Niall/Liam
"So..."
Still resisting the urge to laugh, Niall shook his head at Liam, stretching up and pulling him into another kiss, hesitating for a second, his sudden boldness taking him by surprise as he said, "Where to now? Unless you want to stand out here all night? Do you want to come back with me...or shall we go to yours?"
"My place is closer, I think. If...do you...if you want to..." Smiling as Niall silenced him, reaching up and kissing him to get him to shut up, Liam reached in his pocket for his car key, trying to mask his surprise at Niall's forwardness as he looked over to see him nod.
"My place it is then."
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"Li...I feel like I should say...I haven't done this before."
Waiting until they'd been driving a few minutes, Niall clutched at the hem of his shirt, trying not to let his earlier confidence fade as he looked over at Liam, looking up in time to see Liam nod, briefly glancing over at Niall and giving him an understand smile as he said, "I know. I don't really do this either."
"I mean it. I haven't done this before." Biting his lip as he looked over at Liam, Niall tried not to blush as he spoke, looking away from Liam and down at his lap to avoid letting his embarrassment show as he mumbled, "I mean never. There's never really been anyone else, it's been...I've not."
"I know, Ni. I kind of figured...but that's okay." Glancing over at Niall in the rearview mirror, Liam reached over and squeezed his hand, waiting for Niall to look up at him before he gave him a reassuring look. "It's okay, Niall. I don't exactly do this often but I know enough of what it's like...I want whatever you're comfortable with. We can go as slowly and as far as you want..."
Nodding, Niall swallowed, the little spark of worry fading once he'd met Liam's gaze, leaning in back in his seat and allowing his earlier boldness to overtake him once more as he let go of Liam's hand, letting his fingers wander over Liam's wrist before he looked up and gave him a smile.
The two of them spent the rest ride back to Liam's flat in a comfortable silence, no words needed to fill the space between them, Liam taking Niall's hand once they'd arrived and leading him up to his apartment, both of them ignoring the look they were given by the doorman as he let them into the building, far more interested in each other than him or the building's concierge, so much so that the lift doors had barely closed before Liam was leaning down to kiss Niall.
The lift stopped on Liam's floor and the two of them only separating so Liam could find his keys and let them in, the dog sleeping in his basket barely twitching as they stumbled past him and towards Liam's bedroom, the door slamming shut behind them.
Niall ended up pressed against the bedroom door, clutching at Liam as he unbuttoned Niall's jeans. His earlier protest, earlier worries, forgotten as Liam stopped, looking up at Niall and asking if he was okay, if he wanted to continue, and waiting for his answer, the brief nod Niall gave being the only answer he could give before Liam surged up and kissed him.
At some point, Niall's jeans had disappeared, Liam having worked them down his legs, occasionally pressing a kiss to the curve of Niall's thigh or in the crease of his knee, and, once Niall had regained his ability to think clearly, he reached out for Liam, pulling him back up to his feet, and kissing him again, unbuttoning Liam's shirt and letting it drop to the floor before he let Liam help him out of his t-shirt, freezing as Liam's fingers hooked into the waistband of his underwear.
Stopping as he noticed Niall's hesitation, Liam looked up at him, trying to gauge his reaction as he gave him some space. "Ni...I'm sorry...we don't have to, you did say. It's perfectly okay. Niall?"
"Wait..." Glancing at Liam, Niall tried not to blush, instead taking a deep breath before he leaned towards Liam, tracing his fingers over the small collection of tattoos that littered the skin around his shoulder, letting Liam pull him back in and kiss him before he said, "It's okay. It's just...I haven't."
"I know. We don't have to...we don't have to do this, Ni. Or we can take it slow, whatever you're comfortable with, whatever you want."
Making up his mind, Niall pulled Liam closer and kissed him. "I want you."
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Their first time happened when Liam's parents were away for the weekend and his sisters had taken the opportunity to sneak out to various parties and he'd invited Niall over. They'd been planning it for a few weeks, hesitantly moving their way closer to being ready for that kind of intimacy, a hesitation not normally seen in two teenage boys, but with the two of them, it was different. They'd both been nervous, unsure of themselves and it had shown. But this time was the opposite of their first time. Niall hadn't intended to go home with Liam, he'd thought about it briefly when asking if Jessica could have Chloe overnight, but it hadn't crossed his mind how much he'd want to, how much he'd want Liam.
Unlike their first time, their first, first time, when they were two teenagers, unsure and clumsy, fumbling underneath the bedsheets for a condom and lube, both of them uncertain what to do but equally matched, this time was slower, with Liam taking charge, being more experienced than Niall and unable to stop looking at him, still marvelling in him as he gently pushed Niall backwards onto the bed, any worries or doubts behind them as Niall undid Liam's belt before moving to his zip, smirking a little as Liam gasped. Once Liam's jeans had joined the pile of the rest of their clothing on the floor, all that was left between them was their boxers and Liam was kind of glad about that. Niall...Niall was...well, he'd been right when he said that words didn't do him justice.
"Wow. You're...you are just...stunning." Gently pressing Niall into the mattress, Liam smiled down at him, resisting the impulse to sigh as Niall shook his head. Pressing a kiss to Niall's side, Liam traced his fingers over the small, crescent-shaped scar Niall had just below his stomach. "You are. Really. Stunning. That doesn't even cover it. You are so..."
