[~*~UPDATED~*~]
Tylers p.o.v
Abigail gave me fifty dollars, that I did not want.
But she said I had to take it or she would get me the girlest covers she can find. So unwillingly I took it, and now Owen and I are going to Walmart.
Everything went back to normal with Owen. Yup, that means we have intense make out sessions in his room. Just kidding, but we do, do the occasional hot lip locks.
But yesterday Abigail took Owen out to Safeway or some where and apparently it was bad, he wouldnt look up, and he was walking really slow, looking at everybody twice.
But then again, hes still in recovery, he doesnt like to be out in public, but he will still go out. Hes a tough monkey.
And hes my tough monkey.
But I think the tough monkey is to tough sometimes. I hear him in the bathroom masturbating. And you can tell if he is or not because he always hits on the wall when nothing happens and I almost walking in, I heard him grunting, once or twice.
I wish I could fix him, I mean no guy would like it if their mini wouldnt rise, even if they got the shit beat out of them. But Owen is Owen, hes small and vulnerable, hurting him is like hurting your grandma, and this one issue. I think is the thing that bugs him the most.
And nobody knows when he will actually be able to get a erection.
Like bad doctors much?
But I heard Ms Randy discussing that it might just be to much stress. They could put him on a pill, but she said no, and honestly I agree. I think Owen would too. Who would want to get an erection with a pill. And its not even natural.
I dont know, I guess it would just bug me, knowing that if we got into a situation with sexual intercourse... And Owen or I had taken a pill.. I think it would ruin the mood you know. But it would still be amazing, but I would have to say it would be sex then, not love.
Love is a natural desire, and sex is straight up lust in my opinion.
Owen tugged on my hand, and we stood in front of a shelf with a whole bunch of comfoters. "Uh... Im look round," Owen whispered.
"Do you have your phone?" I held his hand tighter scared to let him go, and he nodded. "Get it on the loudest OK?" I swung his arm, and he nodded again. I bit my lip, kind of scared to let him go alone, "Wait, I dont know," I pulled him in for a hug.
"Im fine," he said into my chest, "Ill be in the movies," he nodded smiling, showing me his braces.
I gave him a look, then nodded. "Promise you will text me?" I held out a pinky, and he took it with his, nodding."OK, Ill be right there after I pick one out K? Give me like five maybe ten minutes?"
He nodded, "Movies," he flicked his finger, then turned around going through all the isles, I felt like going and chasing after him. I didnt trust nobody here, and I said I would keep him safe... But by letting him go I cant watch him.. I cant keep him safe.
I ran my hands over my face. Hes OK, hes just going to look at movies, then Ill go check for him, and he'll be fine then we can leave.
[~*~Ten minutes later~*~]
I picked out a black comforter with plaid gray lines, and I was headed to the movie sections.
Looking down all the isles, but I didnt see Owen.
"For fuck sakes," I cursed at myself, nearly running back to the comforter isle, he still wasnt there. I pulled my phone out, calling Owen.
"Hi," he answered, he sounded weird,
"Where are you?" I asked, going up to a till and paying,
"Didnt you leave already? I saw you walk out..."
There was a pause on the phone line, "Im--" I pulled the phone away from my ear, the call ended. The girl handed me back my change, and I rushed outside.
"Owen!" I yelled, people gave me strange looks but I didnt care, it was getting dark and I didnt know were he was. He could be....
I dont even know. I ran to the other entrance door, and walked around the whole store once. I dialed his number, and it went straight to answering machine.
"For gods sake Owen" I went outside, and ran to the Jeep, "Owen?" I called, after I put everything in the Jeep. "Owen!" I cupped my hands over my face yelling, and when I got no answer I went back into Walmart, then up to the customer service desk, butting to the front of the line, "This will just take on minute, please," I begged the girl who was supposed to go next, she rolled her eyes nodding.
