"Do you know what your problem is? You can't live with the idea that someone might leave." — John Green
15
Minsan sa sobrang bilis ng takbo ng buhay hindi natin namamalayan na marami na pala tayong mga panahong sinayang lang sa wala. Mga bagay na sana hindi na lang natin gaanong pinagtuunan ng pansin para makapagbigay daan sa mga bagay na mas nakararapat. Pero ano nga bang saysay ng panghihinayang kung wala ka na rin namang magagawa para baguhin ang nakalipas? Wala naman hindi ba?
Malalim ang iniisip ni Karylle. Nandito nanaman siya sa loob ng kwarto niya nakakulong. Masaya siyang nakakasama si Vice pero dumadating pa rin yung oras na ganito, na gusto niyang mapag-isa at mag-isip isip. She's getting better day by day. Nagtataka na rin si Anne dahil mukhang nababawasan ang pagiging aloof at emotional niya lately, dahil nahihiya siya, hindi niya inaamin kay Anne that she finally decided to start taking her medications that she has always refused on taking.
It was actually Vice's doing, when he saw her medication ay pinilit na niya itong uminom ng mga gamot at nagmistulang alarm clock pa niya ito. He also encouraged her to undergo check-up again. She was touched, akala niya kasi ay magbabago na ang pakikitungo ni Vice sa kaniya after niyang malaman ang tungkol sa anxiety and depression niya, but she was wrong, kung tama nga siya ay mas lalo pang napalapit ito.
Sa ilang buwan na nakilala niya si Vice ang tanging iniisip lang ni Karylle ay kung sapat na oras na ba iyon upang lubusang makilala ang isang tao pero bakit ba niya iniisip iyon? Meron bang sila? All she knows is that they got sweeter with each other and what they share is not normal for 'just friends'.
And what she was most confused with was his gender. Posible bang mahulog ang isang bakla sa isang babae? Ang isang crossdresser posible bang mahulog sa kaniya? Natatakot siya na baka lahat ng ito ay ilusyon niya lang. Na baka ganito talaga kaclose si Vice sa mga babae niyang kaibigan. He is sweet with Anne too, well, not as sweet as he is with her but he is.
Natatakot na si Karylle na ibuhos ang lahat ng atensyon niya sa isang tao ngayon. Kung noon nga na akala niyang may kasiguraduhan ang relasyon nila ni Dominic ay nauwi pa rin sa hiwalayan, ngayon pa kaya na mas malabo pa sa mata ng bulag ang meron sila ni Vice?
Ramdam naman niya ang sincerity ni Vice sa lahat, but you could not just take fear out of her mind, the fear of being left behind, the fear of being thrown out of someone's life in an instant kasi kahit ano pang klase ng faith at trust ang ibigay natin sa isang tao, once they decide to take us out of their life, there's nothing you can do but say goodbye. Nothing is permanent in this world, kahit nga ang sarili natin ay nagbabago rin eh.
Napabalikwas ng tayo si Karylle nang biglang bumukas ang pintuan ng kwarto niya.
"Morning Kurba, I have something for you."
Kurba. The pet name he gave her the other day after she tried on a red bodycon dress he bought her which showed her curves. Pinagalitan pa niya si Vice because it was too expensive for her liking and besides hindi naman niya nagagamit ang mga dress na binibigay niya.
Pero teka nga lang...
"How did you get in?" Nagtatakang tanong ni Karylle.
"Hehe I saw your spare card key sa bookshelf mo. Inaalikabok na doon, might as well use it diba?"
Karylle was speechless. He has access on her home now. It's a big deal isn't it? Bakit hindi niya magawang bawiin ang susi kay Vice?
"Anyway, look what I brought you! It's my friend's new collection! Free yan ah! Freebie ni Paul! Wag ka na magalit! I just have to take a photo of you wearing it then I'll post it—"
"Paul?" Tanong ni Karylle.
"Cabral. He's gay, not my type, no need to get jealous." Sabi ni Vice sabay kindat niya kay K.
"Parang baliw." Bulong naman ng isa.
"Where was I? Ah yes, you just have to wear it tapos I'll take a snap then I have to post it."
"Where will I wear it naman? Dito lang ako sa bahay or sa shop. Pwede ba yun?"
"Eto nga, I have an upcoming event and I want you to come with me."
