinned, when I didn't get a response. So instead I leaned down once more and took his length into my mouth feeling it hit the back of the throat. Before pushing down to stop his hips from thrusting up then I removed my mouth, and pumped him two more times before he was spurting onto my hand and his chest.
While he was catching his breath I got off the bed and went to get a towel from the bathroom. Before returning to wipe the sticky cum off of him with a hot towel.
"You have no gag reflex, man I'm blessed," He grinned, while pulling my naked body onto the top of his. Leaning down I pressed my lips against his before pulling away and sighing in contentment while laying my head down onto his shoulder.
"You're an idiot."
"Love you too."