Been goin through some stuff. Not real sure what this is, but i wrote it and i thought i'd put it on here.
This is dedicated to you, you stupid cow. Thanks for nothing. -_-
Do you see what I see?
Look at all the people just jostling on by.
I see
no one paying attention to the others,
I see
no one notices their own lives, much less mine.
Do you see what I see?
Everyone is wrapped around themselves.
I see
they’re too selfish to care about others.
I see
they’re too selfish to care about me.
Do you see what I see?
Or maybe I just don’t want to let them in.
I see
that maybe I don’t bring down my walls,
I see
that maybe I don’t LET people know me.
Do you see what I see?
But I honestly don’t think that they would understand.
I see
that everything and everyone is changing.
I see
that I am not changing with them.
Do you see what I see?
I don’t know why I’m different.
I see
that I stand out in the crowd.
I see
that that’s not always such a bad thing.
Do you see what I see?
But I am so, so alone.
I see
my hands scramble for a friend.
I see
they come up empty handed…
Do you see what I see?
But, look, there’s one, over there!
I see
that she’s not precisely the perfect best friend forever.
I see
that she’s not exactly perfect, but she’s as close as they come.
Do you see what I see?
Laughs are shared. Secrets are shared…
I see
that she understands, that she’s been through it all too.
I see
how happy I am when I can share all my all with my best friend.
Do you see what I see?
Wait! Where is she going?
I see
her turning her back on me, laughing with the others.
I see
my one true friend forget all about me.
Do you see what I see?
Now I know the truth.
I see
that being best friends forever? A joke… Lies…
I see
that I’m all alone again…
But I will rise above it. After all, I’ve done it all the other times, haven’t I?