"Vice—"
"Anne will be there!... Please?" And he gave her his 'awa' face.
Ang bilis bilis tumanggi pero hindi niya talaga magawa kay Vice.
"Kailan yan?" Sagot lang niya, Vice's eyes grew bigger kaya napayakap siya kay Karylle!
"Next week! Thank you Kurba! And one more thing pala, he is having a fashion show—"
"No. Ayoko ng ganyan Vice."
"Bruha hindi ikaw. I recommended the three girls, he was looking for raw models then I showed him their photos, nagustuhan niya. I went sa shop to tell them sana kaso close yung shop eh." Vice saw how Karylle's eyes twinkled with what he said. Those kids really have a special spot in her heart.
"Oh my gosh Vice they will be soooo happy! Thank you! Thank you! Tatawagan ko sila, baka nasa bahay yung mga yun! It's their day off." Kung kanina'y medyo matamlay siya, you can really feel her excitement now kaya naman masaya siyang tinititigan ni Vice habang kinakalikot ang kaniyang cellphone.
The two decided to go and visit the kids nang malaman nilang nasa bahay lang ang anim na bata.
"Eh kung tinitigilan niyo kaya yang cellphone na yan at tinutulungan niyo kaming maghanda ng pagkain natin, siguro kumakain na tayo ngayon ano po?" Sigaw ni Daniel sa mga babae na naghahagikgikan sa gilid at nakatingin sa isang cellphone na siya namang bumungad kila Karylle.
"Don't you dare bring that phone down, mapupunta yan sa basurahan." Inis na sinabi ni James dahil kanina pa nila tinatanong ang mga babae at parang walang naririnig naman ang mga ito. Kilig na kilig kasi.
"Problema niyo ba? Kami naman naglinis ng buong bahay ah?" Sagot naman ni Nadine at umirap.
"Hep! Hep! Ano ba yan? Bakit may nag-aaway?" Narinig nila bigla ang isang pamilyar na boses.
"Ate K!!!!" Excited na tumayo ang tatlo, matagal tagal na rin kasi nilang hindi nakakasama ang Ate K nila sa bahay. Special pa ngayon since it's Sunday lunch.
"Bakit nakakunot nanaman ang noo nung tatlong lalake?" Tanong ni Karylle.
"Eh pano Ate K, kanina pa Team King ng Team King yang mga yan, wala ng ginawa kundi tumingin sa cellphone. Kaurat." Sagot ni Daniel matapos yumakap kay Karylle.
"Team King?" Tanong ni Karylle.
"Joey Mead and Ian King, Ate K!" Sagot ni Kath.
"What about?" Si Vice na ang nagtanong dahil kaibigan niya ang dalawang iyon.
"Ian came out as a transgender, Angelina na siya ngayon." Sabi ni Gabbi.
"He did not!" Lumapit si Vice sa tatlong babae at nakichismis na rin sa kanila.
"Oh nadagdagan pa sila ang galing talaga." Bulong ni Daniel, natawa naman si Karylle.
"I never knew he would actually do it!" Sabi ni Vice.
"So matagal na siyang trans?" Si Karylle na ang nagtanong, she knows the two as well, hindi nga lang niya ka-close. She's met Joey couple of times sa mga events, and Ian is Billy's friend, they're both car enthusiasts.
"Yes but he was never out in public. Nakakatuwa naman. How are the people's reaction?" Tanong ni Vice while looking at the photos posted in social media.
"Good. Ang daming kinikilig Kuya Vice!" Sabi ni Gabbi.
"Oo parang kayo! Kilig na kilig!" Sabi ni Ryan.
"H-how's Joey?" Tanong ulit ni Karylle.
"She's always been supportive of him." Sagot ni Vice.
"Super! May kulutan moments pa, yung mga date nights, nung nag-kiss sila, ahhhhh nakakakilig talaga!" Sabi ni Kath.
"True! Socially accepted na talaga ang gay/girl relationship ngayon." Said Nadine, hindi naman sinasadyang magkatinginan nila Karylle and Vice.
"True." Sagot naman ni Vice habang nakatingin kay Karylle.
"Can we eat now? I'm really starving!" As if Karylle was saved from the awkwardness when James started talking.
"Okay lang ba? Baka sakto lang yung niluto niyo para sa inyo?" Tanong ni Vice.
