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JEON JUNGKOOK
I felt someone tapped my head, I looked up, and it was her, smiling at me. She waved at me.
“Sunbae? What are you doing here? Did something happen? Also, what are you talking about?” she asked. I kept staring at her.
“No, nothing. But what are you doing here?” I stood up. She shrugged and smiled. “Oh, I was talking to manager Hyuk awhile ago.”
“Ah, I see alright then…-”
“Sunbae, did you perhaps met this young girl. Three years younger than you, in Busan when you were a kid?”
This happened to my dream… if I say yes, she might get angry about me leaving and not even telling her.
“Sorry, no…”
“Oh… Okay… Just forget what I asked you…” she looked down and about to leave.
“Wait! Why do you ask anyway?” I grabbed her hand.
“Nothing, I have to go now. Goodbye.” she yanked her hand away.
“But-”
“I have to go. Goodbye.”
She… she left me without letting me explain, will this happen if she found out that I’m him? Will she leave me? Both of us left each other.
She left because of her father’s business, and I didn’t hear anything from her, but she did say that she will come back and it took like five years nothing happened, and then I moved to Seoul when I joined BigHit.
“Jungkook! Let’s go!” I heard Jimin hyung voice, I turned to the side and saw Jimin hyung also Taehyung-hyung.
Taehyung and I haven’t been talking that much after what happened last time, we would sometimes talk but not a lot.
But we are trying to be okay again though; we would talk more often, hang out, and sometimes would play together.
“Alright, coming.” I walked towards them; I forgot that we would be going to have a tour again, so that means we have to leave… leave her, and we will get busy back.
LEE HA EUN
“Good thing we got away from that,” I said and pant because we were running away but mostly me who was running away.
“Yeah, that was a close call.” He said as he gasps for breath.
"If you're going to invite me over, at least check if somebody was following us," I growled at him, and he chuckled.
"I know I know; I'm sorry about it."
"Like for real, Mr. Byun Baekhyun. Chanyeol sunbae should have taken me instead." I crossed my arms and looked away.
"Yah! Why can't you give me a chance?!" He said and pinched my cheeks.
"You're way too pretty and a damn flirt!"
"Because of what?! Me?! A flirt?! All I want is you to notice me!" He said.
"I can do that without you flirting!"
"Stop yelling and go inside." A voice said, and both of us turned to that person.
"Kai oppa!" I bowed at him, and he hugged me. He let the two of us go inside their dorm.
I saw all the members; they're watching some movie? I checked the television, and it was my fancam…
When they noticed it, it was me and changed it real quick.
"Ha Eun, you're here." Chen stood up and walked towards me.
"Yeah, hello, everyone. I haven't introduced myself yet, um. Hello, my name is Lee Ha Eun, a rookie actress, and a rookie idol." I said and bowed all of them.
"And Lee Jongsuk hyung little sister."
"Haha, yeah."
"Well, i'm glad you accept our invitation." Suho smiled at me
"Chanyeol sunbae did once went to our company and asked if I can hang out, but I was busy at that time, so I couldn't," I said and shrugs.
"Yeah, also Namjoon was kinda strict, I bet he was jealous. He didn't let her go with me," Chanyeol whisper to Sehun, but I heard it.
"That's true; I don't get it that much, though. All Bangtan are strict towards me, especially if I'm going out with a guy." I said.
"How about the other girls?"
"Nope, they are not strict towards them, only me. I don't get it at all!"
"Wait, did you go out with a guy?" Xiumin asked.
"Well, it was his birthday. I did ask my managers and PDnim, and they said yes."
"Who is it?"
"Kim Yohan, from X1. Why?" I asked.
"Nothing," Baekhyun said.
~~~~
"Ha! I won!" I stood up and celebrated my win. They all laughed because Mr. Byun Baekhyun lost the game again.
“Damn, you’re bad at this,” I looked at him and playfully gave him a judging stare.
“Excuse me?! It just happens that I’m bad at this game!” he said.
