the day you left me
is a day that
i will never forget.
did i look like
i was about to cry?
did it look like
i was dying inside?
because i was.
you looked like
you were sorry
but to me that means
that you think i am
weak.
Well i'm not weak
let me tell you so
and i will not break
as you should already know
but you've driven me
to the edge
and i cannot back up
i am already
falling down
why won't you
pick me up
i am now falling
to my death
oh yes
thats right
your through
with me
well at least i dont have to
put up with your shit
every night anymore
its all over now
finally over
because before
you gave me false hope
you said you loved me
that you cared
but now i realize
youve been lying
to me.
love is nothing
to me now
all it is
is just a lie
because of you
i cannot love
even though
i still love you
how can this be?
i ask myself
every night
before i go to bed
i stay awake
trying to find
an answer
but there is none
and i cant even
explain it in words
what i'm feeling
i guess its simply
hatred.
sadness.
all mixed with love
and thats how my feelings
will stay for you
forever.