"Okay lang. Diet muna natin si Naddie today." Said James natawa naman ang dalawang lalake. They're still not that fond of Vice but atleast now they are starting to be civil at medyo nakikipagbiruan na rin ang dalawa sa kaniya.
"Tignan mo tong Australianong hilaw na to Ate K! Nakakainis talaga!" Sagot ni Nadine na padabog na umupo sa kainan.
"Osige para fair, i-diet natin silang tatlo. Sila lang naman nagtutumba ng rice cooker dito eh." At nag-apir pa si Daniel at James.
"Ay Ate Kaykay, thank you nga pala sa allowance ah? Mukhang may extra money tayo girls! Come let's eat then let's go shopping!" Pang-iinis ni Gabbi kaya napatahimik ang tatlo.
"Hoy! Hindi naman ako kasali sa kanila! Asan na yung akin?" Sabi ni Ryan which left everyone laughing.
Masaya silang naglunch, nag-aasaran, kwentuhan, this is by far the happiest and the best lunch Vice has ever had. This is how light it is to be with Team Karylle at ngayon niya lang nakasama ang anim na kumpleto. Now he wonders kung hindi ba namimiss ni Karylle ang ganito lalo na't nakikita rin ni Vice ang pag-ngiti at pag-tawa ni K sa mga batuhan ng mga bata. It was different. Posible kayang ito yung ngiti na sinasabi ng mga taong nakapaligid kay Karylle?
"Anyway andito kami cause I have an offer for you girls. My friends are having a fashion show collab next week na. He's looking for new faces, as in raw models that's why I recommended you three to go and audition and it seems like they like you—"
"Aaaaaaahhhhh!!!!" Sobrang saya ng tatlo na tumiliat hindi na nila napatapos si Vice.
"There are few days left to practice pero sure ako na kaya niyo yun." Dagdag na ni Karylle.
"Ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh! Dream come true hindi ako makapaniwala! Thanks Ate K and Kuya Vice. Sobrang thank you!" Sabi ni Kath na parang naiiyak na.
The three girls remained speechless and shocked na halos hindi na makakain dahil sa sobrang tuwa.
"Models? Yang tatlong yan?" Biro ni Daniel.
"Pssst! Danilo! Bully ka!" Bawal ni Karylle.
"Anong klaseng modelling yun may swimsuit ba dun?" Tanong ni Daniel sabay tingin kay Kathryn.
"Wala namang swimsuit dun." Sagot ni Vice.
"How revealing are the clothes? Baka naman there's too much skin showing." Si James naman ang nagtanong.
Gabbi cleared her throat and smirked. "Hoy Ryan! Maging protective ka naman sa akin! Tignan mo sila!" Pang-aasar ni Gabbi natawa naman si Karylle at namula ang apat.
"Bahala ka jan mag swimsuit mag-isa mo. Gusto mo mag one-piece ka pa pero yung pang baba lang ah." Sagot ni Ryan na kahit bulol bulol, it still made everybody laugh at sumimangot naman si Gabbi kay Ryan.
"Nangangamoy jealous boyfriends dito K! Ang dami niyong tanong na dalawa di naman kayo yung ipapasok ko." Sabi ni Vice.
Karylle realized how she missed hanging out with these kids. Well, binata at dalaga na nga ang mga ito eh. Ganito lang sila noon dito sa bahay niya, board games and movies pag day off nila, kung hindi naman ay out of town kasama sila Anne at mga kapatid niya. Isa rin ito sa alam niyang ikinaselos ni Coco sa kaniya.
"Haaaay! Tignan mo nga naman Karylle, ang bilis ng panahon. Ang lalaki na ng mga anak natin." Kunyari'y madamdamin na tugon ni Vice kay K bago sumakay ng sasakyan pauwi.
"Para ka talagang sira." Natatawang sagot naman ni Karylle.
"Uhm, can I drive?" Tanong niya kay Vice
"Why? You wanna go somewhere else?" Tanong ni Vice at tumango naman si Karylle.
"Rooftop" parang nahihiyang sagot ni K which made Vice smile.
"Sige na I'll drive. You rest." Sabi ni Vice.
"Thank you Vice." Karylle meaningfully told him after a few minutes of silence which made Vice look her way.
"Anything for you." Then he smiled back.
