The silence is killing me,
In its false serenity,
Please save me from lucidity,
For if I'm sane I must know.
That lies lie close to me,
Bring about the secrecy,
That haunts me for eternity,
Better numb all alone.
I have a heart that scares me,
With these breaking, crashing feelings,
That want to leave me screaming,
Makes me wish gone all I have known.
Words are losing meaning,
Unknown anger leaves me seething,
Somethings broken, somethings bleeding,
Something hurtful will simply grow.
It's alway seen as scary,
No longer being merry,
Cry or laugh there is no caring,
In this darkness that has grown.
Look with eyes unseeing,
Listen without hearing,
Held n a grasp that is searing,
Reaping what has been sown.
The pain is disappearing,
As it goes on roaring,
I'm held by something more worth fearing,
But atleast I'm not alone.