AUTHOR'S NOTE
Hey guys this is to inform you guys that all the chapters that i have written till now were actually kanii remembering the past if you guys can recall the first chap. The italicized portion was all past now from next chap the present story will begin.
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No this is not right, I thought while Nikhil was busy hugging me.
I cannot do this to the three of us. I can live with him hating me But I cannot live with this guilt of cheating on him.
Veekay was right may be i am at fault but this is the time to make all the wrongs go right.
Nikhil had a bottle of champagne in his hand. He was about to pop the bottle open when I said, "nikhil I want to tell you something"
"Hey babe we have our whole life for that,lets just celebrate today" he said merrily
If he knew what i was gonna say he wont be celebrating or talking to me so lovingly, I thought to myself.
"No Nikhil its important that we talk first" I said trying to sound more convincing.
"Okay lets talk what do you wanna talk about" he said keeping the bottle of champagne on the table.
"Umm.... nikhil" I said.
"What?" He asked
"I...Umm ... I cant marry you" I said.
"I have betrayed your trust, I can't marry you" I continued with tears in my eyes,not able to meet his gaze.
"What are you saying,I mean you just said yes." He said confused.
" I didn't say yes,I couldn't respond at that time and you assumed that i said yes but the truth is that i can't marry you " I said
"But why?" He asked with a raised tone.
"I can't just can't" I said sobbing.
he said now in a angry tone "Let me guess the name of the reason starts with v and ends with t, am I right?"
I looked at him and nodded.
"Its always him What did you guys do in Australia?" He asked now gripping my shoulders.
"Did you sleep with him? "
I couldn't reply to him.
"Answer me" he asked angrily in a raised voice, his hold tightening on my shoulders, his fingers digging deep in to my skin.
"Yes" I replied.
He said " u bitch" and left my shoulders with a strong jerk and i fell down.
I was shocked by his behaviour, I had expected him to be angry but this was something else.
He moved away and stopped a few steps from where i was with his back facing me and his hands in his hair.He was murmuring something to himself.
I got myself up and there were no words exchanged between us for sometime, the only sounds that could be heard were of him murmuring something to himself and me sobbing.
But then suddenly he moved towards me and said " I am ready to forgive you, but you have to sleep with me, I cannot let you be his not after all the things that i have done for you"
I moved away from him " nikhil are you mad, do you even know what are you saying" I said.
"Why do you think this as being mad, you can sleep with that asshole but you can't sleep with your boyfriend, you don't even let me kiss you once all these years and he comes and you go and sleep with him" he said angrily.
He held me again by my shoulders and continued " you don't know what I have done to be with you, I won't let you get away from me"
" leave me nikhil,you are hurting me and I won't sleep with you, get in to you senses u think you have lost it" I said removing myself from his grasp.
"What is it in him that you always go to him, all those years back you kiss him and that loser doesn't even remember it,and now he comes back and you let him get in to your pants, you are a specific type of bitch..what did you think that you would tell me that you fucked him and i was would let you go back to him
You are mistaken, I am going to remove every sense of his touch from your body and the only thing that you would be feeling today would be me " He said closer to me.
I was scared, I had never imagined that nikhil would say something like this to me and how did he know about our kiss.
"I wont let you touch me, dont come near me, I never thought you would be such a disgusting man" I said still taking step away from him.
"Ohh babe you don't know how disgusting I can be, poor virat doesn't even know that you guys had kissed all those years back, he thinks he got slapped by some girl, it was me who started that misunderstanding between you guys and then i got closer to you, I came after you to your college and then tolerated every single thing of yours because i wanted you and loved you but then virat came back and the first chance you got, you spread your legs for him.
you have tested my patience so bad but today I am going to fuck you so bad that you won't even remember that cricketer " he said
He started approaching me but i ran away from him, he was fast he held me by my waist and pinned me down with him on top of me, both of us facing each other.
I screamed "don't do this nikhil ,please leave me"
He said " I just getting started".
He kissed me aggressively on my lips, he bit me lips hard but I didn't give him any enterance; he groaned and then ripped the side of my dress and started kissing my naked skin.
Tears were flowing down my eyes,I was trying to move my hands and my legs but he had pinned me down so badly but then I concentrated all my efforts towards my legs and kicked him in the jewels.
He removed his clutches from me and groaned in pain. I took this opportunity and ran towards the table were the car keys and my phone were kept,I took my phone and my keys and was about to leave when from no where he came and held my foot, him still lying on the floor groaning in pain.
I took the vase on the table and hit him with this and took the opportunity, ran towards the car and roared the engine and left.
I was so damn scared, I immediately called SP police and told him about all this, him being a friend told me that every thing will be taken care and that i should not worry.
I drove as fast as i could thinking about everything that happened, I left veekay because i thought that he didn't love me back then but the truth was something entirely different. I am so stupid, I chose nikhil but he was the one who created a misunderstanding between us and even now he was trying to tear veekay and me apart from each other.
I wanted to be with veekay now, only he was the one who would make me feel safe but that was not possible.
There was only one place where i could find solace now.
My heart guided my feet and i stopped near my and veekay's favourite place.
That is how i ended up here
I have been sitting here alone for more than two hours with a torn dress, bruised lips, shoulders and with bite marks all over my neck, thinking about all the decisions that have lead me to this point.
So the secret is out, I dont know if i was able to do justice with what actually was there in my mind and what i have actually written. I am very busy these days with my work so i couldn't properly pen it down.
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