After Caleb cleaned me up he put me back to bed.
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The sound of my obnoxious alarm click went off. I totally forgot I went back to school today. So I dreadfully got up and got read for school.
(Thankfully I didn't end up getting a black eye or beaten up that bad. In other words you could tell I got jumped)
I wore black high waisted shorts with a white nirvana crop top I paired that with some red converse along with my black studded bag.
I had my hair natural which is curly. I had my contacts in too.
Then I headed down stairs.
Liam,Brandon, Elliot,and Caleb were just staring at me.
Me: you know my eyes are up here right (btw the shirt may have shown some cleavage)
Liam/Brandon/Elliot/Caleb: umm what?!
Me: all you guys care about is the girls ass or boobs.
Brandon: that's not all true
Me: ohh please
Brandon: what
Me: all guys care about is the girls ass or boobs
Brandon: that's not all true some guys care about the girl
Me: yeah you are not one of them
Brandon: you just don't know me yet
Me: I'm sure your right ( saying sarcastically)
Brandon: it's true
Me: whatever
Then I grabbed a to go cup and but my mocha I made in it then I started to walk out the door.
Liam: hey I'll drive you to school
Me: thanks but I like walking
Elliot: why though
Me: because it helps me think clearly and why do you care
Elliot: you possibly can't have that much going on in your head
Me: I do you don't know me that well Elliot
Then I walked out of the door and started to walk to school.
While I was walking to school I got a couple whistles from guys. And I couldn't take it anymore so I responded with I'm not a damn dog.
Then finally I got to school.
I walked up stairs to my locker and put in 32-5-20 for my combo. Then I grabbed my books for my class and put my cup in my locker.
While I was walking to my class I saw Clarisse. She just walked past me sneering at me.
Then I finally got to my first class which is always advisor.
While the announcements were going I took my notebook out and started drawing/writing random things.
Then this guy that sits in front of me turned around.
Guy: Autumn right?
Me: yeah
Guy: I'm Sean
Me: did we happen to meet before
Sean: why yes we did
Me: um ok
Then I turned back to my notebook and continues drawing.
Sean: what are you drawing (then he snatched the notebook)
Me: give it back I don't want you to see anything in there it's personal
Sean: what happened to your brother and sister
Me: nothing stay out of it
Then I snatched the notebook back.
Sean: I can help
Me: so here's the thing I'm not a doll that you can just fix ok
Sean: I didn't mean it like that
Me: whatever
Then the bell rang
The next couple of classes went by fast.
Then it was lunch.
And I decided that since I wasn't concentrating very well. Because if I kept thinking on how I messed things up with my brother and sister and everyone else. I decided to ditch the rest of the day of school.
I went to my locker grabbed my bag and threw my cup in my bag.
Then I walked out the school doors.
And then I started walking.
I walked for a bit then I came across these woods. I started to walk in them. I felt that someone was watching me but no one was around me it was just me my mind and the woods.
Not long after that I got a few texts from the guys.
Elliot: where are you
Brandon: why are you not in class
Liam: hey beautiful where are you
Caleb: where the hell are you
I didn't answer because the least they know the better.
Then after walking for awhile I found this cleared area no trees on the ground. It was like a meadow but shaped in the circle. I found this log and leaned up on sitting cross legged and putting my head in my hands. Trying to clear my head. When just my luck my phone goes off.
I look to see who it is and it was a blocked number so I answer being the smart me that I am.
Me: hello
The person on the other line sounded like a guy
Person:hey autumn
Me: Jason?
Person: yes this is Jason
Me: oh my god I miss you so much
Jason: oh shut it
Me: um ok
Jason: I did not call to see how much you missed me ok
Me: I know I screwed up
Jason: yeah you did
Me: I'm trying to fix it
Jason: no you are not going to fix it because that will make it worse
Me: Jason I...
Jason: no I don't care ok
I'm screaming at this point
Me: JASON!
Jason: I don't care ok.. You are not allowed to see Skylar ok
Me: Jason she my sister
Jason: you can't see her end of discussion
Me: Jason you can't do this
Jason: but I can
Me: Jason don't do this
Jason: it's happening ok
Me: but Jason I need you
Jason: I don't care ok now go have fucking nice life fucking whore
Then the line went dead.
