I miss you so much. Oh god, I miss you, I miss you.
Somedays I miss you so much that I cannot think or feel. I can only lie there, staring at the ceiling, seeing your face.
The brightness of your eyes when you laughed. The strong beat of your heart underneath my fingertips. The side of you that only I could see, strong and thoughtful and full of this unrelenting passion.
I miss everything about you, and the fact that you are in some other faraway state, leaving me all alone... it almost kills me. Maybe I wish it would.