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Autumn
Is this life?
Once i feel so happy, feel so bright. Then it turned to be miserable and dark until i can't feel anything but hurts.
But now, the shine started to light up my life again to be better. I felt happier than ever. It's not like my family can't make me happy, but everytime Ethan talked to me, my heart warmer and it was what made me happy.
Now i knew why mom and dad had the smile on their face everyday and everytime. Mom didn't even care if her cheeks will get wrinkles if she smile a lot. She said smile will make the day feel better.
Bad days? Give the day a smile and just hope it will be better soon. I never did that, tho. I didn't trust it until now...
I felt so different. I mean, i was just a careless person ever, before. I didn't care about my appearance, (I love fashion, but still comfy clothes is the best) i didn't talk much, i just kept my thoughts in mind, and i didn't smile a lot, unlike my parents. You know, i didn't fake a smile so when i smile, it's a honest smile and there must be something good to make me smile like that.
But now, i felt that i changed. Why? First, i looked for my appearance. I wore a dress at home and this was so not me. I was a shirt and pants type of girl. I do love dresses but not at home. You know, it's kinda weird to be different. Second, i talked so much! I visited the pack's house after the mall visit and i talked to some ladies there. I taught them how to make brownies and i played with the pups. I usually just sat by the river (Red Moon location is 10 meters away from the river) to hear some music and enjoyed my self, alone but now i felt visiting the pack house was so much fun than having alone time by the river. And the last was, i smiled way too much! I grinned, I chuckled, i laughed and i smiled like everytime! I didn't know why my life turned 180 degrees like this but i enjoyed this kind of life more than the previous one.
Dear Goddess, why did you do to me? You know, i was so excited to describe everything that happened to me right now and i don't have a clue why. But still, Thank you so much for this.
"Hey, A. You wanna hang out somewhere?" Lucy popped in to my room with long sleeve shirt but she matched it with jeans pants. It's so weird.
"Sure, but. Are you sure you're wearing that? It's cold outside. You know that right?" I asked confused, eyeing her appearance from top to toe.
"Werewolves did not feel the cold, you know that right?" She said mocking my last sentence.
"But i feel the cold." I confused. It was odd. I felt the cold so much. I didn't even use my air conditioner and the cold air hit me when i was sleeping. Even i felt it's so cool right now.
Her facial turned to be surprised but then turned again to her normal face. "Just leave it, well, if you think it's too eye catching then i'll change it. Meet me downstairs in 5." With that, she left, closing the door shut. Hmm.. Okay. So what to wear? Not a dress of course my bare legs will freeze.
I opened my closet and chose over my new clothes. Sweatshirt? Nah. Tee? Of course not. I grabbed some shirts and placed it on the bed. Finally, i chose stripes long sleeve shirt and thick jeans. I think it was good. Simple and warm. I put all the messy clothes back to the wardrobe and walked to the mirror. No makeup and i just left my hair the way it is now. I pulled my long sleeve to my elbow as I slipped on my sneakers and walked downstairs. Of course I didn't forget my one and only clutch.
I saw Lucy with the shirt she was on before with ripped jeans and flat shoes. Well, it looked so warm. *Sarcasm* *sarcasm*
"Let's go." She said and we walked out together. The breeze hit my body and I shivered. So cold! I should wore my sweatshirt!
Lucy walked to the car and she didn't even look like she's cold or something. She opened the car's door and hop in. "Get in!" She shouted and i popped in to the passenger seat.
"You don't feel cold?" I asked as she drove the car to the human's town.
I saw her looking straight to my eyes and nodded. "Of course i do, i just don't show it off. And i'm accustomed in cold. I was born in winter, you know that, right?" She said and chuckled. I chuckled but i can see her lying. She looked away when she said that. Did werewolf didn't feel cold? Did they always feel warm? But i'm a werewolf and i feel cold.
'You know, when humans have flaws such as defects , allergies , etc , werewolf can also have it because you're only a human if I'm not here.' Audrey informed. 'Do you understand what i mean?'
Well it makes sense. Maybe i just have some descent that sensitive in cold.
"Cmon! We're arrived." I saw Lucy mouthed and knocked on my window. Gosh! Ethan was right. I blocked out way too much.
I hopped out from the car. "Sorry, i didn't know we're arrived. I was just talking to my wolf." I said.
"Yeah, don't worry, i know how it feels." Lucy pulled my wrist and we walked into a crowded restaurant.
"Can we eat somewhere else? I hate crowds." I mumbled behind Lucy.
"Nope. We're not going to eat. We will walk pass the crowd to the back field of the restaurant." Lucy shouted when we rushed toward the crowd. I huffed and just walked behind her.
There was a pink painted door in front of us and i think that was where Lucy walked to. The door was quite small for a proper door and it was a girly door.
"Come on!" Lucy walked in to the room and waited for me to walk closer. I can see a lot of girls in there. Another crowds, hmm...
"I told you i hate crowds." I refused.
"I just want you to meet my best friend." She begged. "Come on, A! You're no fun!"
"Oh come on Luce!" I mocked when she made a puppy face. "Fine! Ugh!" I said and walked into the room.
Well, it's not a room. It was a back field just like what Lucy told me. There were so much girls all over the place but not as crowded as the restaurant. The girls were chatting, laughing, drinking, and dancing, just like the normal girls do on a party but it was an all girls party. No boys, no idiotic dancing, just a friendship girls party.
It was kinda weird, but you know, we, werewolf didn't do any party like human's. Why? Of course because we have our own mate. If our mate found out we make out with another girl or guy, then we're done. (Don't remind me that Ethan make out with another girl, okay? It still hurt!)
'You just reminded it your self, idiot!' Something was wrong with my wolf. She was so moody lately. After the reject incident, she changed. She usually talked to me and said funny things that light up my dark world, now, she talked to me like i was unknowledgeable in everything!
"You blocked out again. Mind to tell me?" Lucy clapped her hand on my shoulder that woke me back to the world.
"Sorry. It was just, hmm i have so much in mind." I said and smiled. "Where're your friend? Can we talk to her somewhere else?" I asked and search for someone near us. The girls still focused with their own activities.
"She was here when you keep silent like a statue." She chuckled. I gave her my surprised look but deep down, i was so happy about that. "Well, she told me she will visit our pack tomorrow, so i think you're useless to go here."
"Why don't you slap me when i blocked out like that? That's embarrassing!" I punched her shoulder and she hissed in pain. (I really punched her, my bad)
"I tried okay! But i told you, you acted like a statue." She shouted, annoyed. Did i really blocked out like that? I didnmt even feel like i blocked out that long. "See!" She shouted and pulled me to where we're walked in. The restaurant was still crowded when i passed it.
"You need to tell me everything." She said when we walked to the car.
"Can you release my hand? My hand is freezing." I clapped my hand and rubbed it to my shoulder when Lucy let my hand free. Lucy looked straightly at me with her serious look.
"You are not a werewolf."
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26 Juli 2016
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Oh god! I'm so busy i'm so busy i'm so busy! I'm sorry if i update late someday. It's just.. Agh school sucks!
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Sherine