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"About yesterday, I want to clarify few things. Number one what I did and what I said was pure intentional and sincere. I do like you from the moment na naamoy ko your fake sweet temptation victoria secret perfume."Oh my gosh my heart beat, wait mas mabilis pa sa pag-iwan ng lalaki sa babae yung tibok ng puso ko, pero muli akong humugot ng malalim na paghinga at muling nagsalita. Nakanganga lang siya at nakatingin saakin na parang isa akong Dyosa, how I wish. He's just processing my delusion.
"Number two I am that desperate. Number three I know that your girlfriend did not allow me to have you." I smiled bitterly. "Sino nga bang hahayaang makaalis ang isang tulad mo? Wala lang ata sa tamang pag-iisip ang gagawa 'non. To be honest I always watch you sa mga cctv recorder pati oras ng pag ihi mo pinarecord ko kung pwede lang maglagay ng cctv sa cr ng male ginawa ko na kaso baka iba makita ko." wait, biglang umawkward, pati siya na awkwardan sa sinabi ko. I shook my head.
" I am n-not a stalker, more on I'm just supervising you." I stuttered while defensing my statement which is useless. "Anyway, ehem, as I was saying nobody wants to let go someone like you Mr. Kaintal that's why my decision is to disapprove your resignation letter because I am not accpeting an unreasonable statement from you." sinabi niyang dahil saakin? Am I going to believe that kasi pakiramdam ko sinasabi niya lang yan para di ako masaktan. Yan ang dahilan kung bakit ko nasabing he was looking down on me.
"Pero ma'am, di niyo ba nakikita may fb ba kayo? Kalat na po sa facebook pati sa youtube yung nangyari kahapon ma'am." medyo tumataas tono ng boses niya. "Pero may fb ka po?" tanong niya. Tumango ako pero naguguluhan. Tumango lang din siya.
"I don't need any form and kind of your pity. You are looking down upon me Mr. Kaintal." seryoso kong sambit sa kaniya. Umiling ito at nagsalita muli.
"Hindi po ma'am, ang saakin lang hindi maganda itong nangyayari sa inyo. Hindi niyo po deserve ang lahat ng mga pinagsasabi nila. Nakagraduate po ako dahil sa inyo, nakapagpakain ng isang kapatid dahil sa inyo. Ma'am di ko po makakalimutan---" i raise my palm.
"Don't po me, malaswa sa pandinig ko." feeling ko antanda ko na talaga eh!
"Hindi ko makakalimutan yung ginawa mong pagtulong saakin." my earse heat up, bakit ang hot pakinggan?
"Please use 'po' na lang pala." tumikhim ako at umupo ng maayos.
"Hindi ko---" I raise my palm ulit.
"Hindi mo kailangang ulitin." binigyan niya ako ng tingin na parang 'anong pinagsasasabi nito?'
"Hindi ko po uulitin, ang sasabihin ko hindi ko nasabi sa inyo na nung araw na yun ay naaksidente sa jeep yung magulang ko." ay, I thought he will repeat what he said. But, really? Sabi ko sa inyo mabait ako eh. "Malaki ang utang na loob ko sa inyo kaya kung maari lang sana hayaan niyo akong umalis kasi kapag nanatili ako dito malamang na yung mga tao sa paligid natin iba na ang iisipin." pakikiusap niya. Tinitigan ko lang siya habang matapang siyang nakatingin saakin.
"This is why I like you, you are so kind, you are so soft how can I let go someone like you?" Nanghihinayang at malumanay na saad ko. Nalungkot ang mukha niya.
"Ma'am sigurado po ako infiltration lang po ang nararamdaman niyo dahil may itsura ako." wait nasira yung moments sa INFILTRATION niya. Bakit may paninipsip ng tubig ang lupa na nagaganap sa usapan?
"Infatuation yun, nasira yung moment World, aral tayo minsan ano?" malungkot sabi.
"Ay ganun po ba." nahihiya niyang tugon at napakamot sa noo.
"How can you be so sure that this is infatuation?" balik ko sa usapan.
"Ma'am hindi po tayo nag-uusap, nagkikita lang po tayo at nagkakasalubong." sabi nito. I smiled, if you only knew things that I did just for you. Umatras ko, more on inatras ko yung upuan ko to open a drawer. I search the blue folder and closed the drawer after kong makuha ito. Nilapag ko sa table at binuksan yung folder, pinakita ko sa kaniya.
"March 7 3:15 pm, you were the first one who helped a beggar kid who's being dragged out by our security. You take responsibility to the kid. This kid and your sibling that you are mentioning is only one person. Pinag-aral mo siya at pinakain am I right?" he was fascinated, he was looking at me and to the folder back and forth. Binabasa niya lahat ng report na binigay saakin ng investigator ko.
