I'm Nobody, I'm Everybody

50 and going for more

I'm standing here, running away
The winds won't be changing me today
I won't obey
We can play
Ask me you always may
I'll answer it in the way it's okay
This isn't 50 shades of gray
Just more versions of me exactly the same
Just don't betray
And we will be okay
Every day is a holiday
We are not an ashtray
I often feely heartbeat cuz I can't cry
Here...I will reply
I have a hole so deep it's bigger then sky
In need will you be nearby
Just answer don't ask why
You'll know everything, look into my eye
More then just a guy
That hates to say goodbye
So let me ask did my poems clarify
Did they satisfy
Did they notify
Most of the time I write to pacify
Not a warrior not a samurai
I tell you,just a same but different guy
Who wants to specify
To simplify
Maybe it's intense
I strike but I'm in defence
Since yesterday? But a long time since it commence
It's just commonsense
Everywhere there are events
Nothing happening, it really upsets
Me standing here while insanity extends
Why is life full of stupid quests
Sorry no offence
It's complicated built
I do and don't feel guilt
How can I show that I'm not an enemy
Is it up to dignity
I'm insane and I do need a therapy
Writing maybe to make a legacy
From a life that's a parody
What is it to you my identity
That's just your curiosity
It is to much and not necessary
Now where is that good luck fairy
My words are hard but I'm not scary
Maybe limited vocabulary
Maybe small dictionary
My place is here time is now not in the cemetery
Feelings are maybe temporary
But is it ordinary
To earn an apple but get a berry
I don't mean it literally
All I write is metaphorically
How can I fall when I'm under ground
Living dead never found
Dying alive; I can go another round
Cuz all I do is standing up
Why is there always a but
But maybe I should stop
I won't cuz I'm aiming for the top