I got that off a Facebook post ^
Well it's been a bit lonely being an INFP Scorpio with ASD but hey, I'm getting through it one day at a time. I'm fortunate to have a caring, protective wider family to help alleviate my dependency for now.
I've been slack in life, a lazy, cruising, laid back Hinata-esque dreamer with nothing much to show for her 21 years. Maybe I'll promise to write a page every day in this online journal, but I wish I didn't give up so easily.
Reasons to do and mean what I say are growing now. I'm not a child and my life has been easy enough. Now's the time, more than ever. I have a few stories in mind, one I've already started that needs serious tending to.
Anyways, being agnostic I only feel obligated to pray in times of need. Like now. I'm a lonely hermit with no life skills. I need guidance and sometimes offloading my troubles can help.
I can do this. Before now I'd be telling my self, "I think I can, I uh think I can...???" But that door is closing.
I am an adult
I am a mother
I am a daughter
I AM a writer
I am agnostic
I am fearful
I am hopeful
I am not alone
I am loved very much
I am willing to change myself
I am willing to take up space
I am willing to live
I am going to try