I been hurt so much that I just had no choice but to throw my heart away 🚮💔
- Nicole ❤️✨
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Jaheim 😈
"Grandma, why can't you just tell me who she is" I said
"Because I'm going to let her tell you on her own" she said
"Grandma" I said
"Go apologize" she Said
"Whatever" I said and she smacked me
I don't understand why grandma wants me to be nice to all the little hoes around here and then she gonna act like I'm suppose to wife them, hell nah. I got other shit to worry about then a damn hoe. You can't turn a hoe into a house wife.
I knocked on her door and she didn't answer so I walked in.
Her and tyleek was asleep and she had dry tear stains going down here face. I sat on the bed and put my head in my hands. Why am I starting to care. I feel hurt that I see that she's been crying. I pulled on a loose curl that popped out. Curly.
I got up fast and walked out the room to my old room. I looked into the closet for a box and when I found it I sat in my room and looked threw it.
When I pulled on her curl it reminded me of the nick name Troy gave rosa when we were younger and it just stuck to her. I didn't realize I was crying till my tears started to hit the old crinkled picture. I told myself I would move on but I can't she's the only thing I got left so I looked and looked for her when I turned 16 because I got my license but never found her.
Her mom doesn't ever talk about her no more either matter of fact I need to call her up and see how she's doing
"Hello" she said
"Hey auntie" I said
"Hey baby" she said
"What you doing" I said
"At the salon boy and how's grandma" she said
"Good. When you coming by" I said
"Soon but what do you want you know you only call when you want something" she said
"Nothing auntie. Love you" I said and hung up
I laid back on the bed and went into thoughts.
After a while I fell asleep..
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Rosa 🌹
I woke up with tyleek wiggling around next to me.
"Hey, aunties baby" I said and kissed his nose
"Hey auntie" he said and kissed my forehead
"My love" I said and played with his little curly top
I did his hair in two Cornrows going back and took him down stairs.
"What time is it" I asked Troy
"5" he said
"Where is everybody" I said
"Jaheim is upstairs and Lucas had to take care of something and grandma is in the kitchen" he said
Me and poodah went into the kitchen to find grandma
"Let's go out to eat and I'll pay for it" i said
"Are you sure" she said
"Yes, grandma" I said
"Okay baby" she said
"Troy, Jaheim" she yelled
A couple seconds later they popped up in the kitchen
"Yeah" Jaheim said
"me and my baby's are going out to eat are y'all coming" she said
"Sure" they said
I got dressed in
^ outfit ❤️ ^
After that we all got in Jaheim's black BMW. I guess they all have black BMW. But we pulled up to kabukis. Which is my favorite Japanese place.
I grabbed tyleek and walked inside with grandma.
"How many" the lady said
"4 adults and a baby" I said
"Right this way" she said
We followed her to a table and she sat a booster seat in the chair next to me. I buckled tyleek into the booster seat and I already knew what I wanted.
"What can I get y'all to drink" the lady said
"Gisha girl" I said
"A Virgin" Jaheim said
"I'll take the same" he said
"I'll take one to but not a virgin" grandma said and winked
I giggled
"I'll have the same" Troy said
"Lemonade" I said for tyleek
We all sat down and watched out food get cooked. I shared my food with tyleek as I talked to grandma
"Why are you treating her like she's yours" Jaheim said
"She is one of mine" grandma said
"She belongs on the street" Jaheim said
"Are you ever nice or do you even love a single soul" I said
"Yeah I love my grandma, rosa, and tyleek" Jaheim said
"Nigga open your eyes" I said
"My eyes are open dumb ass" Jaheim said
"Fuck you" I said
"I don't fuck with hoes" Jaheim
"Nigga shut the fuck up" Troy said
"I'm going to the bathroom" I said
"Can I go auntie" tyleek said
"Ty don't call her auntie" Jaheim said
"He's gonna continue to call me auntie" I said
"Why are you so worried about who I am" I said
"Because you living in my grandmas house" he said
"What's your name anyways" he said
"Rosa" I said and grabbed tyleek and ran to the bathroom
"I think it's best if I leave" I said to tyleek
"But I no want you to go" he said with his bottom lip out
"Okay I'll stay but you know I got school soon" I said
"Okay" he said
I cleaned myself up and sat down I seen that Jaheim was gone and they finished eating and my food was in a to go plate
"Y'all ready" I said
"Yeah" they said
I payed for the food and we left
The whole ride was silent
When we got there I grabbed my bag and tyleek and went to my room so I could finish eating and feed tyleek.
There was a knock at my door.
"Come in" I said and in came Jaheim
He sat at the bottom of my bed with his head in his hands.
"I'm sorry" he said
"You good" I said an threw away my trash
"You don't understand how much I been hurting. I looked for you and looked even auntie did but we had to give up we couldn't find you. Your the only person I have left and I don't want you to leave me ever again" he said
"I won't" I said and jumped on him
Tyleek joined us to
"But no hard feelings" he said
"None at all" I said
"Let's go to the trap" he said
"Okay" i said and gave tyleek to grandma
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At the trap
"What she doing here boss" this one dude said
"Meeting now" Jaheim said
We walked down the room to a big conference room and all the niggas was in there.
"So this is my sister and y'all gonna respect her, alright" he yelled
"Alright" most of them said
"Y'all go finish what's y'all was doing" he said
We walked to his office and sat down
I peeped a picture on his desk and looked at it
It was me, him, and grandma.
"You remember when I hid you in the closet" I said
"Yeah" he said
"I wish I knew what happened that night" I said
"Me to but grandma wouldn't know she had a stroke" he said
"Yeah" I said
"You going to school with me and we can twin" he said
"So you think everyone is gonna believe we are twins" I said
"Hell yeah" he said
"I mean look at us" he said
"Boy shut up" I said
"But for real" he said
"How you been" he said
"Trynna make it threw life. How has it been for you" I said
" trynna make this money" he said
"How did you get all this money" he said
"I'm a tell you the truth but you can't tell no one else" I said
"You got my word plus we always had each other's back" he said
"Well you know the famous runner" I said
"Of course everyone does" he said
"Well I sold drugs and I was the famous runner" I said
"So wait your the one that stole all that money from the bank" he said
"Yeah" I said
"Oh shit. I look up to you" he said
"I came here for a new and better life so that's what I'm here for. Plus I wanted to be close to you, mama, and grandma" I said
"I understand" he said
"But it's late and we got shit to catch up on" he said
We left and I took my shower then went to sleep.
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