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Also! I'm thinking of writing a story like this. It's gonna be about Camille. How she has schizophrenia and what she goes through on a daily bases. But, it may be in Jacob's POV most of the time. Should I do it? Let me know.
Camille's POV
I looked out the locker room door at everyone. So. Many. People.
What if they judge me? What if they throw something at me? What if they don't want me here? What if they just want me to die?
"Camille. Come on and get dressed."
I turned around and saw Sam standing in front of me. I nodded and she led me to the dressing rooms.
She handed me my clothes and I walked into a stall. I closed the door behind me and took off my shirt.
After I got done dressing, I walked out of the stall and froze when everyone's eyes were on me. Sam reached her hand out and I grabbed it. She led me to a mirror and started to do my makeup.
She put on a little bit of light pink eyeshadow, winged eyeliner, and mascara. She put pink lipstick on my lips and put the makeup away.
"Beautiful, as always." she smiled at me, touching my arm. I smiled slightly and looked down.
"When do we start?" I asked. "Soon." she replied, grabbing my hand. Then Jacob walked to me.
"You can't be back here, lover boy!" Layla said. "Shut the hell up, Laya." he said in a joking way. I went to cover my ears, but Sam grabbed my hands.
I don't like swearing or yelling.
"Do you want to cover them up?" Sam asked. "Ye-" "No!"
I looked at Jacob and he took my hand in his. He walked me over to the benches and sat me down.
"Baby, don't ever cover them." he whispered. "But, they're ugly." I said. "No. They're beautiful. And they're apart of you, your history, your life. Don't cover them, please."
I looked him in his eyes and he put his hand on my cheek. I felt relaxed when he did that. Safe. Bounded. Loved.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head into his palm. I put my hand on his wrist and rapped my fingers around it.
He's done this a few times ever since I came back from the MI and I always loved it.
"Why do you like me doing this?" he asked. I shrugged and said, "The nurses and doctors never did it to comfort me. When you do it, I feel safe."
"Are you sure you want to dance today? I don't think you have to."
"I'm scared." I replied truthfully. "If they say you don't have to, you can sit it out." he said, rubbing his thumb on my cheek.
"Camille. We decided not to dance today."
I looked over and Sam was standing next to me. "W-what are you g-going to d-d-do th-then? E-e-everyone's o-out th-there." I stuttered.
"We were thinking that you and I could just sing something. Give them something and then go home." she replied.
"I-I don't k-know about this." I said. "Just look at me when you're doing it. You can do it." Jacob said. "Are you willing to do it?" Sam asked.
I don't know about this. But, if it makes Sam and Jacob happy, I guess I'll do it. Even if it kills me inside.
***
My hands were shaking as I walked out of the locker room. Sam grabbed my hand and I looked at her. She nodded and we walked to the middle of the gym.
They handed us each a microphone and I looked around the room, my fear coming back. I put the microphone in my ear and clipped the other piece in my pocket. She did the same.
"I'm scared." I whispered. "You'll be okay. Just pretend that we're alone in our room. Like this is one of our cute dance parties." she said.
I nodded and she started talking.
"Well, guys, something came up and uh, it's just us again."
"We cool with that!"
I smiled slightly and made my hair cover my eye. "So, should we start off slow or?" she asked.
"SLOW IS FOR SISSIES!"
I rolled my eyes and looked back.
"We're taking things in a different direction tonight, guys." she said. Everyone looked confused. Sam started snapping and I joined her. Soon, the music started.
"BLACKPINK in your area
BLACKPINK in your area
Been a bad girl, I know I am
And I'm so hot, I need a fan
I don't want a boy, I need a man
Click-clack
Badda bing badda boom
muneul bakchamyeon modu nal barabom
gudi aesseo noryeok an haedo
modeun namjadeuleun kopiga pangpangpang
pangpang parapara pangpangpang
jigeum nal wihan chukbaereul jjanjjanjjan
Hands up nae sonen
Bottle full o' henny
nega malloman deuddeon gyaega naya Jennie
chumchuneun bulbicheun nal gamssago done
Black to the pink
eodiseodeun teukbyeolhae Oh yes
chyeoda bodeun maldeun I wanna dance
Like ttaradaradanttan
ttaradaradanttan ttudurubbau
joha i bunwigiga joha
joha nan jigeum nega joha
jeongmal banhaesseo oneul bam
neowa chumchugo sipeo
BOOMBAYAH
YAH YAH YAH BOOMBAYAH
YAH YAH YAH BOOMBAYAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH
BOOM BOOM BA BOOM
BOOM BA oppa
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH oppa
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH BOOM BOOM BA
BOOMBAYAH
BLACKPINK in your area
ije dallyeoyaji mwol eotteokhae
nan cheol eobseo geob eobseo Man
Middle finger up, F U pay me
90s baby, I pump up the jam
dallyeobwa dallyeobwa oppaya LAMBO
oneuleun neowa na jeolmeumeul GAMBLE
gamhi nal makjima hoksina nuga nal makado
I'm gonna go brrrr RAMBO
ne soni nae heorireul gamssago done
Front to my back
nae mommaeneun teukbyeolhae Oh yes
ne nunbicheun I know you wanna touch
Like touch touch touch
Touch ttudurubbau
joha i bunwigiga joha
joha nan jigeum nega joha
jeongmal meosisseo oneul bam
neowa chumchugo sipeo
BOOMBAYAH
YAH YAH YAH BOOMBAYAH
YAH YAH YAH BOOMBAYAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH
BOOM BOOM BA
BOOM BOOM BA oppa
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH oppa
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH
YAH YAH BOOM BOOM BA
BOOMBAYAH
oneuleun maen jeongsin ttawin beorigo
haneuleul neomeoseo olla gal geoya
kkeuteul moreuge ppalli dalligo sipeo
Let's go, let's go!
oneuleun maen jeongsin ttawin beorigo
haneuleul neomeoseo olla gal geoya
kkeuteul moreuge ppalli dalligo sipeo
Let's go, let's go!"
