Emily POV
I can't get him out of my mind everywhere I hear his voice;I can still feel him next to me as I sleep like old times but I wake up without him.
Izzy calls me every second possible, I miss her.
I miss max he came home after he set another institute on fire long story.
I'm only in my room but feel miles away, someone puts food under my door I pick at it but I have no appetite.
I wish I didn't listen to Magnus.
I wish I had a reset button.
I wish I didn't break up with Alec.
I wish I didn't fall in love with Alec.
I wish my parents never sent me here.
I wish I was a mundane.
Life hates me.
I regret coming back.
I regret kissing those lips that I can't seem to forget.
I regret falling in love.
I call Magnus getting angry now realizing that if I hadn't listened to him I could have never saw Alec.
"Hello Emily calling to tell me I was right" Magnus saids feel proud of himself.
"Hello you were far from right guess what Alec proposed to the clave member and I walked in on it yea my luck but if u hadn't told me to go I would have never seen it.
"It would have been better to see my mom that abandoned me than this Magnus thank you so much you are the best" I say
"Em-"
I hag up I don't care anymore I'm done with him.
I'm done with Alec.
I'm done with love.
I'm done with my heart.
I head to the shower hopefully my thoughts will make sense and then I will train by then my head will be clear.
"Be careful Emily you're heart goes wild" I say to myself before grabbing my things and heading toward the bathroom.