I'm breathing in
By remembering every single sin
I'm breathing out
That'll be the last thing coming from my mouth
No one to tell, not even a word
I'm all alone, no one will concern
Will we meet again or will I burn
Who cares for me
Just let me see
My eyes are heavy
Hit me with words let them be deadly
My spirit animal is a deer
I live this life not so dear
What happens to it I'm included
Now it's deeply wounded
Why
Didn't it cry
Now it's has to die
What happen? I say-"O my"
I really want to fly
Now I see. I don't have a sky
One star, and no sun
What was it will be done
Fake happiness, never fun
Bullets are useless without a gun
Seen stuff, done some
What is love to this deer
Where is faith in my fear
I can't see but the day's clear
I need help can't you hear
One friend can help this man
Only she can remind me who I am
No sleep in the a.m.
They can try some of them
My words may not be wise
I need to apologize
I like to surprise
I hate goodbyes
Without mask no disguise
I can see pain in your eyes
I care and I miss, promise no lies
My deer is on my lap
I'm petting his head
I am sad
No time to be mad
Soon it will be dead
Then I'll use new cards from my deck
Sanity, I'll take it back
Hope, I'll take it back
Only destiny will keep track
I don't want things like that
Never punched but I get attacked
No power in my defence
They broke the wall but I had a fence
Sadness making numbers dance
To get back? Is there a chance
What does even make sense
Before it's written should I rip the page
There's always another one it's like a cage
They know me on the stage
Some know me off the stage
Rare know what's in the backstage
In the shadow they wear black
Bad they will brag
I need someone to paint my white
Any colour, I'm not a knight
I can't breath it's to tight
Remind me what I am, what is wrong & what is right
What I am kill the fright
It starts now the countdown
Help me if I can't be found
I'm dying on the ground
Final breath last sound