chris?
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i know that you don't want to talk to me but please let me explain
read 15:51
okay you don't have to answer please just listen
read 16:11
i miss you so much and i can't go any longer without talking to you. you still are my best friend, that hasn't changed. i know that you're confused, hurt and angry at me and believe me, i'm angry at myself too. but i'm just as hurt and confused. it wasn't fair of me to just tell you to leave and then completely shut you out, i know that. but i just didn't know what to do. you don't know the full story yet, i haven't told you about my family and i'm afraid that i'm still not quite ready to do that but as soon as i am i'll explain everything to you and why i did what i did will make so much more sense to you. i understand if you don't want to answer, you don't have to. but i hate myself for hurting you this much. and i'm sorry. i truly am sorry. i hope that maybe one day we can go back to how it once was.
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chris:
m
e too, doll. i miss you, so so much.
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