I have to constantly remind myself that the person you are now is not the person I fell in (platonic) love with.
You are so different than who you were. And I know that people change and these things happen, but I remember how it was back then (sorry for the cheesy Taylor Swift reference). Anyways I didn't expect you to change this much.
But I think about you all the time. You don't talk to me. You told me you didn't care about me anymore. You told me that you just didn't have time for me anymore.
And I mean, I guess I expected that but it still hurt.
But that's not even the worse part about it all. The worst part is that I still love you and I would take you back in a heartbeat.
You told Jon that you missed me, but when I tried reaching out to you you just shut it all down.
But God you'll always be my best friend even though you left me out in the rain.
-Emily