Finding My Way

By XclusiveTee__

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Jamyla didn't ask for the lifestyle she was forced into it . Going through a lot of obstacles trying to find... More

Chapter One: The Beginning
Chaper Two
Chapter Four.
Chapter Five.
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven : Old Faces
Chapter Eight: The Truth
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten.
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve: The Fam
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen: Karma
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen : Funeral
Chapter Twenty : Eva
Chapter Twenty One
Dear Readers
Chapter Twenty Two: I Want You
Chapter Twenty Three: Picnic
Chapter Twenty Four: Trip
Chapter Twenty Five
Chapter Twenty Six
Chapter Twenty Seven : King
Chapter Twenty Eight
Chapter Twenty Nine: New Beginnings

Chapter Three.

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Chapter 3

Myla sat at the bar by herself seems like as soon as they entered the club Eva disappeared. Myla body felt hot as she became nervous. She rubbed her sweaty hands against her dress. She pushed her hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ear as she turned around from the bar sipping her water. She looked around as she felt a pair of eyes on her.

She looked straight forward and saw a man sitting in VIP surrounded by plenty of women she could barely see his face since the lights were low. He didn't pay any attention to the women. He looked at her intensely as he sat back. He gave off this strong vibe.

She looked over to see the bartender sliding her a drink.

" oh that's not mine. " she said politely.
" it's from the girl over there." She said politely turning her back to make drinks.

She knew it was from Eva to loosen her up. She smiled and tossed it back continuing to vibe to the music that was playing. After a few moments she felt something coming up, she quickly ran to the bathroom.

She bursted through the stall and threw up everything she had today , she suddenly felt dizzy as she passed out in the bathroom for a minute.

" Myla... "

" Myla?"

Myla jumped up at the sound of Sosa's voice.

" Huh ?" She turned around in her pretty red dress smiling from ear to ear.

" What the fuck you got on !?" Sosa looked her up and down in disgust.

" I have a date tonight I told you." Her eyes furrowed.

"  You're mine Myla and I mean that shit !" Sosa grabbed her by her neck and kissed her. " Don't be falling for this nigga ! I'm a need you to stay focused. I'm counting on you."

Myla heart beat sped up. " I'm not baby, its just role play remember, just like old times" she assured him picking up the expensive fur coat. She stared at it and picked up the letter.

"I realized I was thinking of you and I began to wonder how long you'd been on my mind. Then it occurred to me, since I've met you, you never left."

Myla smiled hard.

Sosa snatched the letter and read it. " Damn bae you put in on him like that." Sosa laughed.

" No." Myla said nonchalant putting on the fur coat.

" What do you mean no ? I know you did he's buying you all this shit and that brand new all white Camaro sitting in that lot. " Sosa barked not believing Myla

" I never been with another man besides you. I know you gave me permission to this one time because it could set us up for life but I don't want to....You sound jealous." Myla flipped her hair that the man also payed for.

" What !? " Sosa grabbed her by her throat and squeezed. " Don't you ever say no shit like that ! I could care less about that nigga. I know your mine. Your not going anywhere Right?"

Myla looked at Sosa's dark eyes and she noticed they weren't the same light brown as the mans. " Right." She nodded slightly.

Sosa kissed Myla on her lips but Myla didn't kiss back. When Sosa broke the kiss he looked at her strangely. He saw a change in his bitch but he knew she wasn't going anywhere. He knew after he killed the nigga it would be all over with. It was normal for Myla to start acting strange when it was getting to the ending during their missions. But some how Sosa knew this one was different.

Myla woke up in her hotel bed she looked around to see Eva not in sight. Seems like she kept having little flash backs. Mostly of her and Sosa but this time she saw a pair of light brown eyes. She grabbed her purse to pull out her phone to check the time. It was 12:00 pm.

She pulled the covers from over her and dragged herself out of bed. She opened up the curtains to let the light shine on her beautiful face. She had on a t shirt and panties she had no idea how she got here or got into her night clothes.

She opened up the double doors to see someone sitting on the sofa.

" Aye ! What are you doing-"

" Good morning beautiful. " he turned around and flashed a big smile.

" Sosa. " Myla said more to herself as she felt a little dizzy.

Sosa hopped off the couch and grabbed Myla from falling helping her to the couch. He kissed her forehead.

" Baby its me Sosa." He kissed her lips.
Myla didn't kiss back instead she stared into his dark brown eyes.
" It is you."

" I thought you were gone, I've missed you." He tried kissing her again but Myla moved away from him.

" Sosa. I -"

" I understand its been awhile. You probably don't remember much. But how could you forget your first?" Sosa squeezed her thigh smiling showing off his deep dimples.

" I remember you. But I still don't remember much. See I have little flash backs." She tried explaining.

" Of what ?" He asked worried.

" Just little things mostly of us. Our love and how I was really there through it all, the good, the bad and the ugly."

" You was there when I didn't have shit My and honestly with out you I wouldn't have had any of this." Sosa said flexing with his gold chain.

" I remember you had me doing something big for you but I don't know for what or with who." She said looking confused. " Parts are coming to me though."

" Baby it was nothing I'm sure." He laughed.

It had to be something cause every flash back is mainly about this Dude and I don't even know his name. But Sosa and me kept talking about it. She thought to herself. She smiled thinking of the sweet notes the guy always left her.

" Myla ?" Sosa said with a little anger in his voice.

" Yeah ?" Myla snapped out of her thoughts.

" Don't even think about it." He said assuring her. " let me worry about it I promise I'm a find out who did this shit to you and they gone pay."

Myla nodded.

" Can I take you out ? Maybe reminisce? catch up ? Talk ? " Sosa smiled.

" I just need to rest. The doctor told me I needed rest and plenty of it. I been dizzy and a little sick. " Myla responded getting up but Sosa grabbed her and had a firm grip on her arm.

" Na , I'd think you'd feel better if you were with me. The one and only love of your life." He said sternly.

Myla felt the pain in her wrist that seemed to get tighter as she didn't respond. " Alright Sosa." She forced a smile.

...

Myla looked at Sosa smile at her as they sat across from each other at the nice restaurant.

" Remember this place ? " Sosa asked.

" This was the place you took me to on our 1 year anniversary." Myla smiled thinking to herself about how nice it was and how that was the first night Sosa said he loved her.

" Yeah baby." He held her hand. " I love you."

Myla wasn't sure if she felt the same way but she didn't want him thinking she didn't after everything they've been through . " love you too. " she forced a smile.

" I think you should move back in with me." Sosa said.

" Please Sosa I just think we need some time , I'm trying to understand my life all over again. I don't want to complicate things." Myla tried removing his hand off of hers but he snatched her hand.

" What the fuck you mean ? You love me and I love you simple." Sosa calmed down seeing the fright on Myla's face. He took a deep breath. " Take your time baby." He smiled.

Myla got up ready to go and Sosa knew it was his fault.

Sosa dropped Myla  off at her hotel,the whole ride was silent. Myla got out the car.

" Baby please-" Myla slammed the door to his Mustang ignoring whatever Sosa had to say and rushed into the house.

" FUCK !" Sosa yelled hitting the dash board and he watched Myla walk into the hotel building.

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