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I'm writing this when I should be in school but I'm an anxious little shit who freaks out and panics at simple little things so here I am. Hopefully, writing will help me feel a little better and also make all of your day better. (I AM SO SORRY IT'S BEEN SO LONG BUT SCHOOL IS A PAIN IN THE ASS AND FUCKIN PROJECTS AND ESSAYS ARE BULLSHIT.BULL.SHIT)
I didn't read over. Sorry for the mistakes.
They kept me locked up in the room. Females and males aren't allowed near me, when they even felt like they could smell a wolf near, they would growl while one protectively covered me and the other stormed out of the room. They've become unhinged, I'm sure of it. I tried many times to reason with them, to tell them that they were being ridiculous and that we were going to be mating in front of other people anyways. They didn't appreciate that and it took a lot of sniffing and licking for them to calm down again. I was like a walking hickey with the amount of bruises they covered my body with.
I glared at Adrian when I noticed that look, the look that said he was thinking of the males later and wanted to claim what was his.
"No! NO! You keep your mouth to yourself mister, we can deal with all this possessiveness another day, alright? Now, I'm going to go shower and you two are just going to stay right here and let me shower in peace. I'll even leave the door unlocked for you two so you don't lose your shit and do a stupid thing like break down the door." With that, I confidently strode to the bathroom, shocked that they had actually listened to me for once.
I showered and brushed my teeth, gently brushing the knots from my hair and slipped in to one of their shirts before leaving the bathroom. They were both pacing the room, their eyes snapped up to mine as soon as they entered and not even a second later, I was pulled into two hard chests. Low growls rumbled from their chests as they inhaled my scent.
I sighed and stayed quiet, letting them growl and purr and do whatever they wanted to do. It was just past noon, the ceremony wasn't for another six hours and they would have to leave in about an hour or two so that we could all get ready. I leaned into their touches, letting sexually frustrated and possessive males give orders out was a bad idea.
They were going to be harsher with people for tiny mistakes and would most likely give the worse of the jobs to the unmated males, a punishment that was unfair and unjust.
"Try not to bite anybodys' head off today, please. It's not their fault." I said quietly. I was met with more growls and snarls coming from them. I rolled my eyes and slipped from their grasp. I made it two steps before an arm wrapped around my waist and pulled me back.
"Where do you think you are going, little one?" Adrian growled. I could understand how it was hard for him to have me here. He may know everyone in this pack, but this was not his pack. They ruled under Xavier and although Adrian could still boss them around, he wasn't actually their alpha and I think that annoyed him having them around me. Masons usually dragged their mates into isolation for months, sometimes years, until they were satisfied that their mate wouldn't run. It was ridiculous and stupid and I was secretly glad that Xavier was also my mate, he couldn't let that happen no matter how much the idea appealed to him. He was the Alpha of a pack and couldn't take that much time off.
"I was going to go and sit down and maybe watch some television." I said. I was scooped as Adrian stalked to the sofa in the room and sat down with me placed on his lap. My legs were moved to rest on Xaviers' thighs and he slowly massaged my calves. I shifted uncomfortably, I hated massages and anything to do with them but Xavier ignored me and eventually, I relaxed and settled back into my seat.
Too soon, they were called down and had to leave. Half an hour after being summoned, I managed to finally get them to leave after assuring them that I would see them later and that I would be safe. Honestly, you would think they were going away for years on end. I wasn't going to get much alone time from now on, especially since we would be fully mated by tomorrow morning and they would be like horny teenagers for the first few months. Or years. Years. I shuddered, my body couldn't deal with that much exercise, stairs sometimes made me out of breath, let alone having sex at least three times per day. It was just ridiculous and I wouldn't stand for it.
Yes you will, you'll be asking for it soon.
I ground my molars and stubbornly focused on the screen in front of me. It was an opera and while I could tell that it was meant to be tragic and awe-inspiring, I found it very, very boring. It was like art, fun to look at but I could never find any deeper meanings within the paintings or the statues. I liked to know the history of things, before I looked at them. It made everything so much easier for everyone involved.
I stretched out on the sofa and enjoyed the quiet. The opera played softly in the background, warm sunlight streamed through the closed window and everything was finally fitting into place. |I didn't feel the horrible knot of dread in my stomach like I thought I would but rather, I found myself feeling more and more relaxed.
I didn't have to worry about my mates wanting to share me like I thought they would with other men. Some males liked that kind of thing and although women were more powerful lately, we still had to deal with dominant men who couldn't tell the difference between a sausage and their penis on a good day.
