• Anthony's POV •
They say tears won't kill the pain but right now that's all we got .
I feel bad for Dyamon , you can tell it's killing her .
I never seen Devin happier that he was with Dy .
We was literally all we had .
Right now Devin's still unconscious and has a pulse that's getting weaker by the minute .
I ain't never prayed before but right now we all in need of a good prayer .
• Von's POV •
I never ever cried in front of anyone before , but today I had to .
Seen my nigga down like that killed me .
I wish Ramon ain't kill AJ , Naah that was to easy . He had to feel how we felt right now . He had to shed tears like ours .
Thing wouldn't be right without Devin .
Devin was the oldest of everyone , he was like the big brother I once lost .
He keep everyone in line no matter what .
I ran my hands down my face .
" He'll pull threw , he gotta pull threw it . " I said to myself thinking about the night I lost the most important people to me . My real family .
- Flashback -
It was dark as hell outside . I was walking with my older brother KP , when a group of dudes was walking up on us .
KP was the least bit of scared , me on the other hand was about to pee my damn pants .
" Von I want you to run . " He whispered to me .
" I can't leave you KP . " I demanded .
" Von you will run and your going to do it now. " He yelled .
I just nodded .
He dapped me up and he said he loved me and I said it back .
" Now run . " He said as I took off .
The dudes surrounded KP right as I turn the corner .
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I got home and went upstairs until I heard the door .
I ran and opened it , because I thought it was KP instead it was the police .
- Flashback Over -
I felt the cold tears drop down my face as I ended the horrible last memory of my dead brother .
" Come on Devin , please pull threw . "
• Dyamon's POV •
Have you ever loved someone so bad that it hurt you to see them hurt ?
You couldn't eat , sleep , drink , shit couldn't even breath without them ?
In love so bad that it really does hurts , it hurts bad not knowing what can happen . What will your last words be to that person . Did the love you , all those thoughts just running threw your head until you can't think straight Nomore .
That's how I was feeling , tired , weak and ready to lose hope .
Devin could be dead for all we know , we still locked up in this damn guest room .
" You okay ? " Danyell asked rubbing the back of my hand with her thumb .
I nodded , " I'm fine . "
Right then Ant walked in .
" Heey um y'all need to come quick . "
We all got up and followed him downstairs to where Devin was with a lady standing over him .
I knew it was Ant's sister , she was the doctor for all the boys when they got hurt .
She looked into my eyes like she knew my whole story and what I've been threw .
" Well ? " Ant asked as the girl moved her fingers from the side of Devin's neck .
She sighed . " Well he lost a lot of blood and he might not make it . "
Everyone went quiet , and I knew that she saw the tears coming because she continued .
" But there's still a chance , but mostly like he won't make it if he doesn't wake up in the next hour . " she paused to look into everyone's eyes .
" Right now his pulse is slowly creasing I think it's best to pray and say your good byes . I'm sorry guys , we need to do this as quick as possible . " She said before getting up and going to the kitchen .
I knew she was about to cry herself .
We all looked at each other .
I knew Von was dying inside .
" Uhh Von you can go first . " I suggested .
His face lite up . " You sure ? "
I nodded . He kisses me forehead and went and sat next to Devin's body .
The rest of us went into the kitchen and waited as everybody one by one got there time with Devin .
• Devin's POV •
After I blanked out , I started to regain consciousness and a little memory .
I still felt like I was losing air and I couldn't move no matter how bad I wanted to .
I heard talking and then voices one by one instead of together like earlier .
I listened as everyone said what they had to say , it hurt me know that I was the one causing all this pain .
I listened to everybody .
Von - " Devin you was like my brother . You raised me , took me in . I can't lose you B I need you . We need you and most of all Dy needs you . She hurting bad B . "
Ant - " Man , I wish you would have just let me stayed to help you . This my fault ! I love you Dev you like my brother and I left you . "
Ramon - " Dev , I want you to know that I love you FAM . You was like Blood FAM to me and I would go farther than killing that bitch nigga for you ."
Quan - " My Nig why it gotta be like that . You was like blood and I know this ain't real Cuh you gonna pull threw watch . I know you will and I still love and Imma ride for you nigga . "
I heard more and more but I didn't want to hear those voices as much as I wanted to hear my baby girls .
I knew she wanted what the guys wanted for me to get up but I couldn't my body just couldn't do it .
I was trying but I couldn't . I just couldn't .
" D - D - Dev ? " I knew it was my baby finally .
She sounded so hurt , I had to pull threw not for me but for her and the guys .
I can do this I gotta pull threw .
• Dyamon's POV •
Everyone got there turn to take to Dev and I was last and it was now my turn .
" D - D - Dev ? " Curse my nervous stutter .
I went and sat on the floor in front of him on the couch and grabbed his hand .
I rubbed my thumb back and fourth , like I do to wake him up in the morning .
I sighed and began .
" Hey Devin , I hope you know we are all hoping you pull threw . Not just for us for yourself as well . Von really misses you , you know y'all was like triplets , you , him and Ant . " I chuckled at the thought of the three .
" Anyways I really miss you . Your voice , your eyes , your laugh , your annoying sarcasm . I wish you could wake up . Come one baby just try for me , let me know you hear me at least . " I waited to see if anything happened .
Nope not a thing .
I sighed again . " Well I love you and I know you love me . Well I hope you do . " Damn here come the tears .
" Devin why didn't you let Me and Ant stay to help we could have did something ? I just just wanna change things I wanna go back and fixed it all ! I did this , it was my fault . I didn't do it on purpose tho . I love you I would never you know that right ? " I said still rubbing his hand and looking at the ground .
I heard mumbling and brushed it off thinking it was the guys in the kitchen .
" I love you and would never hurt you Dev . I want you to know that , Do you know that Dev . ? "
& The voice I was longing to hear came out .
" Yes Dy , I know that . "