I threw my phone in my purse and started crying into my hands.
Then my phone went off again. It was another text.
I kept repeating I screwed up. I always screw thing up it's all my fault.
Then someone started to call me.
I grabbed my phone not checking who it was and just picked up.
Me: what
Caleb: what's your problem
Me: oh it's you
Caleb: why the hell weren't you in class half of the day.
Me: I just need to figure things out right now
Caleb: what's wrong
Me: nothing I'm fine
Caleb: there possibly can't be that much going on inside your life
Me: do you know why I'm in foster care
Caleb: because your mom died?
Me: why does everyone think that
Caleb: I don't know
Me: that's not why I'm in foster care and there's stuff about me my brother and sister that's going on and my mom well that's another story
Caleb: I'm here if you need anything
Me: no don't pull that shit because I'm not another one of your toys nor a doll you can just pick the pieces up and glue them together
Caleb: I didn't mean it like that
Me: whatever
Caleb: I really didn't
Me: talk to you later
Then I hung up the phone. I started to walk out of the woods. I started walking back home but then I didn't want to be there.
So I started walking for awhile. Until I got to this hotel. I went in to go to the bathroom when I saw Jason leave.
So I went up to the counter and asked the lady where Jason Clark's room was.
The lady said room 212
So I went up to room 212 and knocked on the door.
Skylar answered.
Skylar: Autumn
Me: sky
Skylar: Jason's out of control
Me: what do you mean
Skylar: we can't be here he will be back anytime soon...let's go for a walk
Me: ok
Then we started walking outside.
Skylar: well he has this new girlfriend who he is always with and she hates me and tries to get me in trouble and she succeeds every time. And Jason he yells at me threatens me he beat me a couple times
Me: Skylar! Why didn't you call social services
Skylar: you threatened of I called them he would hurt you or mom
Me: Skylar you know he will never hurt mom so it would be me you should have just called them
Skylar: but I didn't want you to get hurt
Me: that's sweet sky but it's better if I get hurt than you
Skylar: yeah....why didn't you call
Me: I didn't know your number and I'm not even supposed to see you because of Jason
Skylar: I needed you
Me: I know I needed you too
Skylar: how will we stay in touch
Me: do you have a cell phone
Skylar: yes
Me: ok I'll give you my number
I gave her my number and then we exchanged our numbers.
Skylar: I better go before he chews me out
Me: sky if you need anything just tell me ok
Skylar: ok thanks aut love you
Then she faded in the distance. Then I walked back home.
When I got to the house I heard screaming upstairs. I thought shit why know.
Then I walked up stairs.
I found Liam and Caleb fighting.
Liam looked ready to punch Caleb in the jaw and Caleb was punching him in the jaw screaming at him.
I stepped in which was a bad idea.
Me: stop
And I was trying to break them up but in the process of doing that I got punched but thank god it was in the arm.
Liam: CALEB!
Caleb: I'm so srry Autumn
Me: it's ok
Then I got a call from Skylar.
I answer immediately when I knew it was Skylar
I heard Skylar on the other line crying.
I walked away from Liam and caleb.
Me: sky what's wrong
Both Liam and Caleb looked at me with worry.
Skylar: it's Jason
Me: what is he doing to you know
Skylar: he knew I saw you today
Me: shit! sky I'm so srry
Skylar: he is threatening to hurt me
Me: sky calm down
Skylar: his girlfriend is yelling at me and I'm scared
Me: sky it ok calm down and lock your self in your room
Skylar: I am he is threatening to find you and hurt you
Me: sky don't worry about me ok I just need you safe
Skylar: ok
Me: call me if he hurts you or anything else I don't care how late it is ok
Skylar: ok I love you aut
Me: love you to sky
Then I hung up
Caleb: who was that
Me: no one
Liam: you looked pretty worried when you answered
Me: it's nothing
Caleb: who was it
Me: my sister ok now stop it's none of your fucking business
Then I stormed off into my room.
Then after awhile I came out of my room about to go down stairs and then Elliot threw me against the wall. I know what you are hiding