"Hindi mo alam kung gaano kasaya yung tatlo especially Kath. It has always been her dream. Kita mo kanina, she can't even contain her happiness."
"Parang ikaw kanina. If making those kids happy would bring out that smile you had a while back, hell, I'd give them their happiness anytime of the day."
Aminado siya, nakakakilig pero kasama ng kilig na iyon ay ang pangamba na baka mawala rin na parang bula ang lahat.
"Wag mo akong ginaganyan Vice. Baka masanay ako. Pogi ka pa naman." Dinaan na lang niya sa biro so she could easily shake it off.
"Edi masanay ka. You wouldn't get rid of me that easy."
As they were driving, she kept on glancing at the person beside her. One by one she studied everything about him physically, his side swept ash gray hair that matched his perfectly blend skin tone, his cleanly shaped brows, his long thick lashes that seem to sway as he blinks, his perfectly pointed nose, his naturally pouted lips and damn those tattoos on his neck and the way his adam's apple goes up as he swallows, she secretly finds it so sexy. Behind all his feminine touches, she could still see a man who has been very protective and caring for the past weeks they've shared.
"Tigilan mo yan, kinikilig ako. Madidisgrasya tayo." Sabi ni Vice which brought her back to her senses and caused her to chuckle. Kanina pa pala niya napapansin ang pagtitig ni Karylle sa kanya.
"Ang pogi pogi mo kasi talaga."
"In love ka na?"
"Sira."
Bago pa man tuluyang kiligin si Karylle ay nakarating na sila sa rooftop.
"This place needs to stop surprising me." Sabi ni K pagkababa niya.
"Bakit?"
"I was expecting it to be so sunny."
"It never gets sunny here. You like this place so much now huh?" Tanong ni Vice.
"Yes. I hope you don't mind."
"I don't."
"Dun tayo Vice. I actually want to watch the sun set."
She dragged him over to the other side overlooking the trees and tiny houses. A small community of rich people yet it looks so blank and empty sabi nga ni Karylle.
"I don't like sunsets. Nakakalungkot." Sabi ni Vice pagkaupo nila sa edge. Their feet swinging high below.
"I love sunsets." Sabi ni Karylle.
"You love everything sad." Sabi ni Vice at natawa si Karylle.
"Sadness is essential. Without it, we wouldn't know happiness." Sabi ni K.
"Are you... still sad?"
"I don't know... I can smile now. Pwede na ba yun?"
"Bakit? Porket nakasmile masaya na ba?" Tanong ni Vice.
"Basta. I feel different now. I don't know if this is happiness but I feel light. I feel... okay."
Tumango naman si Vice to agree. Pwede na iyong sagot niya hindi ba?
"Enough about me. Kwentuhan mo naman ako Vice."
"Tungkol saan? The Prince Who Became A Princess ganun?"
"Ayos kasi. Tungkol sayo."
"Tungkol sa akin nga yun."
"Tell me something about yourself."
"Standing 5 feet 11 inches from Los Angeles, California. Half Pinoy, half Pinay. The most beautiful, the sexiest and the hottest celebrity fashion stylist—" Vice joked but he was already cut off by Karylle.
"Naman eh! Hindi ko kailangan ng biodata mo. I—I just wanna know everything behind this." Then her hand made a circular motion in front of Vice to point all of him.
"What do you want to know first?"
"Kailan mo nafeel na you're gay?"
"Bata pa lang ako, I already felt different, like I wasn't happy with how I look like sa salamin. Yung parang may kulang. And I've always been interested with fashion, masyado akong focused with fabrics and designs which is weird for a guy. Mom ko ang unang nakapansin but I denied it. Nung Kuya ko na ang kumausap sa akin, I just broke down, tinablan ako, napaamin ako agad when I was 15." Parang natatawa siya habang kinukwento.
"What else do you want to know?" Tanong niya kay Karylle
"Anything... College, hobbies... Exes." The latter almost sounded like a whisper.
"Exes..." Sabi ni Vice.
"It's okay if you don't want to—"
"I have two." Sagot ni Vice.
Tumango si Karylle.
"Men?" Karylle asked, natawa naman si Vice.
"Yup. Two men. One from France and one from New York."
"Foreigners." Sabi ni Karylle.
"Yung isa lang, half. Yung isa he came from here, dun ko lang siya sa France nakilala."
