Brittany, Mariana and I are in the kitchen talking over ice cream and soda till they bring the subject up of......
BOYS
"So Faye anyone special since you've been back?" Brittney ask
"Britt I've been back for like two weeks. so no not really"
Mariana snorts "Yeah right you are so crushing"
Brittany gasps "OMG spill. now."
"It's not that big of a deal it's just a little crush on..." I pause when Archer walks in the kitchen "Archer" I greet he smiles while grabbing a box of leftover pizza he walks out of the kitchen but Brittany's eyes are glued to him as he leaves "Is that him?" she ask I nod sheepishly "He is fine" she sings "What about you guys? Anyone special" I ask trying to change the subject "Oh no not so fast Britt and I here are going to help you get him. Go change into something casual but hot we are going bowling" I look at her "It's almost nine thirty" she shews me away so I change. I end up wearing a army green jacket (unbuttoned) with a white tank top under it black ripped jeans and my white adidas' I pull my hair into a half up half down braid and put on my black choker and grab my burgundy wallet. I walk out of my room and see the girls waiting for me
"Ready?" brittany ask
"Ready" I assure her
"Okay well let's tell the boys and get going"
we walk to Alec's room and knock "It's open" he shouts I pull the door and all three of us walk in they are all watching the soccer game on t.v. "We are going bowling" I say they don't even look away I sigh "I'm taking my top off" I say annoyed all of their heads turn to look at me "Put it back on" Alec says I chuckle "I'm not actually going too. I was just telling you guys we are going out" they nod then turn back to the t.v.. After we bowled and got home the rest of the weekend went by fast it turns out Brittany is staying till after christmas break so she is enrolling for the rest of the semester!!!!
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Mariana and Brittany stayed over all weekend so they have been sharing a bed with meI gran and nudge them awake I shower and put on my makeup which consist of winged eyeliner and foundation and concealer with some mascara. i put on my outfit..
I walk down the stairs and we all take my car we walk side by side to our lockers by the time I reach mine it's just me there is a crowd around my locker I push past them to see what was going on when I get there I see the word whore written in permanent marker. I feel tears slide down my cheeks I put my hand into a fist and punch my locker leaving it dented I run to the girls bathroom and at that point I don't care if anyone is in there I go to the biggest stall and lock it I slide down the wall. It's coming back to me the words of freshman year I cry harder I can't be weak, you aren't weak, fight back and be strong I repeat over and over in my head. I compose myself and walk out I am going to kill Missy I walk through the halls I spot her talking to Owen.
I push her against the lockers and punch her multiple times "I warned you" I hiss through my teeth. Punch. "Don't mess with me" I punch her then a second time and a third I pull her up by her shirt and shove her against the lockers I was about to punch her again but a image of Alec flashes through my mind I can't do this "You're not worth my time" I spat shoving her towards a shocked Owen "The show is over go now or you will be next" I yell at the top of my lungs. I walk to the janitor's closet and grab a bucket of soap and water I start scrubbing my locker when I feel a presence behind me I turn around and see Archer this was all his fault if he didn't talk to me Missy wouldn't even know I existed
I look at him I can feel my eyes darken with anger "are you ok?" he ask I throw down my bucket and rag
"No I am not okay" I say pushing him "This is all your fault" I push him again "Missy wouldn't even know I existed if you and your asshole friends never had talked to me" I jab my finger into his chest "Leave me alone never talk to me. hell don't even look at me" I shout he looks shocked before anger fills his eyes "This isn't my fault it's yours you are the one who didn't stay out of my way you should have listened to Mia and maybe we wouldn't be in this situation or maybe you could have stayed in london" He yells back at that point I had pushed him to the lockers opposite of mine but what he does next shocks the hell out of me he kisses me. I feel tingles run through my body and feel sparks every where he touches me and I kiss him back. What I can't kiss him back I'm supposed to be mad my eyes flutter open and i push him away "NO! you can't do that" I say waving my finger at him I walk away from him and to my car I text Brittany and Mariana telling them to have Alec take them home I storm into my house with tears in my eyes and am greeted by my mom
"Hi honey why aren't you at school?" she questions then looks up from her papers just in time to see a tear from my eyes she walks over to me and hugs me "mom I hate school" I cry into her shoulder "shh honey it's okay it will get better" she says I pull away from her hug and plop on the couch she walks out with a gallon of ice cream and two spoons I lay my head in her lap and eat ice cream while watching keeping up with the Kardashians.