After we gave the principal our stories.
They called down one of the guys that live in the house I'm staying at.
The one that came down was....Brandon.
Brandon: so you are the one who best the queen bitches ass
Me: yeah
Brandon: I thought it was Caleb or something
Me:why would it be Caleb
Brandon: he didn't tell you
Me: nope
Brandon: it's better if he told you himself
Me: you and all the other guys are so confusing
Then Brandon walked in the principals office.
Brandon was in there for a long time.
I heard them yelling back and forth to each other. When they we yelling at each other I heard my name slip up a couple times.
Then after all the yelling Brandon left.
Me: hey Brandon what was the yelling about
Brandon: nothing
Me: then why did my name come up a lot in your yelling match
Brandon just walked away
After Brandon walked away. the principal told me to go and that I want in trouble but Clarisse yu stay.
I thought that was weird because usually I always get in trouble. This time I didn't.
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The school day went by rather fast.
When the bell rang I grabbed my stuff and headed out the door.
Caleb: hey little A
Me: really is that necessary
Caleb: I think it is
Me: ok whatever
Caleb: the guys want to know if you want a ride home today
Me: nah I rather walk
Caleb: oh good
Me: excuse me
Caleb: I said oh good and the guys will be upset to find that you don't want to ride with them
Me: why is that
Caleb: because they well seek to like you I don't understand why though because you have been living with us for what 2-3 days
Me: well I'll see you later.
Then I walked away. And started to walk home.
When I got up to the house I saw that the guys car was in the driveway and I didn't really feel like going to the house yet. So I decided to walk some more. When I started to walk I put my headphones in.
While I was walking I got a call from Liam.
I ignored it.
Then I got a call from Brandon. I ignored that too.
Then I got a text from Brandon saying that we needed to talk.
I responded with; just say it now
Brandon; in person
Me; your gonna be waiting a long time then
Brandon: where are you
When he sent that I didn't respond back.
Then I got a call from Caleb... I ignored that call.
Then I ended up at some park.
I decided to sit on the swing.
While I was swinging I felt a tear come down my face. At first I didn't know why I was crying. But then I gave it some thought and I knew exactly why I was crying. I was crying because of what happened at one of my previous foster cares. I tired so hard to forgot but I just kept coming back. All of the bad memories came back.
As I was thinking about that I heard someone behind me.... It was Liam.
Liam: Autumn?
Me:(takes out headphones) yeah
Liam: why are you all the way out here
Me: reasons
Liam: did you get my calls
Me: yes
Liam: then why didn't you answer
Me: I just wanted to think and be away from people
Liam: oh ok and have you been crying
Me: no (then a tear came down my face)
Liam: what's wrong
Me: nothing I'm fine
Liam: really it's ok you can tell me
Me: no I can't it's personal
Liam: oh ok do you want a ride back home
Me: sure
Then I got in the car and we started to head towards the house
Amy: where was she....I'm gonna call...
Liam: no stop...she was just at the park ok
Amy: ok
Then I headed up stairs and went to my room. I layed on my bed and the memories came back and I starts to cry again.
While I was crying I heard a knock on my door.
I wipes the tears away but they kept coming so I wipes my tears away a second time.
I opened the door. As I opened the door another tear ran down my face.
It was Brandon at the door.
Brandon: Autumn I need to talk to you
Me: go ahead
Brandon: why are you crying
Me: I'm fine.. Why do you need to talk to me
Brandon: well I wanted to um... Explain why you didn't get in trouble today.
Me: ummmm ok
Brandon: I was trying to convince the principal to not get you in trouble and this next part you are probably gonna get mad at....
Me: why would I be mad
Brandon: I said you were in foster care and I made something up about you getting abused by a previous foster care.
Me: really
Brandon: are you mad
Me: no now can you go
Brandon: yeah
When he left I closed my door. And then I headed over to my window and opened it and sat in the roof.
I thought of what Brandon said. It was true I did get abused by a previous foster parent but then that isn't the rest of the story.
Then I heard another knock on my door.
I said come in.
It was Liam.