"What happened?"
"Baka i-judge mo ko after." Nahihiyang sinabi ni Vice.
"Funny you'd say that." Sagot lang ni Karylle.
"The one in France, bata pa ako nun. I was not serious but I guess he was. I was just playing around. Confused ako nun eh. I wanted to try everything. Alcohol, drugs, men... Women..." Nanlaki ang mata ni Karylle.
"Women? A-akala ko..."
"I had sex with women in my early 20s."
"Women talaga? Hindi woman?" Gulat na tanong ni Karylle.
"Women, girls, ladies." Sabi ni Vice emphasizing the plurals in each word. Sa hindi maintindihang rason naman ay parang pinipiga ang puso ni Karylle sa sinabi ni Vice. Past is past hindi ba?
"Kaya kami nagbreak ni ex number one because he caught me in bed with a woman."
"In action?" Gulat na gulat si Karylle kaya natawa si Vice.
"Pano ba... Kakatapos lang namin halos. Kakahugot ko—" Napangiwi si Karylle kaya natatawa si Vice.
"Niloloko mo lang yata ako eh." Sabi ni Karylle.
"I'm just being open and completely honest with you."
"Why?"
"Bakit ako honest? Eh siyempre—"
"No. Why did you try women when you told me na bata ka pa lang you already knew you were gay?"
"One... Thing happened that made me think otherwise." Halos parang ayaw sagutin ni Vice ang tanong ni Karylle na iyon.
"Ano yun?" Curiosity came with Karylle.
"Hmmm... It's not important. Let's talk about ex number two na lang." Sabi ni Vice. Because of that Karylle felt that there is still a tiny wall between them, there's still something he can't share with her, and she completely understands that.
"Si ex from New York, he was really my first serious boyfriend, as in mahal ko. Iniyakan ko pa nga." He laughed as he remember the past.
"Bakit kayo nagbreak."
"It's my fault again."
"Nakipagsex ka nanaman sa babae? Palagi ka na lang bang confused?" Parang naiinis na tanong na ni Karylle.
"Easy ka lang teh!" Sabi ni Vice at tumatawa pa.
"I was at the peak of my career. May gusto pa akong patunayan noon eh. I was already too busy, hindi ko namamalayan na hindi ko na pala siya nabibigyan ng time habang siya naman he keeps on putting up with me, pupuntahan ako kung nasaan ako, he would do everything to show his support habang ako naman si tanga, naiignore ko na pala siya and yung effort niya without knowing. Akala ko kasi hindi siya mapapagod sa pag-intindi sa akin eh, nakalimutan ko tao nga rin pala siya. One day, ayun na, iba na yung nag-aalaga sa kaniya, iba na yung nag-bibigay ng attention sa kaniya."
Karylle rested her head on his shoulders when she started to feel the bitterness in his voice.
"Pero okay lang. He's now married dun sa babaeng sumalo sa kaniya when all I caused him was pain. Masaya na siya ngayon and masaya na rin ako dun. Atsaka 6 years ago na yun, nakamove on na rin ako."
"6 years na wala pa ring nakakapagpatibok niyan?" She pointed at his chest.
"Meron na." Nakangiting sagot ni Vice.
Ayan, tanong ka pa ah! She admits, parang nasaktan siya.
"Good for you." She bitterly said which Vice noticed.
"Kaya lang gusto ko sana pag naging kami na, buo na ako eh. Para ako naman yung kukumpleto sa kaniya. Malapit na. Ramdam ko na eh." Sabi ni Vice.
"Hindi ba pwedeng buuin niyo na lang ang isa't isa... ng sabay."
"Parang ang complicated nun. Basta masaya na ako sa kung anong meron kami, okay na yung lagi ko siyang nakakasama, lagi ko siyang nayayakap. Sana man lang kahit doon mapa-feel ko sa kaniya that I've already fallen for her."
Her.
"P-paano mo pa siya nakakasama kung lagi mo akong kasama? Baka magselos yun sa akin." Nasasaktan siya ng hindi dapat. Nakakainis.
"Maganda din talaga yung taong yun eh tsaka sexy, medyo slow nga lang. Sarap din ihulog nun dito minsan eh."
"I-I'm happy for you Vice. Pakilala mo sa akin yun ah?" Sabi nanaman ni Karylle.
