Not An Option

By Lovin_yu

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16 year old Marica was your average teenage girl looking for "the one". Never did she think he would come so... More

prologue
4 months ago
Shania
Today
got em
oops....
bumps
not
Monday
feeling ha
mine
down
tried it.
mama
admit one
biiiitch
back at it
wow
sister sister
sheesh
change.
i promise
damn
tired
done
friends ☺
exit

not the one

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By Lovin_yu

RICA POV
I was using the bathroom because that restaraunt me Kay, my mama, and my brother went to had me shitting. I bout dropped my phone at what I saw on Facebook... I seen dycarai and khalaya as her cover and it was crazy because we just talked about not even two whole days ago. Now he wanna call and apologize no nigga no I'm so through with that shit if you wanna play the ex games I will too.

    Dycarai Green: I do not fw that girl and I told her take it down because I honestly don't go out with her and neither do me and you go out. This is getting old if we tripping off this then let's not be together.

   Me: 💯 you ain did shit but lie to me anyway for five months now dycarai and its old now I'm tired of it and imma ib the bitch and let her know its her turn 😌✌

   Dycarai Green: oh word? I never lied about anything I kept it as real I could've you always said you didn't trust me, you still thought and always will think I'm tryna fw the girl let's be real if I was I wouldn't be with you all the time Rica I want you I want us I want what we have always had 💯 but do you man I been acting like I ain know bout you and josh this whole time but I did tell that nigga imma shoot him💯✌

  Me: we never really had anything going but now we bout to and you ain bout shit so save that shit because I'll shoot you before you shoot any damn body 👌

   Dycarai Green: rica quit playing now fr you taking it to fucking far and I'm bouta be really pissed and do some shit I stg

    Me: dycarai do you my nigga ion give a fuck you ain think bout this shit when you made her feel like she could do the shit and quit inboxing me nigga ✌

I blocked him on messenger and put my headphones in and wiped my ass. I sat at the sink watching tears roll from my eyes this shit hurt more than my damn arm man I'm tired of going through this with him. Khalaya can have the shit with him. I washed my face and hands and layed down.

    Pebbs😜😍👭💛💚 man fuck them both bruh she been acting up since you only got one arm.

   Me: stg she have and I still feel like she had something to do with it no matter what she said to dycarai.

  Pebbs😜😍👭💛💚 hold up ...you know who did it?

  Me: no not exactly I just now it was a girl that did it and I couldn't see her face I thought maybe carai would've but he only seen body so maybe together we could find this bitch

I called dycarai because I needed him right now

  " wassup" he said hoarse.

   " I don't fuck with you but can you come to my house tomorrow?" I asked hearing him say here we go

   " duh the fuck I'll be there baby " he said making kissing noises I rolled my eyes and hung up.

   Pebbs😜😍👭💛💚 💯 tomorrow at 4 when ma leave.

I cut my phone off and layed down for only five minutes when my mama came in my room telling me Nikisa was missing.

   " her mom just called and said they haven't seen her since Saturday and today is Tuesday so where is she?" She yelled at me

   " ma I don't know I been in this house I was with dycarai Saturday, hospital half of Sunday, home all day yesterday and home all day except the restaraunt. I haven't even talked to her since fourth of July honestly."

She took a deep breath and walked out my room. I looked at the ceiling and asked god why me. I ain had a break from drama since before dycarai and if it takes me to leave him alone for it to stop I will.

     Baby😘😌💦💪😁 unblock me on messenger yo fr

   Me: not in the mood rn bye

    Baby😘😌💦💪😁 what's wrong? I'm omw to your house rn

   Me: no please don't 💯 I'm straight

I lied because I didn't wanna be bothered my sister was basically kidnapped and I had no idea who could have got her. Now everyone calling me asking me questions the person they should be calling is lashawn her damn boyfriend. I had never stressed this way before and I felt like I had nobody anymore. I tried to sleep on everything that happened but I couldn't so I did what I knew...talk to nishad.

    Me: you up?

    Ex😪😘 yeah wassup?

    Me: I just need to vent that's all and I'm sorry for breaking up with you on Sunday I was just hurting a lot.

   Ex😪😘 nah you was hurting from trying to play two sides with me and dycarai y'all was still fwe the whole time and that ain right I was honest and loyal to you so why not do the same for me? But vent lemme know wassup

   Me: hell no you're a liar all you did was play two sides of me and taniyah you're just stupid why talk to somebody younger than me and we basically on the rape line? I did nothing but trust and defend you the whole five years nishad and me and dycarai went out in may and not for long and you know why ...all we did was just keep a bond going and you wanna act like this....smh don't worry about me anymore boo 😘 fuck the 14 year old

That made me cry harder I swear I never meant to hurt anyone or be just by any of these niggas but I did. I was in tears when khalaya inboxed me

   Lãyà Baby: glad ya feeling better maybe next time you won't fw what's somebody else's 😘🙊

I screenshotted the message and sent it the dycarai. He called quick telling me to not do anything stupid.