"Just when you think they can't get any more perfect, they can sing in Korean." D said in a deep voice. Everyone laughed and started cheering.
I smiled and stood up off the floor.
"Should we do another?" I asked. Everyone started cheering loudly. "Okay. We'll do Whistle." I said. The music started and we got into position again.
"Hey boy
Make' em whistle
like a missile bomb bomb
Every time I show up blow up uh
Make' em whistle
like a missile bomb bomb
Every time I show up blow up uh
neon neomu areumdawo
neol ijeul suga eopseo
geu nunbicci ajik nareul
ireohge seollege hae boom boom
24 365
ojik neowa gati hagopa
najedo i bamedo
ireohge neoreul wonhae ooh ooh
yeah modeun namjadeuri nal maeil check out
daebubuni nal gajil su issda chakgak
jeoldae manheun geol wonchi anha
mameul wonhae nan
neon simjangeul doryeonae boyeobwa
aju ssikssikhage ttaeron chic chic hage
So hot so hot naega eojjeol jul moreuge hae
najimagi bulleojwo
nae gwisgae doneun hwiparamcheoreom
idaero jinachiji mayo
neodo nacheoreom nal ijeul suga eopsdamyeon WHOA
neol hyanghan i maeumeun Fire
nae simjangi ppareuge ttwijanha
jeomjeom gakkai deullijanha
hwiparam UH hwi param param param
can you hear that
hwi parapara para bam
hwiparam UH hwi param param param
can you hear that
hwi parapara para bam
Hold up amu mal haji ma
Just whistle to my heart
geu soriga jigeum nareul
ireohge seollege hae boom boom
saenggageun jiruhae neukkimi shhh
Every day all day
nae gyeoteman isseojwo zoom zoom
Uh eonjena nan stylin'
dodohajiman ne apeseon darlin'
tteugeowojijanha like a desert island
neol aragalsurok ullyeodaeneun maeumsok
geuman naeppae neomeowara naege boy
ijen checkmate
geimeun naega win uh-huh
nan neol taekhae anajwo deo sege
nuga neol garochae gagi jeone naega uh
idaero jinachiji mayo
neodo nacheoreom nal ijeul suga eopsdamyeon WHOA
neol hyanghan i maeumeun Fire
nae simjangi ppareuge ttwijanha
jeomjeom gakkai deullijanha
hwiparam UH hwi param param param
can you hear that
hwi parapara para bam
hwiparam UH hwi param param param
can you hear that
hwi parapara para bam
This beat got me feelin' like
baramcheoreom seuchyeoganeun
heunhan inyeoni anigil
manheun mareun piryo eopseo
jigeum neoui gyeote nareul deryeoga jwo ohh
Make' em whistle
like a missile bomb bomb
Every time I show up blow up uh
Make' em whistle
like a missile bomb bomb
Every time I show up blow up uh"
Everyone started cheering and I just sighed in relief. We're finally done.
"Okay, guys. You'll get more of this at our next performance! Thanks for coming out and watching just the two of us again. Have a good night and we'll see you next week!"
Everyone started cheering as we walked back to the locker room. I ignored everyone and walked to my locker. I grabbed my bag and put it on my shoulder.
"What's wrong?" Layla asked. "Tired." I replied.
"Well, go home and get some rest. You deserve it. Both you and Sam." she said. I nodded as I closed my locker.
"Ready?" Sam asked as she appeared beside me. "Yeah." I replied. We walked out of the locker room and to everyone else.
"Let's go." Leigh said, smiling at us. We started walking and Jade broke the very short silence.
"I didn't know you guys can sing in Korean!"
"Well, we listen to a lot of K-Pop, so." Sam shrugged. "It's not that hard to do." I said. "So, what should we have for dinner tonight?" Jesy asked as we walked out of the gym.
"I don't know." Sam said. "Maybe Chinese." I replied. Something slipped out of my hand and they kept walking.
"Just go to the car. I forgot something." I told them. They nodded and I walked back. I picked up my earbuds and walked back into the gym.
I then spotted him. I ran up to him and he turned around.
"Hey, baby!" he said. "Hi." I smiled. "I'm proud of you for going out there and performing. I know it must've killed you." he said.
I shrugged and said, "Eh. I had fun. This all that matters, right?" He laughed and nodded. "Well, I gotta go. I'll talk to you later." I said.
"Be safe, baby girl." he said, touching my cheek. I pulled him close which caught him off guard, but he hugged me back.
I pulled back and shot him a small smile. I turned around and walked back out of the gym. I ran to the car and got in.
"What took you so long?" Jesy asked. "Couldn't find my bracelet." I lied.
I just hope everything turns out fine. Because I have this feeling that something really bad is gonna happen really soon.