“But.. you still suck..” I smirked at him. The living room went silent. Baekhyun stared at me with wide eyes.
“Just kidding! Hahaha!!” I laughed, gosh, their reaction was so funny. They think I snapped.
I mean he does suck on this game, pretty bad. I thought he would know this, but he doesn't, or maybe he was acting that he's terrible at this game.
"Gosh doesn't do that; I thought you snapped and showed your real self."
"This is my real self? I always acted my real self."
I gave them the 'what-the-heck' look.
~~~~~
"How was it?"
"What do you mean?"
"Weren't you at EXO dorm yesterday?" Ji Woo asked.
I nodded and still looked at them, confused.
"Did something happened while you were there." Jae wiggled her eyebrows as the others join her.
"Yeah, something did happen, " I said. They all lean towards me while smiling widely.
"I beat Baekhyun sunbae in a game; I cooked with D.O sunbae and had fun with everyone," I said and shrugged.
"Awe damn it, I thought it was something interesting."
"Excuse me, but I'm only 18." I glared at them, but Rae patted my head.
"that's true, by the way. Bangtan already left, they will come back next week."
"Why telling me?"
"Well, Jimin told me to tell you." Sang Hwa said.
"""Jimin""?
"I mean Jimin 'sunbae' there happy? I just got used to calling him Jimin since I'm older than him."
"Alright then?"
~~~~~
"Girls! Did you know a show asked us if we went to join, all we needed was to play the game and beat the other team, what do you think?" Manager Chul said as he gave us the papers of the contract from the show.
"So just beat them? That's it?" I asked.
He nodded.
"Yeah."
“Which group will be there, though?” Soo Rin asked.
“NCT, X1, IZ*ONE, you guys and SEVENTEEN. But there will be only five members who will play, and the others can watch.” PDnim said.
Seventeen…? It will be our first time seeing each other after some..years. Kim Mingyu…
“Wait, X1? Aren't you friends with X1 Yohan?” Yong Soo said.
“yeah but I didn't know about this, he never said anything about it,” I said.
"Oh, alright then, but when will this project start?" I asked.
"Next week," PDnim said.
~~~~
"Hey! Lee Ha Eun! Wait up!" I turned around, and Yohan ran up to me.
"Hey-"
"I miss you." He said and hugged me.
"Dude, everyone is looking- fine, I miss you too." I hugged back.
I saw him staring at us, but mostly it was a glare — no idea why, but he was looking at us.
"Um, excuse me, but. Can you let go of her? Because I would like to talk to her." Both of us turned our heads to the side and saw the NCT members.
"Hello, sunbae." I smiled at them, and they smiled back.
"What do you need to talk about?" I asked.
"Well, can we take a picture? I'm a big fan of yours!" Johnny held my hands as his eyes were sparkling? Like an anime character? But he mostly looks like a dog wanting a snack.
"A-ah, of course, sunbae." I scratch the back of my neck.
I took a picture with NCT; they said they watched the drama. And they support our group.
After a few minutes, it was our turn to introduce.
"Hello! We are! MxS!" We bowed and smile to everyone.
PDnim said to be respectful and always smile; even the managers told us to do that. That's what they told us.
But my brother said to kick some asses. So that means I have to crush them in the game.
"Alright, the first game will be Moon x Sun vs. SEVENTEEN." The Mc said.
We all sat on our chairs; it seems like there will be three games, call of duty, overwatch, and league of legends.
So only five will be playing, it's Ji Woo, Jae, Soo Rin, Sang Hwa and me.
And on the other team, it's Hoshi, Wonwo, S.coups, Vernon, and Mingyu.
"Wow, already? Girls vs. boys?" Jisung said.
"Ha Eun! You can do it!!" Yohan cheered.
Everyone looked at both of us; I felt my cheeks burning.
"Cheer for the team! Not only me!" I yelled.
"Oh, right! Sorry! Go Moon x Sun!" He cheered.
"It seems like you have a very excellent supporting boyfriend." Jae winked at me as the others giggled.