Me: what's with you guys coming in my room
Liam: I was told to tell you dinners done
Me: thanks but I'm not hungry
Liam: ok
Then he left
After awhile someone else knocked on my door. It was Elliot.
(I was still sitting on the roof)
Elliot: why are you sitting on the roof
Me: the real question is why are you not sitting on the roof
Elliot: touché
Me: so what do you want
Elliot: do all guys have to want something
Me: yes guys like you and your brothers
Elliot: what type are we exactly
Me: players
Elliot: like monopoly players
Me: ha.ha no like guys who play with the girls then break up with them
Elliot: you act like that happened to you
Me: so what do you want
Elliot: I just wanted to get to know you
Me: really
Elliot: kind of but I really just came up here to tell you there is a party tomorrow and you are coming
Me: I um can't
Elliot: yes you can
Me: but me and parties don't mix well
Elliot: you are coming whether you like it or not
Then he left
After a while I got off the roof and took a shower then went to bed.
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I woke up at 5 in the morning on a fucking Saturday. Like how early can a person wake up on Saturday.
When I woke up I ate a quick granola bar then headed upstairs to put on my running clothes.
My running clothes consisted of a blue cutout mesh tanktop with black color blocked skinny workout capris (in other words leggings) then I wore a blue/gray nike shoes. My hair was up in a messy bun.
Then I headed downstairs with my phone and headphones.
When I went down stair Elliot was down there.
Elliot: well where are you going this fine morning
Me: on a run
Elliot: can I come
Me: no I like to run by myself sorry
Elliot: ok just be careful
Me: I'll try
Then I headed out the door to start my jog.
I jogged for about 30 minutes then I went back to the house.
When I got back to the house Elliot, Liam, and Brandon were sitting on the couch.
Brandon: where did you go
Me: on a jog
Elliot: yeah I knew she went on a jog
Liam: why didn't you go with
Elliot: because she likes to run alone.
I slyly went up the stairs.
When I got to my room I took a shower and changed.
I changed in to what I was going to wear to the party.
I wore an AC⚡️DC long sleeve black crop top with w red skirt with my combat studded boots. My hair was naturally curly so I kept it natural.
I wore my contacts too.
Then I just listened to my music while I finished up doing how work. Then after I did my homework I worked on writing a song.
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9:00
Elliot: you ready
Me: yup let's go
Then I grabbed my purse and phone.
We headed out to the car and started to head to the party.
We arrived at the party and headed in.
I honestly don't know how people can even talk
Elliot: you get use to it
Then Elliot took me to the bar.
Elliot: want anything
Me: nah I'm good
Then I saw Peyton and decided to hang with her for awhile.
Then she ditched me..
I decided to wonder around the house for awhile.
I decided to go get a drink.
I got a martini.
I gulped that down quick then I got a beer and gulped that down quick.
Then I got another and another then I got another one then I grabbed my last one off the counter and went up stairs to find the bathroom because there was some douche pucking in the bathroom on the first floor.
I was looking for a bathroom for quite some time.
While I was looking for the bathroom I opened this one door and found Peyton and Elliott making out.
I just looked at them shocked and I got the same response from both of them.
Then I turned around rather upset and tried to find the bathroom because I was pretty sure my beer was coming up.
I luckily found the bathroom soon enough because it turns out beer doesn't suit me too well. I knew that I just needed and escape for tonight and beer seemed to be my best friend.
I got a call from Elliot. I was to busy pucking my brains out to answer.
It hurt to breathe when I pucked so I started to cry. I knew I looked terrible.
I really didn't know what to do because I was pretty sure all of the guys were probably making out with someone.
I became hopeless so I called Liam.
Liam: hello
Me: hey I autum- (then I pucked some more)
Liam: where are you
Me: in the bathroom on the second floor
Liam: ok I'll be right there
Then I heard the line go dead
Not even 5 minutes later the door opened.
Liam grabbed a wash cloth and clean me up.
Then after I was done pucking I cleaned myself up and headed down stairs.
Liam thought it was a good idea to take me home.
But I told Liam before he took me home I had to something.
I was looking all over the place for Elliot.. Then I finally found him and slapped him in the face.
Me: let's go
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