"I need you to make an announcement, calling Owen Randy, I dont know where he is in the store, hes lost, and partly deaf" I rushed out, and the lady nodded. Doing exactly that.
I waiting a while when nobody came, I said my thanks, and went back to the Jeep, tugging at my hair.
"Owen" I called once more, and I saw a figure by the Jeep, "Owen?" and he was shaking and probably crying.
I ran up to him, and he held out his hands, and I picked him up, spinning him around in circles.
"Where did you go? I never should of left you, shit, Im sorry. That was so stupid," I squeezed him, his sobs rough, and tears soaking my shirt near my neck.
I unlocked the doors, and opened up the back door, facing him out.
Owens p.o.v
I dont know where he is, I thought I saw him leave, so I followed the person, but when I grabbed his shoulder, it wasnt Tyler, and when he called, my phone died right in the middle of the call, so I went back inside, staying there for a couple of minutes, then going back out, scared that he would have left me.
I though the said he would protect me. I sobbed into my hands, we parked farther away, and I was huddled by the Jeep, it wasnt that nice out either, it was raining, making me soaked, but it was my faul too, I understand that.
"Owen," it sounded like a whisper to my ears, it sounded like it was Tylers voice though.
I pulled my hood out of my eyes, and it was Tyler.. I think, he was walking toward the Jeep. And stopped as he saw me.
He broke out in a dead run, and I stepped out from were I had been, crying harder now, opening my arms, he lifted me up, so I wrapped my arms and legs around him tightly.
"Where did you go? I never should of left you, shit, Im sorry. That was so stupid," he apologized, and so was I, I just couldnt find the voice to say it.
He opened up the back door, making me face out, as he stood and the rain pelted him, he inspected me, making sure I was OK and I wasnt hurt. He then gave me a kiss, apologizing some more between them. But I didnt care, he was back.
I thought I lost him.
"Stay here, the heat is better back here OK?" I nodded, and twisted so I was in the car, watching him jog to the other side, he took off his coat before starting the car. "You alright?" he looked in the rear view mirror, and blasted the heat. "Im so sorry," he said once more before starting to drive, the semi-long way home. I mean, Walmart was far from were we lived. We had to go on the long high-way too.
"Its OK," I tried smiling... but failed, I was still crying.
"Your not hurt?"
I shook my head. Memories.
"Please stop crying," he begged, it sounded like he was about to cry himself.
"I cant..." I breathed out trying to catch my breath,
Tylers p.o.v
I was so mad at myself right now, I felt like punching something, I said I would protect him, and now he was crying, cold in the back seat of the Jeep. He should be yelling at me, I want him to get mad at me.
But instead he was in the fetal position crying.
"It hurts," he whimpered.
"What hurts?" I looked back at him, and he didnt move, just continuous shakes and sobs.
"Everything," he inhaled deeply.
"Did anybody hurt you?" I nearly swerved off the road when I turned to look at him, he nodded through hands, "Who hurt you," I bit my lip.
"Sean," he wheezed, "Sean did," his sobs started to go out of control.
"He cant no more, I promise," I pulled over the side of the road to be able to fully look at him.
Owens p.o.v
"He cant no more, I promise" he promised, turning his signal light and pulling over to the side of the road.
But that doesnt take all the memories away, I still remember when I was in the locker room. He violated me. Why am I thinking about that now? Because I was stupid enough and left Walmart to go run after a random guy that looked like Tyler.
What if that was Sean and... And he took me away from Tyler and my family, again.
"Make me forget," I murmered, Tylers eyes meet mine in the rear view mirror, "I dont want to remember," I whispered to him.
"Owen," he sighed, "I love you, and I would do anything for you..." he stopped his sentence there, he pulled his face to mine, kissing me deeply, I kissed him back, but pulled away.
"Prove it," I whispered pulling away, "Prove it," I repeated, my breath fanning my face, I looked into his dark brown eyes, "Prove it," I said once more, pecking his lips.
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