Trust You? Please.

If I shared something with you,

Would you keep it in your own head?

Or would you share it with the world,

Rat me out instead?

If I told you something secret,

Would you keep your lips firmly closed?

Or would you tell your friends and enemies,

To ensure that everyone knows?

If I let you in on my deepest thoughts,

Would you lock them all up tight?

Or would you swing the door wide open,

And leave the key in plain sight?

I don’t trust you, and I’m sorry for that,

Yes, everyone knows it is indeed true.

But to share all my all with you,

Is simply something I can’t do.

I know it hurts you that we’re not the best of friends,

That, to find out why, you would resort to any ends.

But what you fail to understand is how I feel inside,

For I am lost inside my very own mind,

Drowning in an azure sea,

And trust is but a memory.