Cancer.
It's not something you really think about until it is something you have to live with.
It's not something you really think about until you lose a loved one to it.
It's not something you think about when you always thought you would be fine.
It's not something you think about when you were always told you would be fine.
It's not something you think about until you have to.
I am Ethan Grant Dolan, and I have cancer.