"I am that kind of woman, I dig everything kapag importante saakin ang tao because I am not good in socializing. When I was in elementary never dared to talk to me because aside from being perfect I am scary. I never smile, I do smile but it wasn't a happy smile more on smirk. The only friend that I have is Ms. Mendoza until now I don't have true friend. Everyone left me and everyone is talking at my back stabbing me with knives and I bleed so much to the point I lose hope na magkakaroon pa ako ng tunay na kaibigan. " I smiled bitterly and comb my greasy hair na may sabit.
"Aray ko." I grunt, sumabit yung buhok ko. He chuckled and helped me, our skin touched nakuryente ako kaya pinalo ko yung kamay niya. Nawala na yung tangle sa buhok ko. Nagulat din ata siya sa ginawa ko. "Sorry di pa kasi ako naliligo kadiri ako, hahaha matanda na nga kadiri po. Edi wow." ginaya ko yung mga mas bata saakin kung paano mag react ng 'edi wow'
"Ayos lang..." parang may sasabihin pa siya hinintay ko naman pero mukhang wala naman kasi wala ng kasunod. [Tumango na lang ako, edi ok.
"Angel was given to me and wasn't taken by me, binigay at dumating siya saakin in her own will kaya bakit ako maghahanap at makikipag plastikan sa iba tulad ng ginagawa nila saakin. And nung araw nga pala na nagkakilala tayo, napag-alam kong binaback stab ako ng mga tinuturing kong kaibigan."
" Troye nakilala kita sa di ko inaasahang pagkakataon. Nakakabigla, para bang himala at sinadya ng panahon, tila agad akong nahulog ng hindi napapansin." wait kanta yun nila James Reid ah.
"Jadine fan ka Ma'am?" tinaasan ko siya ng kilay.
"Oo bakit may problema? Nung nasa San Francisco ako yun yung pinapanood ko sa TFC eh." Ngumisi siya.
"Wala naman po akong problema, ako nga fan ng NCT eh." kumunot ang noo ko, LBC what? Ano daw?
"May fandom ang LBC?" naguguluhang tanong.
"Ay bingi naman, NCT kpop ma'am di mo kilala yun Ma'am bago pa lang sila. " lumaki butas ng ilong ko kpop yuck. Eww mga pabebe.
"Very pabebe sila and their guys, so gay. I really don't know why 12 years old kids screaming over them." mas mukha pa silang babae saakin, di ako insecure 'no duh~ I am beautiful no matter what you say, I woke up like this kita niyo di pa ako naligo maganda parin ako.
"Wushu, bakla daw koreano lang bakla na? May gusto klo nga saakin." sabi nito, nag bago ang timpla ko. Kahit siya nabigla sa sinabi niya, kinagat ko yung lower lip ko.
"Do you really want to leave?" I ask but you can clearly hear my voice sadness.
"Kung gusto niyo Ma'am, ano ba gusto niyo." for the first time narinig kong seryoso ang boses nito and his face is very serious and brave? Napalunok ako, was he really asking me to make the decision? Diba sinabi ko na na ayaw ko.
"You are asking me what I want? All I want is to see you here working despite of the issue. As you can see, i complain and talk so much inside but when I face everyone I am a 'When I fvck i don't care' kind of woman. I am never show any weakness and fear to those who don't deserve it." I stand up and flatten my pencil cut skirt.
"Huwag mo isisi saakin yang pag-alis mo, I am wrecked anyway. People call me in different names, Malifecent, Bloody Mary and Cruel-Bitch-Infinity-Bitch. I never mentioned that I knew it, I just let them because if I give attention to them nasayang na laway ko pati oras ko." Kinuha ko yung bag ko at sinarado ang laptop ko.
"Not thinking of my sake, do you still want to work here?" he's blinking unconsciously. He's looking up at me, staring at me with amusement. Please huwag mo akong tignan ng ganiyan baka may mangyaring magugustuhan mo--- este ko-- what? "Troye?" I called his attention.
"Ma'am? A-ano po ulit?" I chuckled.
"Huwag mong isipin yung image ko, Do you still want to work here?" tanong ko ulit. Lumunok ito at tumayo.
"Oo." maikli at deretso nitong tugon, I smiled genuinely.
"Then start cleaning my room please." I softly ask him. He grin at sumaludo. "I'm heading first." Umalis ako sa lugar ko at naglakad, tinalikuran ko siya natahimik ang loob ng kwarto pero yung isip kung ano ano na ang naiisip. When he stared at me amusingly to be honest kinilig ako nun. I found myself smiling.
Narinig ko yung mga papel, nagsisimula na siyang mag ayos. Before I leave the room, I turn my heels back to him. I am walking so fast towards him, napansin niya ako.
"One more thing, I knelt in front of you and not to your girlfriend." I said straightly and grab his nape.
Our lips crashed, fvck your girlfriend you are mine in the first place.
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