My natual alarm woke me up once again, why was it I always woke up at 10am every morning? I was hoping for a lie in today, even if it is the wedding day. Although, I couldn't wait to put on my dress again.
I turned over to Cole who had moved over to the other end of the kind sized bed, since we're not used to this damn hot weather over here, we can't even cuddle in bed. Which was very depressing.
His tanned, muscular back faced me until he rolled over followed by an itch of his nose. How did he even look good in his sleep?
God really did bless this human.
He lay on his stomach and crooked his neck so his head faced me, although half of it was squished from his awkward position.
I thought to whisper in his ear to wake him up, but since I was too excited for later, I decided to shout. Although he was going to hate me.
"WAKE UP!" I screamed down his ear while I ran out the room before he could grab me
"SUMMER!" He yelled back in an angry tone
Linda was sat at the breakfast counter and chuckled to herself realising what I had done.
"Shouldn't you be out getting ready or something?" I asked taking a seat next to her
"Morning darling" My Dad appeared
I smiled at him while waiting for Linda to reply
"I've been waiting for you! We're getting our hair, make up, and nails done, by the time all thats done, it'll be time to put on our dresses and go!" She smiled
She had been waiting for me?! I couldn't help but feel guilty, I'd made the bride wait until I woke up! Great.
"You should have woke me! I'm sorry" I gasped
"You were right about the guilt thing!" Linda laughed towards my Dad who did back
They had noticed my confused expression and began to explain.
"When I used to tell Linda about you, I couldn't help leave out how guilty you get over everything!" He laughed
"I do not!" I muttered folding my arms like a child
"Oh please Summer, I remember when you were little and I offered you a cookie, you ate it, and five minutes later you checked back with me whether or not that I'd actually offered for you to take it! Any kid your age would have ate it without even asking!" He laughed again with Linda
So what? I like being polite. Kill me!
"Typical Summer" Coles morning voice croaked from behind
His arm draped over my shoulder as he stood beside me. How did he look so hot when he'd just woken up?! This boy is going to kill me.
"What're your plans for today?" I asked my Dad
"Well me and Cole are going for a trim, have to look sharp for our ladies ey Cole!" My Dad joked
I hadn't saw Cole with short hair, I hoped they didn't take alot off, since I loved his little quiff, although it was getting abit long now. But he'd look hot with any hairstyle to be honest.
"Definitley" He agreed with a smirk at me
I blushed under his gaze and quickly turned back to my Dad.
"Then we will sit back here for abit, watch the football with a few beers then get our suits on and get me married!" He cheered
Typical boys. Drinking while watching the football while we girls panick all day about whether we look nice or not.
"Typical. Right, Summer you go get ready and what not, then we will be on our way!" Linda smiled
I nodded and left Cole to eat his breakfast while I got into the shower.
COLES POV
I watched Summer walk away into the shower and I wished that I was getting in there with her.
I've only just woke up, why am I thinking like this already? Save that for tonight.
"You sleep well Cole?" Linda asked
"Yeah fine thanks" I smiled as I poured some orange juice
It began to make me think about the events of last night, I loved that Summer was getting more comfortable around me, sure, the shy girl think was cute, but this Summer, the hot and not caring girl, it's fucking amazing.
I couldn't wait to see her in her dress later either, she's going to look amazing and I was kind of happy that she didn't let me see her in it, because it'd be ten times better to see it in person later.
And maybe I'll actually be able to tell her I fucking love her this time, unless I pussy out again.
Why though? Why do I keep pussying out, I was going to tell her last night, but I just...couldn't.
I don't know why I think every girl is going to hurt me after...her. Summers different, I've never felt like this about anyone before. Wow this is really gay.
Her, her is a girl named Emily Clark, last year. We dated for 2 years, I thought I was in love with her, evidentially not. All my friends took the piss, because I, the player was actually in love with someone, and was comitted.
Until that bitch cheated on me, with one of my friends (no longer friends) Tyler Walker. Apparently it had been going on for a while, but I was just too damn blind to see it. So after that, I turned into the biggest player around.
That's what everyone knew me for, fucking girls and leaving before they even woke up. I didn't even like it, it was just something to get my mind off everything.
But then I met Summer. I remember the first day I laid my eyes on her, when she decided to walk into school with us. And I thank her for making that fucking choice, even though I was a dick to her.
I remember her frizzy hair taking over her face, how short she was, but especially how damn beautiful she is. She's the reason why I changed, she's the reason why I won't let myself get like that ever again. She's the girl I love.
So why can't I fucking say it?
"Cole I'm going out with Linda, so I won't see you until tonight. I'll text you okay?" Summer appeared interrupting my thoughts.
"Sure" I smiled
She smiled, waiting for something else I think. Probably 'I love you'
Say it.
Her eyes continued to stare at me as she smiled.
Say it you fucking dick.
The smile began to fade and her shoulders lowered. I never wanted to see her wear this facial expession, and I'd make sure she never looked like this again
You dick!
She walked off with Linda and the echo of the door made me jump. I was still froze to the spot facing where Summer once was.
What the fuck is wrong with me?