Hindi na natiis ni Vice at humarap na siya kay Karylle.
"Can you stop being naive for a while?" Halos pasungit na niyang sinabi.
"Naive? Bakit nanaman?" Sabi ni Karylle.
"Isa pa hahalikan na kita!" Sabi ni Vice.
"Anong halik? Bakit hindi mo halikan yung babaeng—"
Hindi na natapos pa ni Karylle ang gusto niyang sabihin when Vice's lips crashed into hers.
"I already did." He said as an answer to what she was about to ask before the kiss.
"Vice." Parang binuhusan ng malamig na yelo si Karylle.
"I... Think... I already fell for you K." Samut-saring paru-paro na yata ang pumasok sa tiyan ni Karylle nang sabihin sa kaniya iyon ni Vice.
"Ako? S-sigurado ka ba Vice? Bakit? I-I—" she was buckling. She wasn't expecting this. Alam niya lang sa sarili niya na iba na tingin niya kay Vice but she wasn't ready to hear this from him.
"I don't know how it happened as well K. All I know is that I fell, I always want to be with you." He said.
"Je pense toujours à toi parce que tu me fais plaisir . Je t'aime." He added in french.
Tumulo naman ang mga luha ni Karylle, she was completely overwhelmed...
"Why are you crying?" Tanong ni Vice.
"Sana kasi naiintindihan kita." Sabay takip sa mukha niya. He chuckled.
"I always think about you cause you make me happy." He translated as he take her hands away from her face, then he stared at her eye to eye.
"Kulang yan. Alam ko yung ibig sabihin ng je t'aime." Natawa si Vice at niyakap niya si Karylle at hinalikan niya ito sa noo.
"Tama na K. Hindi ko na alam saan ko pa isisiksik yung attraction ko sayo. Punong puno na eh." Pakiusap ni Vice.
"Seryoso ka ba talaga, Vice?" Nanginginig ang boses na sinabi ni Karylle.
"Alam ko bakla ako, at bakla pa rin ako pero Karylle, wala na eh, nahulog na ako. Seryoso ako, mahal na talaga kita."
"A-after this ano na tayo?" Tanong ni Karylle.
"Hmmnn. Nagmamahalan?"
"Pffft." Natawa si Karylle.
"Anong nakakatawa Kurba?"
"Ang corny."
"Anong gusto mo? M.U?"
"Yuck mas hindi bagay." Sagot ni Karylle.
"Eh ano nga?"
"Barneys."
"Anong Barneys?"
"I love you, you love me." she sweetly sang and she earned a huge laugh from Vice.
"OH MY GOSH KARYLLE! Mas corny ka kaya—wait... Y-you love me?"
She just shrugged her shoulder. She was still uncertain but she knows na nandoon na, that Vice already took her heart. Love is just a strong word, she already like him for sure.
"Ayan na" sabi ni Vice pertaining to the sunset. They were sitting side by side, her head in his shoulder.
"I love you, you love me..." Vice started singing. Hinampas siya ni Karylle dahil nahiya siya sa sinabi niya kanina.
"Let's go make our family" he continued singing.
"Vice!" Suway muli ni Karylle who is now turning so red.
"With a great big hug." Then he hugged her.
"And a kiss from me to you..." He gave her a smack on her forehead.
"I will always love you too." He still sang in tune. Hindi na matago ni Karylle ang kilig niya while they were staring at each other as the sun sets.
"I'm sorry Vice. I'm still not sure kung handa na ako to enter a relationship, but, but I do feel the same. I like you too. I also like being with you but—"
"Can we just enjoy this. All of this. Please K? Knowing that you feel the same is enough for me. Wag mo muna akong basted-in please."
Tumango si Karylle. "I'm sorry..." She just said.
"Shhh... 6...5...4...3...2...1" he counted down.
He dipped his head and touched his lips on hers again as the sun finally set. Hues of pink, orange and purple completed their background. She was hesitant at first but then she started kissing him back. All the walls built around her just collapsed.
"This is the best sunset ever." Vice said in his husky voice as he kisses her in between each words.
Kasabay ng paglalim ng gabi ay ang paglalim rin ng nararamdaman ng dalawang bida para sa isa't isa but the question is, is it enough to mend their brokenness?
Hanggang kailan kaya sila ganito?
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