Bucky,
Allan is gone.
They couldn't even find the body.
I am staying with Eliza for the time being. She is in hysterics. The funeral was two weeks ago, but sometimes I hear her cry in the middle of the night for him. It scares Daniel sometimes. It scares me. It scares me to think about how Daniel will grow up without a father.
I don't even know what to do with myself.
I'm afraid, Bucky. I'm afraid I'm going to lose you. I can't lose you too.
Screw this war. Screw Adolf Hitler. Screw the Japs. Screw everything. I want it to be over.
Please come home, Bucky. I don't care if you come back without an arm or leg, I just need you back here, alive.
I love you so much, James Buchanan Barnes. Kick the Nazis in the behind.
~Love, Rebecca Wood