Shaking his head again, Niall tried not to freeze as Liam kissed down his chest, lingering over the scar that was the reminder of the c-section he'd had nearly eight years ago, relaxing slightly as Liam reached up and kissed him. Waiting for a moment until he was certain Niall was relaxed, Liam worked his boxers down, staring at him for a second before he asked, "Are you sure? Just say the word and I'll stop."
"I'm sure, Liam. Really. I want this—" Moaning as Liam took him into his hand, Niall lost his ability to put together a coherent thought, feeling more out of his depth than he had for years. He was used to being in over his head, he'd never known really what he was doing with Chloe, he counted making it through each day as a win, but being there with Liam was a whole new level of 'what-the-fuck-am-I-supposed-to-do?', a whole world away from his shower and the occasional five minutes of privacy he'd get early in the morning or late at night, and he couldn't help but moan and let out the occasional whimper as Liam took his dick in his hand, starting off with irregular, slow movements that brought Niall closer to the edge of his orgasm, eliciting a string of low moans from Niall that made Liam achingly hard just listening to him.
Niall came embarrassingly quickly, hiding his face in Liam's shoulder, still making soft noises as Liam pressed a kiss to the underside of his jaw, holding him closer and gently running his fingers over Niall's hip after wiping away his come, waiting for Niall to catch his breath before he asked, "Okay?"
Nodding, Niall let out a quiet 'oh' and reached out for Liam, kissing him, softly, desperately, before he looked up at him, struggling to find the words. "Yeah...fuck...yes."
"Want to go further?" Reaching down and kissing Niall again, Liam's breath hitched as Niall nodded, prompting him to reach for his bedside table and search for a condom and lube, dropping them onto the bed next to the two of them before he turned back to Niall, asking him again if he was sure. Waiting for Niall to nod, unable to find the words, Liam pushed Niall back down onto the bed, thinking for a second before he said, "It'll be easier on your front. For you, I mean. If you remember...it might be uncomfortable, the first time. If you want me to stop, just say..."
Nodding again, Niall shifted so he was on his front, giving Liam a small smile as he turned his head to look up at him, gasping slightly as Liam pressed a kiss to the small of his back, working his way down from there to the dimples at the bottom of Niall's spine. Tracing over the faint stretch marks along Niall's hips, Liam reached over for the lube, coating his fingers before turning back to Niall. "You're probably sick of me asking, but are you sure you want this?"
"Li...I'm sure. I...I want you..." His voice trailing off, Niall let out a quiet whimper as Liam pressed another kiss to the base of his spine, stopping just short of where Niall wanted to be touched, spreading Niall's legs wider and gently nipping at the inside of Niall's thigh, making him whimper again before Liam brushed his fingers over Niall's hole, slowly pushing into him and flexing his finger, stopping as Niall let out a soft whine, his nose scrunching in discomfort, waiting until Niall was able to nod before he continued, moving his finger in and out, flexing his finger and stretching Niall open.
Eventually adding a second finger, Liam swallowed hard as Niall let out a breathy mewl, pressing Niall against the mattress and crooking his finger, listening to Niall moan as Liam found his prostate, the pressure on his prostate causing Niall to shiver and arch his back. Losing all capability to think as Liam added a third finger, Niall let out a gasp, clawing at the sheets as Liam stretched him further, whimpering and pushing back against Liam's fingers, eventually regaining his ability to form a coherent thought and breathing out, "Li...please."
Nodding, Liam reached up to kiss Niall before finally taking off his own unswear and moving to grab the condom, well aware of Niall turning his head to watch Liam as he rolled the condom onto his hard cock, trying to suppress a moan of his own at the friction. Grabbing some more lube, Liam pressed a kiss in-between the dimples at the bottom of Niall's spine before he pressed into him, stopping as Niall let out another whimper, the muscles in his back clenching. "Ni? You okay?"
"Uh-" Struggling to get his words out, Niall relaxed slightly as Liam's fingers traced over his hip, tracing over his scar before kissing along it, distracting Niall long enough to allow Liam to enter him, slowly pressing into him and groaning, gently easing back out and pushing back in, still taking it slowly, slow enough so that he didn't come right there and then. Niall let out a soft moan as Liam pressed into him, his moan becoming a whimper that prompted Liam to kiss the back of his neck and along his shoulder blades, murmuring, "It's okay, Ni. It's okay. I've got you."
It didn't take too long for Niall to reach the edge of his climax, raising his hips and pushing back against Liam, moaning again as Liam increased their pace, shuddering and gasping as he came, brokenly shouting Liam's name. Liam came moments after him, groaning and struggling through his orgasm.
Whimpering as Liam pulled out and collapsed next to him, Niall struggled to catch his breath before he turned to Liam, allowing Liam to pull him closer and wrap an arm around him. Smiling as Liam pressed a kiss to the top of his head, Niall bit his lip before he turned to look up at Liam, reaching for Liam's hand and linking their fingers together before he said, "That was...I...Wow."
"I know." Reaching down and kissing Niall, Liam held him close as he hid his face in Liam's shoulder, running his fingers through Niall's hair as the two of them laid there, falling silent for a few minutes before Liam shifted, sitting up and pressing a kiss to Niall's cheek when he protested. "I'm just going to clean up."
It didn't take him too long to wash up and return to bed, wrapping his arm around Niall and smiling as Niall cuddled into his side, pulling the blankets over the two of them and kissing the top of Niall's head once more as he let out a yawn, holding Niall closer as his breathing evened out and he fell asleep, with Liam following his example and closing his eyes, falling asleep with one arm still wrapped around Niall.
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