" 11/26/16-11/27/16"
Tumingin ako sa langit at tsaka pinakinggang mabuti ang kanta sa headset ko , it was one of my favorite orchestra, it's vintage and nostalgic ..
" Hmm .. hmm " Huni ko habang sinisimoy ang hangin , malamig , pero ang sarap tignan nang langit kasi halos puno talaga siya nang mga bituin , ang liwanag pa nang buwan na nasa ibabaw nang patag na dagat.
It was already 11:45pm , inaantay ko nalang mag 12 midnight at tsaka pupunta ako sa kwarto nung lalaki , it feels awkward tho. na ako pa yung kailangan pumunta, but who am i kidding ? Ako yung may kailangan so i should be thankful na willing siyang magsalita para saakin ,
Huminga nalang ako nang malalim at tumingin nalang sa langit, Dito narin galing ang family ko kanina, nangamusta kung okay lang daw ba ako kasi hindi na ako bumalik sa venue , nabanggit din ni Jas saakin na sinundan daw ako ni Bryan pero hindi narin daw siya bumalik and i don't know why ..
Naapektuhan ba siya sa sinabi ko ? Hindi ko nga alam kung saan galing yun eh, it just happened na kusang nagsalita ang sarili ko .. and its odd ..
Pumikit ako at inalala ulit yung sinabi nang lalaki kanina, about me being pregnant last 2 years.
Kung sakaling totoo man iyon , at yun mismo ang rason kung bakit wala akong maalala sa nangyari noon .. hindi ko na alam kung anong mararamdaman ko ,
Ang dami kong gustong malaman , kung bakit wala akong maalala , anong kinalaman nang amnesia ko sa pagiging buntis ko .. noon,
Nang buksan ko ang mata ko hindi ko namamalayan , that tears began to fell .. I'm hurt, but i can't remember the cost of my pain ..
Pinunasan ko ang luha ko at huminga ulit nang malalim, it's getting colder and colder .. i should get inside .
Napagdesisyunan ko nang tumayo at magsuot nang makapal na jacket , pupunta sa siguro ako sa room number na binigay nang lalaki and --
*Ting*
Nang akmang aalis na ako biglang tumunog yung laptop kong nakapatong sa kama kaya naman nagsalubong ang kilay ko at naglakad muna papunta doon ,
Maybe it's Dionne ? but .. it's 3am in the morning in Newyork now , may emergency ba? Siya lang naman kasi ang tumatawag sa laptop ko eh or nag memessage eh.
Nang umupo ako sa kama tinignan ko yung nag pop out sa gilid and it was a message .. Dionne message me at this hour ?
Sa curiosity ko pinindot ko yung message and i was suprise nang makita kong hindi pala si Dionne ang nag message.
From : Bryan Sebastian Smith
Subject : Sorry about earlier.
Date : 11/26/16 11:54:06
To : Jax Patrice Alvarez
Good evening Miss L, (Leondale)
I'm sorry about my rudeness this earlier, i didn't come to assist you to your room when i said i would.
Ps. Are you asleep now?
Halos manlaki yung mata ko nang mabasa ko yung complete name niya sa sender , Holy moly! How did he know my email address? Napa awang ako nang labi at agad na pinindot ang reply button.
From : Jax Patrice Alvarez
Subject : STALKER!
Date : 11/26/16 11:56:23
To : Bryan Sebastian Smith
Dear Prince Bryan,
Sorry accepted, i say something weird back then. But let me ask you how did you get my email? This is private!
Ps. No !! I'm wide awake.
And then i click the send button !! Urgh , binigay ba ni Dionne ? No!! She won't do that nang walang permission ko , sa sobrang curious ko kinagat ko yung kuko ko at bigla nalang kinabahan , did he stalked me? No!! Omygod Jax , umiling ako at tinampal ang sarili ko at saktong tumunog ulit yung laptop kaya naman tinignan ko kaagad yung reply niya ,
From : Bryan Sebastian Smith
Subject : I'm worst than a stalker.
Date : 11/26/16 11:59:42
To : Jax Patrice Alvarez
Dear Miss L.
I'm glad you accepted , and yes what you said is weird but i won't asked any further questions about that , your cousin gave me your email.
Ps . Why are you still awake?
I twitch my lip at agad na pinindot ang reply button !! Jeez , of course Jas!! Urgh , sasabunutan ko talaga siya!
From : Jax Patrice Alvarez
Subject : What does that mean?
Date : 11/27/16 12:01:23
To : Bryan Sebastian Smith
Dear Prince Bryan,
Thank you for your concern that you even emailed me just to apologize, i hope i didn't bother your timeline.
Ps. I have a meeting to attend.
And then i click send !! Tama ba tong ginagawa ko na kinakausap ko siya ? Pero wala din namang mali diba ? And anong ibig sabihin niya na he's worst than a stalker ? Jeez he's creepy!
Not after a few seconds nag reply agad siya kaya naman agad ko yung binasa ,
From : Bryan Sebastian Smith
Subject : Private issue.
Date : 11/27/16 12:06:53
To : Jax Patrice Alvarez
Dear Miss L.
You're always worth of my time.
Ps. Where?
It was a short message pero meron kaming tatlong topic ,and he said im worth of his time .. should i still answer him? But before my mind process pinindot na agad nang daliri ko yung reply button.
From : Jax Patrice Alvarez
Subject : Okay.
Date : 11/27/16 12:08:32
To : Bryan Sebastian Smith
Dear Prince Bryan ,
How come ? Am i that important to be worth it of a Prince Time ?
Ps. Private issue.
Ha!! Akala niya siya lang ang may karapatang gumamit niyang private issue na yan! But i do wonder what is this private issue of his ? If he's a stalker ? But he just confess he's worst than that .. and i can't again figure it out ..
Not after a few seconds nag reply din agad siya, damn we're like teenagers!!
From : Bryan Sebastian Smith
Subject : I want to see you.
Date : 11/27/16 12:10:12
To : Jax Patrice Alvarez
Dear Miss L,
Nothing is worth it more than you , now tell me about this Private issue of yours.
Ps. Don't leave your room.
Nanliit ang mata ko sa huling sinabi niya but at the same time kinilig sa message niya , again!! Bakit ko ba nararamdaman to ? Nakakainis!!
Huminga muna ako nang malalim at tumingin sa orasan, I'm 10 minutes late , at binantaan niya akong wag lalabas nang kwarto ko , okay Jax .. ipangsantabi mo muna yang pagiging balik teenager mo at ayusin mo muna ang issue mo sa sarili mo!
From : Jax Patrice Alvarez
Subject : Why ..
Date : 11/27/16 12:12:04
To : Bryan Sebastian Smith
Dear Prince Bryan,
I feel flattered. Thanks for making me worth it even tho i don't know why or maybe you simply won't tell me , and about my private issue .. it's private . Good night.
Ps. Why are you ordering me ?
And after that i click the send button at closed my laptop, tumayo na ako at tsaka naglakad na palabas , naka ready naman na ako kanina pa ,
Sana ito na yun , sana malaman ko na yung totoo, kahit konti lang , gusto ko lang talaga malaman ang totoo ! I'm not asking for more , i just want to know the truth.