"I didn't have the courage to break up against your will. Nor the courage to continue holding onto your hand with this creaking heart."
June 16th
Your words still echo in my head
"Let's break up."
It's not that I didn't want to break up
I'm just scared to be without you..
But
when I muster the courage
Of looking into your brown eyes
And biting my lip to stop the tears
I babble
The words are lost and forgotten
And I feel like
I'm choking.
I know
I can't do this
I can't look at you
Without feeling sorrow.
I can't hold your hand
Without hearing my heart
Break into a million pieces
I can't say your name
Without an emptiness.
I'm dragging you along
And I feel like the worst human being.
but
I can't imagine life without you.
Your smile makes me push through
Your laugh is like sunshine on a beautiful day
You're my anti-depressant.
I need you here.
I hope you stay..
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