I giggled to myself and then giggled more when I realised that I had no idea why I was actually giggling. Sighing, I stood up and shaved and waxed and plucked until I was as hairless as the day I was born. I did my make up and hair and slipped into the white shift for the mating ceremony. I was ready earlier than I expected to be and sat patiently on my bed.
Females were going to be sent to escort me to the field where my mates would be, where the pack would be and probably the Masons. Adrian's family. MY stomach tightened as the nerves i had so desperately kept at bay, broke through my barriers .
I blushed bright red when I imagined all the people seeing me naked but then reassured myself that Xavier and Adrian would not allow that to happen. I imagined an unmated wolf catching sight of my naked body and groaned, he would be attacked by the end of the night. I would have to sternly tell my mates before I shifted that if they so much touched a hair on someone elses body as punishment for seeing me that I wouldn't speak to them.
I nodded. That should work all right. Definitely. I'll be safe and well and well satisfied. A knock sounded from the door and I jumped up and walked quickly to the door. I blinked at the group. I hadn't expected so many of them to show up, maybe two or three, four if it was a particularly wild mating ceremony but not this many.
More than fifteen women stood in the doorway, all looking at me with the same respectful and loyal look that you should not be giving to someone you have known less than a minute.
"Why." One of them spoke, "You're no shorter than a minute!" I blushed bright red at her comment and offered a nervous laugh.
"It's nice to meet all of you." I said to them quietly, silently freaking the fuck out. They giggled and chuckled and gripped my arm in their well manicured hands and led me down the hallway.
They told me their names and about their mates, about their ceremonies and how it really strengthened the bond that they had with their mate. I made a wry remark about how our bond didn't need to be strengthened.
"Oh, we know." One of them chuckled. "I thought my man was bad, he's a pack warrior you see, they tend to be very possessive and controlling, but seeing your mates today without you? Girl, we have it easy." They all laughed and I smiled.
Unsure of what to say, I listened to them chat as we made it to the field. They stopped and told me that we had to wait here for another half hour until we should being the walk to where my mates were waiting for me. They gave me tips on what to do and the things that they did, giggling like school girls. My face felt as if it was sizzling I was so embarrassed. I had never done anything like this really before and now I was being thrown head first into it with two very dominant and controlling males. I already was covered in love bites that were very visible in the sleeveless low cut shift dress.
The assholes probably did it on purpose, knowing what they were doing and being proud of themselves. I could just imagine their thoughts chanting mine mine mine as they sucked and nipped at the skin, reveling in the bruise left by their mouths. At first, I thought it was their sick fascination with bruising me and that they would turn violent. They were quick to reassure me that that was definitely not the case.
A horn sounded from the distance and I froze, my face tightenedin fear. A hand gently touched my arm, I looked up at a kind face staring a at me with gentle eyes.
"It's okay child, they will care for you and be gentle. Only to your though. Do not expect a miracle form them." She smiled once more and took position in front of me while the other surrounded me, effectively blocking my view from my anyone and them not being able to see me. I was too anxious to roll my eyes and my mates childish antics.
A human blockade was what this was and they knew it, they wanted it, I was eager for this possessive stage to be over. Well, maybe still a little could linger behind, it could be a turn on sometimes. Not all of the time, just sometimes. I shook my head at myself, shocked at my thoughts. I shouldn't want them to be even a tiny bit possessive of me, my thoughts were getting out of hand and we weren't even mated yet. I'm going to be such an annoying mate.
They began walking slowly, never once wavering in their shield, protecting me from dangers that none of us could see and that might not be there. I was going to have to get used to this, having 'guards' around me on the rare times that my mates weren't there with me, walking with me tucked into their sides, their giant bodies keeping me from view.
My mouth twitched at the image, their huge frames blocking me from anyones view, they were too tall and wide to allow for anyone to be able to witness me for even a second, I am like a pipsqueak when I stand next to them or am near them in general.
As we grew closer, my heart quickened in pace, loud and strong in my chest, it refused to be silenced. I sucked in a lungful of air and focused my attention to the ground. The grass was a bright spring green beneath my feet, startling against the white of my dress. My eye caught the movement of an ant within the forest of grass. I stepped around it, brushing against one of the women as I did so. Her eyes briefly scanned my form and inside my protected square. Seeing no threat, she smiled at me and looked straight ahead once more.
My mates scents grew stronger and stronger until it didn't just float in the air in tendrils, it was the air. It was the very air that I breathed in, that filled my lungs, my blood and heart. All of me. I was going downhill and fast. My body craved them more than it should, more than was natural for normal people, for humans. When we were mated, it would be impossible to separate us for the first few months, afterwards maybe for a few moments.