"Stop it… he's not my boyfriend; he's my friend and my senior." I hid my face from embarrassment.
Kim MINGYU
"Ha Eun! You can do it!!" The guy who ranks first cheered for Ha Eun.
Since when they were close? And why is she blushing so hard?
"Cheer for the team! Not only me!" Ha Eun yelled.
"Oh, right! Sorry! Go Moon x Sun!" He cheered again.
"It seems like you have a very excellent supporting boyfriend." Jae winked at her as her other members laughed.
"Stop it… he's not my boyfriend; he's my friend and my senior." She hid her face from embarrassment.
"Tch…" I rolled my eyes.
"Mingyu, what's wrong?" Wonwo placed his hand on my shoulder.
"Huh? Nothing."
"Haven't you moved on yet?" He asked.
Not this topic again, this pisses me off every time.
"I did, hyung, can you please not bring that topic again. What if people find out about it? You're the only one who knows about it out of the members." I said.
"But you know if people find something weird awkward moments with both of you, they will dig your past with her." He said and looked at her.
"..I know I know, that's why I need to be careful," I said.
LEE HA EUN
Minutes later, I kept killing them. The first game was the call of duty.
"Another headshot by Ha Eun from Moon x Sun!!" The MC said as I keep shooting them in the head.
"Ha Eun! Back!" I ran and hid my character, I checked who it was, and it was Mingyu.
"Tch…" I poked my tongue to my inside cheek and glared.
I made my character to crawl and shot him in the head than to his heart.
"Ha Eun-ssi! Shot Mingyu-ssi in the head and the heart! MxS won!" The MC said.
I took my headphones off and went in the middle to shake hands with them.
"Good game," Mingyu said.
"Hm, good game," I said.
I glared at him and shook his hands.
~~~~
"Ha Eun!! You did great!" The NCT dream members went up to me and congratulated us, and we won all the games.
"You sure are great playing games." Lucas smiled.
"Thanks," I said, blushing mess.
"Ha Eun, is it alright if you can give me your phone number?" Johnny held my hands again.
"Um, I'm not sure. PDnim already told me not to give anyone my phone number; I got in trouble for it because I gave my phone number to Kai oppa." I laughed nervously.
PDnim has told us that we are allowed to have phones, but we still are not allowed to use it. We only need to use it for family, company, and group social media.
On our trainee days, we are not allowed to have phones. But i did have that small phone to call my parents instead.
"Oh i see… maybe… your kakao talk?" He leaned close to whisper.
"My kakao talk? Sure." I whisper back, both of us look around first and take his phone and typed my username.
"Ha Eun, what are you doing." I turned around, and it was the girls and the managers.
I hid the phone behind my back and gave it back to Johnny.
"We took pictures that's all, is it bad?" I said.
"Ha Eun, do you want to get in trouble by PDnim again by giving your phone number?"
"I didn't give him my phone number! If I give him my phone number, manager Chul will take my phone away." I pout.
"You know it, but you still doing it." Yohan joined.
"Yohan sunbae! Seriously?!"
"You should not give a phone number to anyone." He said.
"Alright then, give me your phone. I'll delete my phone number from your phone." I raised my eyebrows.
"I-"
"Yohan! Come here!" His members called for him.
"Hello." Seventeen members walked towards us all.
"Hi," we all bowed.
"You girls did great! You got my Ha Eun; you're good at games." S.coups said and smiled at us.
NCT members we're just there standing beside us, smiling at them.
"I know, right! She's like a Lord in these games." Jaehyun chuckled.
"Yeah she is, but she's terrible handling her emotions, that's the thing she's terrible at." Rae laughed.
"I'm offended right now, how could you. I can correctly handle my emotions." I said.
"Still the same from the past." I heard Mingyu mumble; I stared at him then to everyone.
“idiot” I mumbled
~~~~
“Hey, Ha Eun,” Jimin said he called.
“Hello sunbae, how are you?” I said and lay down to my bed.
