A|N: Its slowly coming to an end... :(
#1:Check my new story : Bad Girls Always Win.
#2: Im sorry if you all are going to hate me after this upload, but in the end of the day its my story and I love the way it's going to end. :X
#3: If I dont upload in a while, im sorry my bestfriends taking a surgery and im going to be stressed untill he's done and ok. If you guys can just please pray for him I'd appreciate it,cuz that guy is the only reason im even stil writing<3
- DONE BLABBING = Im really sorry if I upsetted any of you.
_+_+_+_+_+
||Chapter 16||
The Plaza was breathtaking. So was the Statue of Liberty and Centeral Park was just the funnest thing ever. James took us on a carriage ride and I felt like a princess with her perfect prince. For the first time in a while I felt like I was in a fairtytale and I loved it. As the sky began to darken the lights shone brighter in the city that never sleeps. It was time to celebrate Alex's realese.
" What do you think?" I stepped out of the bathroom in my little black dress.
James smirked before he wrapped his arms around my waist bringing me closer, " I think it would look better with me ripping it off."
" Chill your hormones out. " I couldn't help but giggle.
James let his lucious lips make a trail of kisses up to my neck. When he reached my ear he whispered, " I've been chilling my hormones out since we were 12."
" Damn that long?" My voice came out hoarsed.
Chuckling James pinned me against the wall, " Yes I've wanted you since that game of 7 minutes of heaven when we were 12."
" Haha I didn't kiss you though. I just give you a little peck but you defended me and said I was the best you ever had." The thought made me smile.
Suddenly he brought his face closer. Our lips brushed against eachother as he whispered, " You've always been the best I'll ever have Nicole."
Looking into his eyes, my stomach tied up into a million knots and I thought my knee's would fail me. Those eyes that I've been starring at my entire life not once have I realized the love that shone out of them. I mean I've seen the friendship love but I never paid attention to the real love behind them. All these years I've been torturing him. All these years I've been a complete blind dumbass!
" What are you thinking love?" James voice tender voice snapped me out of my trance.
My throat was burning I didn't even think I could talk but I managed to whisper, " I've been hurting you all this time."
" No! Dont think that. It's okay its my fault for throwing this all at once." He walked over to the bed and sighed.
It wasn't his fault. It was mine. I was oblivous, " No Its not that. Its just James I never thought you'd care about me like that."
" Why wouldn't I?"
Sitting beside him I was embarassed, " Because im not as pretty as all those girls you went out with."
" Please tell me your kidding." He chuckled.
Rolling my eyes I smiled at him, " Ya I am. Its just because I liked you when we were in middle school but when you turned down Emily. I thought I wouldn't stand a chance so I stayed your bestfriend."
" You beauitful idiot. Why couldn't you just come up to me and tell me you like me?" James rolled ontop of me.
Wrapping my numb arms around his neck I teased him, " Why couldn't you just come up to me and tell me YOU liked me?"
" Because you were so beautiful. Gosh I was blinded by the light that shined from around you.Plus I was the beast and you know beauty wasn't going to fall for the beast in the beginning." God was he such a clown.
Laughing I pulled his face closer, " Your such an ass!"
" Your ass." He whispered before closing the small space between us.
The kiss between us was intense that it sent a jolt up and down my body. Pulling him even closer I let his tongue find its way into my mouth. God was he such an amazing kisser. My hands found their way to his shirt and I began unbuttoning it; stummbling on some buttons. I was going to make love to James. Even if the world was ending I guess I'd have to die being in the arms of someone who's loved me like no other.
" Nicole are you sure you want to do this?" James pulled away from the kiss.
As much as I knew he'd stop if I said so. His eyes were begging me not to stop, " One hundred percent. Show me how much you love me." I begged.
" God I never thought I'd hear you say that." And with that he crashed his lips onto mine.
Within minutes James was ripping my dress off of me and I managed to have him in his boxers. We were intensly making out while our hands roamed and did things they've been dying to do. My body was on fire from how much it wanted James. It was insane but the feeling I got was out of this world. I never thought someone could cause you so much pleasure. Our bodies fitted perfectly together. I knew all of his pleasure points and he knew mine so it wasn't much of a hassle. I loved the way my name rolled off his tongue when I was pleasing him. God who knew I wanted him that much?
___
" God." I breathed as I rolled off of James.
We were trying to regain our breath, " Wow." James whispered as he pulled me against his chest.
" I Love You James Ryan." I mummbled into his burning chest.
I felt his lips kiss my forehead, " I love you too Nicole Taylor."
I felt safe in his arms. Just like I always did. Gripping onto him a bit tighter I felt him give a sigh of relif as he rubbed my arm to make me relax and sleep. The next morning I woke up still in the arms of James.I took in the smell of him and smiled to myself. Slowly slipping out of his arms I put on his shirt and went into the kitchen to cook us breakfast. While I was cooking I couldn't help but grin. I felt complete. When the food was ready I walked into the room to find a still sleeping James. I figured I'd wake him up my way.
As I began jumping on the bed I yelled, " Wake up James!! Wake up!!"
" Ughh another 5 minutes." He covered his face with a pillow.
Pulling it away I straddled him, " Wake up sleepy head"
" Oo morning sex. Im wide awake." Grabbing onto my waist he tried taking his shirt off of me.
Slapping his hands off I leaned in and gave him a kiss. James hand's held my waist, keeping me in place. I was loving the feeling of him holding me so close and the way he moaned when we kissed deeply. My heart was hurting from how fast it was beating and when I pulled away from the kiss I smiled at James.
" I'd kill to be woken up like this everyday." He whispered before Planting a kiss on my head.
I kept my head on his chest just listening to his heart beat, " I'd kill to be the girl who woke you up like this everyday." I whispered to myself.
" Then be that girl." James sat up with me in his lap.
Those blue eyes looked so desperate, " What about Novi?" I asked.
" You guys are going to get the annulment. Please Nicole let me be the one who wakes up to you every morning." He pleaded.
I knew I liked Novi but I didn't care about him as much as I did for James, " Okay but you have to give me time to let him down gently"
" Whatever I dont care. Just aslong as I have you In the end I'll wait years." He added, " Please dont let it be years."
" It wont be years. I promise. Now lets go eat breakfast." Grabbing his arm I pulled him after me.
Blasting the radio in the background we ate breakfast. Laughing and cracking jokes of course, cause that what just how I was with James. I was myself and he loved me despite all my crazyness. After breakfast we crawled up into bed and decieded to watch a movie. Through it all James hand's held onto me tightly as if I might just run away at any moment.
" James im not going anywhere. You dont have to hold so tightly." I looked up at him.
He looked undecieded for a second, " I know. I just want to do it so I can make myself believe your finally mine."
" I've always been your's now that you think about it." I kissed his chin.
Hugging me tighter untill my face rested in the spot between his neck and shoulder he kissed my cheek, " Yeah but not like this."
" Well now it is like this. Im not going anywhere. I promise." I whispered while I drew little circles with my fingers on his bare chest.
Lifting my chin up with his finger he looked me in the eyes, " No matter what Nicole you dont leave me. If your scared of anything or worried just talk to me please. Dont leave though."
" I wont. " I promised.