We stopped walking, the field was deathly silent, not a person nor insect dared move. I closed my eyes briefly and opened them again. The women in front stepped to the side, exposing me to my mates. My eyes met theirs and I shivered from the look that they sent me. Their dark gazes assessed me, drinking in all they could. Their eyes met mine once more, filled with possessiveness and something dark, swirling among the lust and desire.
I stepped forward, my foot barely touching the ground before I was pulled forward and into their awaiting arms. They nuzzled me and smelled me, breathing my scent in through their noses. They were calming their wovles, assuring them that I was in their arms and away from danger. A horn sounded again and they snarled, I felt their canines brush against my neck and froze.
I shook like a leaf as they held me and hoped that it would not be too painful.
"It's time for you to shift, my love." Adrian said huskily into my ear.
"We will make sure no one sees your body, sees what is ours." Xavier growled, his voice filled with a dark threat.
I shakily raised my hands and fumbled with my dress, letting the material pool at my feet and stepped away from it. The air bit at my skin, goosebumps formed on my body. It wasn't too cold but I was too aware, one foot slip and the pack would all see my naked body lying awkwardly on the ground.
The thought made my face flame, I glanced down and, sure enough, my chest was tinged a light pink as a continuation from my face. A rustling sound from around me alerted me to my mates shedding their clothes. The pack had probably seen them naked many times so this wasn't anything new for them. Would they ever see me naked? Would I ever be allowed to shift around them?
Arms wrapped themselves around me, their bodies enveloped me. They kissed along my shoulder and back.
"Are you ready, little mate?"
"Yes." I closed my eyes and concentrated on my breathing, I was terrified, so very afraid.
"Shift." My body acted before my brain could, shifting as the words left his mouth. Their hands ran through my fur, pulling lightly at the strands, eliciting a purr from me. If I was in human form, I would be blushing right down to the roots. I looked up at them in awe as they shifted into their own wolves.
Their wolves were huge, way taller than my own one. They stood in front of me, looking down at me with animalistic eyes. I whimpered as they pressed their snouts into my fur and nipped at the skin. Desire pooled in my lower stomach,filling me with a deep rooted need. They growled loudly, standing straight on all four legs.
They howled into the air and suddenly, their canines pierced my skin. I whimpered at the pain, pawing at the ground, I willed myself to stay still so the pain wouldn't be worse. They had bitten both sides of my neck,I would have a bite mark on each side of my neck for the rest of my life. Their canines left my skin, a cool breeze drifted past, kissing the blood on my fur.
I whimpered again. Their tongues lapped up the blood, paying extra attention to where they had bitten me. My body jerked at the sudden jolt of pleasure of having their tongues on the new claims. My whimper this time was not from pain, I moved forward, tilting my head at an angle that allowed them both to have better access to me neck, my purrs and their growls mingled in the air, the only sound to be heard as the silent crowd watched in pride and love.
I was the new Luna and they felt as if their pack would be stronger, more solid. This was true, Xavier would be more level headed and wiser, stronger and calmer. Their tongues left my body only for one of them to latch onto my scruff and haul me onto their backs, sprinting off without a seconds hesitation.
I made a surprised sound from the back of my throat, not at all prepared for the rough manhandling. I growled lowly at them, alerting them to my feeling towards the treatment. The wolf not holding me, nipped playfully at my leg, barking a laugh at my strangled cry. They zipped through the trees, the trees blurred as we sped through them, the brown and green melting into each other. I closed my eyes and buried my face into Xaviers fur. Smirking to myself, I nipped his ear and slowly licked beneath it. His growl rumbled through my chest and I knew I would regret it later but I couldn't bring myself to care very much.
Oh, he would make me regret it later. That was a given, he would keep ,me on the edge of pleasure only to bring me back down and repeat the process all over again. They would both enjoy it, knowing that I needed them, that they were the only ones able to give me the release that I needed.
We stopped before a small cottage. I looked at it in shock, it was small, a cozy size with a wooden gate and fence surrounding it. Xavier nudged open the gate and trotted through, Adrian brushed past us and shifted to his human form, he opened the door and stepped inside and held the door open for us. I slipped off of Xaviers back as soon as we were inside and looked up at both of them. Xavier shifted and smirked down at me, his eyes glittered with wicked intentions.
I eyed them both warily and took a hesitant step back. They chuckled darkly and smiled down at me.
"Oh Wendy, there is no running from us. You belong to us." Raw possessiveness leaked into his voice as he spoke, unfiltered and true.
"That little teasing you did made this night a whole lot more interesting."
Fuck.