Maybaline: hey
read: 4 days ago
Maybaline: hi?
read: 4 days ago
Maybaline: hey harry..
read: 2 days ago
Maybaline: are you ignoring me?
read: 2 days ago
Maybaline: did i do something? say something?
read: 2 days ago
Maybaline: i know i can be annoying and blunt and gross but i dont mean to be, thats just how i am
read: 2 days ago
Maybaline: fine. read these and dont reply. see if i care.
read: 2 days ago
Maybaline: ok i care pls come back
read: 1 day ago
Maybaline: i get it now, you're not going to reply for whatever reason. ill leave you alone.
read: today at 1:37am
Harry: hey
Harry: im sorry i haven't replied, I've just been extremely busy and haven't had the time to talk
Harry: please answer me, im sorry
Maybaline: fuck you
Harry: what
Maybaline: you didn't have time to talk but you had time to read every message the past 4 days?! fuck. you.
Harry: I wanted to reply!
Maybaline: then why didnt you? even if you were busy a simple 'hey, cant talk now. ill text you when i can' would be a hell of a lot better than 'read' 'read' 'read' 'read' wtf
Harry: i wanted to reply i just couldnt
Maybaline: why not? give me a valid reason.
Harry: you wouldn't understand
Maybaline: no, i wouldnt.
Harry: dont be so mad
Maybaline: ARE YOU KIDDING ME
Harry: IT WAS ONLY 4 DAYS
Maybaline: 4 DAYS YOU LEFT ME ON READ
Maybaline: I WOULD HAVE RATHER YOU NEVER EVEN READ THE MESSAGES IF YOU WERE JUST GONNA LEAVE ME ON READ
Harry: WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!
Maybaline: nothing???? i just wanted to know why you couldnt send back a small text instead of reading my messages and not responding for 4 dAYS
Harry: YOU KNOW WHAT
Maybaline: WHAT
Harry: I CANT DO THIS
Maybaline: what?
Harry: I AM SO DONE WITH EVERYTHING
Maybaline: ...what do you mean?
Harry: EVRYONE ALWAYS WANTS SOMETHING FROM ME, EVERYONE ALWAYS ASK FOR THIS AND THAT ANS THIS AND THAT
Harry: EVERYONE EXPECTS SO MUCH FROM ME
Maybaline: harry calm down. what are you talking about?
Harry: ITS ALWYAS SOMETHING. WHETHER ITS PICTURES OR PARTIES OR PHOTOSHOOTS OR MOBS OR FUCKING ANY AND EVERYTHIG
Harry: EVERYONE JUST WANTS SOMEHTING FROM ME
Maybaline: why does everyone want something from you?
Harry: I DONT KNOW
Harry: BUT IVE GIVEN EVERYONE EVERYTHING AND I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO GIVE
Harry: IM SO EXHAUSTED AND BURNT OUT THAT I DONT EVEN REMEMBER THE PAST WEEK
Maybaline: breathe harry
Harry: I JUST WANT TO GO HOME AND SLEEP FOR 2 DAYS BUT NO I CANT BECAUSE INSTEAD OF SLEEPING I HAVE TO BE UP IN 3 FUCKING HOURS TO GO DO INTERVIEWS, IM SO SICK OF INTERVIEWS
Maybaline: what do you mean interviews?
Maybaline: are they job interviews?
Harry: thats not the point
Harry: the point is im so done with everyone and everything yet i cant do anything about it
Harry: i cant sleep for 2 days. i cant go wherever i want. i cant drop everything and disappear like i want to. i cant do anything that i want.
Maybaline: why not?
Harry: BECAUSE I JUST CANT MATTELYN
Maybaline: WELL JESUS FUCK YOU DONT HAVE TO YELL AT ME BECAUSE YOU HATE YOUR LIFE
Harry: i dont hate my life
Maybaline: if you dont hate your life then wTF are you whining about?
Harry: ...
Maybaline: thats what i thought.
Maybaline: i cant tell you what to do or really give any advice because i have no idea wtf you do for a living
Maybaline: but i can say that if you aren't happy then do something about it. and dont even start with that 'i cant' bullshit because thats an excuse.
Harry: actually not but ok
Maybaline: yes it is ok
Maybaline: i dont give a shit who you are, if you dont like your life, then do something about it. you want to drop everything and go? fucking go. you want to sleep for two days? fucking sleep away. you want to do whatever you please? THEN DO IT.
Maybaline: people may hate you for it and you may even lose people for it, but this is YOUR life not anyone else's, so live it however tf YOU want to.
Harry: you know what you're right
Maybaline: always am
Harry: dont ruin the moment
Maybaline: sorry
Harry: but you're right. i should be living my life how I want, not how other people want.
Maybaline: YES BOY
Harry: so you know what im going to live how i want
Maybaline: YES
Harry: and im not going to care what anyone thinks
Maybaline: YAAAASS
Harry: YAAASS
Maybaline: FUCK EVERYONE, YOU DO YOU LITTLE BRITISH FROG
Harry: I WILL
Maybaline: YESESSESS
Harry: right after i get some sleep because i still have to be up in 3 hours
Maybaline: ok you sleep now
Maybaline: but when you wake up, go to the bathroom and look yourself in the mirror and say 'im a sexy ass bitch and this is my life and im going to live how i want. fuck everyone who disagrees.'
Harry: i will say it exactly like that
Maybaline: good
Harry: goodnight(:
Maybaline: goodnight
Harry: and thank you
Maybaline: thank me after you change your life
Harry: okay
Maybaline: okay(:
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a/n: what even is this chapter