“I was going to say that first, but yeah, I am fine. We all doing fine here, don't worry, Ha Eun, I'll be back soon,” he said.
“sunbae, it's alright, you don't have to hurry. And also you guys are on tour.” I said.
“Ha Eun, call me oppa. You don't have to be polite towards me.” he chuckled.
“Are you sure?” I said.
“yes, I’m sure, ” he said.
I smile a bit.
“oppa… I have to go now; it's night already here. See you soon.” I said, trying to hide the fact that I’m thrilled that he let me call him oppa.
“Okay, bye Ha Eun. Good Night.”
“Goodnight.”
“I miss you,” he said,
“I… I miss you too.”
~three weeks later~
“Ha Eun, Bangtan will be coming today!” Rae wiggled her eyebrows.
""I… I miss you too." Hahaha!!" Ji Woo mocked me.
I forgot about her; she's my roommate; I should not have said that. I should have to text it to him.
I found out that she had heard about what we were talking about; she was still awake.
"Stop it!!" I playfully punched her and fake cry.
"I'll support your relationship with Jimin." She winks.
"We are not dating! We are just friends! Senior and Junior, that's all!!"
"Whatever you say."
After a couple of minutes, all the staff that went with them are here.
Then Bangtan saw us. Once Jimin saw me, he walked towards me and hugged me.
"Uhh, sunbae-"
"I told you to call me oppa." He whispered into my ear with a low deep voice.
"But-"
"Call me oppa if you don't want to get punished." He said in a deep voice.
I gulped down my damn saliva, and I feel scared and flustered right now.
"O-okay, op-oppa."
"Good girl."
He pulled away and patted my head. The others were looking at us, the girls wiggling their eyebrows.
The boys look doesn't seem happy about it. They were glaring, unhappy faces.
"Welcome back, boys, also Jimin. Happy birthday(October 13)." Jae smiled.
"Thank you," Jimin said as he placed his arms around my shoulder.
I greeted him first!
"Ha Eun, we need to talk." Jungkook held my hand.
"What for?" I yanked my hand away.
"About that kid from Busan."
My eyes went wide; he grabbed my hand and started dragging me to his studio.
I heard the others yelling, especially my name.
"Jungkook, let go-" I tried to escape his grip but then… he grabbed the back of my neck.
And… kissed me…
The kiss was slow, but I didn't kiss him back. My first kiss was taken away by the guy who always hurt me?
I pushed him and slapped him. "JEON JUNGKOOK?! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!" I yelled at him.
"Ha Eun, it's me. Googoo. The boy you met before in Busan." He grabbed my shoulder.
"No, Googoo is way too sweet to be you. Googoo will never hurt me!" I yelled at him, but then he kissed me again, but I was struggling to get out of his grip.
But then the door burst open, revealing… the other boys.
"Jungkook!" Taehyung yelled and pushed Jungkook away from me.
"Ha Eun, are you okay?" Jin asked. He moved me behind him.
"Ye-yeah…" I felt tears flowing.
"JUNGKOOK HAVE YOU GONE INSANE?!" Taehyung grabbed his collar.
"YEAH! I HAVE! AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF HER! IF I RECOGNIZED HER SOONER, I SHOULD NOT HAVE SAID THOSE WORDS TO HER!" Jungkook yelled.
Jungkook…
"You're such a jerk… when I asked you if you know a girl back in Busan who was three years younger than you… you said no, and now you're claiming to be him?!" I yelled while crying.
"Ha Eun, I'm sorry… I'm sorry…"
"Remember when you asked me back then why I get tired and always having breathing problems, having blue tint on my lips and that time when i fainted, and it made my family panic because my heart stopped beating?! I was sick! That's why I went to America to get treated! I did tell you I'll come back! But you didn't wait for me! I HAD A HOLE IN THE HEART, JUNGKOOK!" I cried.
The girls were already there, all the staff, our manager, and PDnim. They were shocked.
"I was stuck there in the hospital! Wondering when will I go back to Korea! Jungkook, you don't know what i have experienced. I was near to death…"