Message from Hotstuff to Nova Bitch.
Hotstuff:
so i'm never going to let you see this but I need to confess something. we haven't known each other for all that long so i know it's not love i'm feeling, but it's something. just seeing your messages on the group chat brighten my day, but being around you multiplies that effect. going on that lunch date was absolutely amazing and i can't even comprehend how fantastic you are. i've never really felt the need to hide emotions or feelings like i am when it comes to you, but i'm scared. i'm not scared of you, or devon, or even milo, but i'm scared of what could happen. what if i fucked up and i lost you from my life completely? i wouldn't be able to live with myself if i hurt you, as dumb and cliche as it sounds. you're wonderful nova, absolutely stunning, and funny, and sassy. and it's frustrating because i don't know if you feel the same. eliza and milo and everyone else say you do, and i want to believe them, but you're so good at hiding how you really feel. it's shocking that you made me feel like this so quickly, but i'm glad that i've met you.
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