   " how the fuck do I stay calm when she clearly did the shit and you tryna protect her....its crazy you knew the whole time bye bruh" I hung up and my brother came in the room. I told him what happened and he put on a shirt and shoes and got in the car and the left.

    Me: bitch I know who did it 💯

     Pebbs😜😍👭💛💚 khalaya?

    Me: yeah

I just sat mad as hell because my ass didn't quite get why this was happening to me and ENOUGH IS A FUCKING NOUGH I yelled. I can't do this shit no more hurt left and right by stupid shit,people, decisions man I just wanna die.

     DYCARAI POV

I don't know what else to do...why would she do that...I'm not all that special to be aiming to kill anyone over. I called the girl

  " wait I never knew anything about her being shot, I texted her because of the picture and my best friend said that Rica was sad on snap so I said that's what she get I have nothing to do with no body getting shot I swear I don't" khalaya said and I wanted to believe her so bad but I couldn't.

  " now ain the time to be petty, nor lie to me real shit" I said deepening my voice

  " you don't have to believe me but I know what I did and didn't and I did post a picture of us because you're my boyfriend I don't care about her its always been us but I didn't set that shit up" she started crying now I believe her.

  " yo we not even together the hell you mean "boyfriend" and watch your back because I can't control what they got coming for you bruh and I almost lost my life today I never knew how heartless her family could be until today and I'm scared" I said hanging up.

I looked out my window and seen Zayy coming to the door fast and I knew something was up this nigga never got out the car not even dropping Rica off.

  " wassup nigga you got hoes tryna kill my sister" he said swinging and i dodged the shit and we started fighting.

" bruh I SWEAR TO GOD I AIN DO THE SHIT AND NEITHER DID MY EX LISTEN TO ME BRUH" I yelled as I held his hands up from him hitting me again. This nigga was strong and quick to be so little. I only imagined Rica fighting now. Whew

He got off me and punched the wall rubbing his head. I knew he was hurting because he felt he let his guard down on me and I fucked up and I'm sorry .

" real shit man I love Rica no matter what we go through and I'd never put her in some shit on my mama" I said breathing hard catching breaths

" nigga I don't wanna hear that because look what you did my sister could've been paralyzed in her left arm and you up here apologizing you ain even come to the hospital"

" I know I didnt come because I was too upset at the whole situation how far it got it wasn't meant for her to be standing there and if I could go back I would've took that bullet to my heart" I said sliding down the wall crying again. I never cried so much in my life man.

"Wait what you mean whole situation what the fuck was the situation" he said standing over me and I just covered my face because of what I was finna say.

   RICA POV

I looked at my phone ringing it was a messenger call from khalaya and I ignored it..the bitch gon get hers I promise. All this shit because of her If she would just mind her business and let dycarai go we probably wouldn't be in this situation right now. She called again so I answered wiping tears from my eyes

  " hey I'm sorry about that message I didn't mean it in bad way I had no idea you had been shot I just thought you were sick." She pleaded I rolled my eyes

  " well bitch what's said is said and what's done is done I'm tired of yo shit and everything you been putting me through these last five months " I said as she cut me off.

" and I have had enough of your hoe ass coming in between me and dycarai but like I said I had no idea you'd been shot so don't come my way with the bullshit bitch and I'm serious. If I would've set that shit up you would've seen me and felt me foreal so whoever carai beefing with or you are y'all might wanna check him or her because it ain me and I hope that's understood" she said hanging up.

I called back she ain answer but I give props when due maybe she ain do it but she had some part in it. I rolled my eyes and inboxed her

    Me: 😊😪 that's understood but you need to understand that's not your nigga, I'm not your friend, and that bitch word don't fly pass me so you gotta feel me real soon boo and whoever did the shit I know you know 💯✌😘

"She left me on seen and left the cover photo up...she was bold I promised " I said to nia on the phone

" man if she ain do it then who the fuck did it you say a girl, carai say he beefing with a nigga name Jeremy so who the fuck is that" she said and it got quiet I guess we was just thinking I know I am.

   DYCARAI POV

man after this weekend and start of the week I don't know if I'll be able to even say I was ever a senior in high school.

   Princess😘😌💦👑 it ain her she called and " blanked" but soon as my arm right I'm banging on sight I give no fucks the bitch is bold.

   Me: lls I know baby she told me before your brother came and beat my ass but if y'all fight that's yall 💯 goodnight love you man fuck these past days .

  I put my phone on charge and knocked out I needed sleep I ain slept in four days I promise.

    RICA POV

baby😘😌💦💪😁 lls I know baby she told me before your brother came and beat my ass but if y'all fight that's yall 💯 goodnight love you man fuck these past days .

   Me: just letting you know but
goodnight love you too kiddo.

I still have yet figured when imma tell him we done...I guess I'll know when I wake up I rolled over and just stared at my closet til I fell asleep.

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