The Only Reason | 5sos

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"And honestly is that the only reason you loved me?" "Stop it! Don't you know you're the only reason I live... Xem Thêm

1 - Meeting Bands
2 - A Team
3 - School & Crushes
4 - Oops...
5 - I'm Sorry
6 - Forgive me?
7 - London
8 - Truth or Dare
9 - Done With Love
10 - Admit It
11 - Wait
12 - Mistake
13 - Lost
14 - Gone
15 - You Make Me Smile
16 - Amnesia
17 - You're Not?
18 - We're With 5sos
19 - Concert
20 - Rules
21 - Beside You
22 - Don't Ever Leave
23 - Cold Shoulder
24 - Secrets...
25 - Lies
26 - Truth
27 - What The Heck Calum?!
28 - Victoria
29 - Now THAT is gross
30 - Goodbye London
31 - Home
32 - Hey Hey Hailey!
33 - Liz
34 - India
35 - PDA
36 - First Date
37 - Too Dramatic?
38 - CALM DOWN GUYS
39 - Laser Tag
40 - Broken Promises
41 - Kiss me Kiss me
42 - I Don't Wanna Go...
43 - He Talks?
44 - I Love You Too
45 - First Gig
46 - Graveyards
47 - Couple Thousand Dollars?
48 - Diagnosed
49 - 2 days
50 - America
51 - Nightmares
52 - Hollywood Sign
53 - Time not so well spent
54 - Asprin
55 - Prescritption
A/N
56 - Breakdown
57 - Leave
58 - Heart breaker
59 - Heart broken
60 - Goodbye Aaron goodbye
61 - Broken glass
Last A/N of this book

62 - The Only Reason

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Luke's POV

Ever since me and Maya broke up, Calum's been extremely cranky. It's weird. Me and MAYA broke up. It had nothing to do with him. Why's he so upset? "Okay Calum why are you so freaking cranky?"

He turns around, "About time you freaking asked."

"Well I'm sorry I've been upset that I ended my relationship with my girlfriend." I scoff. He's so annoying right now.

"Ditto," he makes an annoyed face.

"You didn't break up with Dali," I roll my eyes.

"Ohhh yes, yes I did actually and it was just great. Wonderful!" He says sarcastically.

I raise my eyebrows, "Seriously?"

"No Luke, I fake broke up with her. Surprise."

I again roll my eyes, "Why would you leave her?"

"Because she... She said if she had a guy friend close as Aaron and Maya she wouldn't ditch him either...." He stands there awkwardly.

I furrow my eyebrows, "Why were you talking about us?"

"Remember? Last week I went to talk sense into Maya.."

"Right. But that's so stupid."

"That's why you broke up with Maya..."

I run my hands through my hair and close my eyes for a second, "I meant breaking up because of us."

"We didn't.... Did we..?"

"If me and Maya hadn't, neither would you. It's stupid. Plus, Dali wouldn't ever cheat on you."

"And why would Maya be more likely to than her?"

I look down confused. I never really thought of her being able to ever cheat. "Um... I don't know. She's sad?"

"I don't know."

I keep thinking. "M-maybe she wouldn't cheat."

"What are you saying?"

I lean on to the counter and put my face in my palms. "I was wrong. She wouldn't cheat."

He punches my jaw.

"Calum! What the heck!" I quickly put my hand on the spot he punched me.

"THIS IS YOUR FAULT! ALL OF IT!"

"HOW IS THIS MY FAULT?! I DIDNT MAKE YOU BREAK UP WITH HER! I WAS JUST STUPID AND JEALOUS!"

"WHAT DO WE DO NOW?!"

I stare at him and shake my head, "I freaking hate you."

"What did I do?!"

I clench my fist and punch the counter before punching him in the jaw, "Stop punching me every time you're confused." I turn and sit on the couch and put my head in my hands.

"OW!"

I pick up my phone and see lots of Twitter notifications. There's a link to a video. I see a video of Maya and Aaron. "Calum have you seen this?" I show him my phone and rub my jaw.

He squints, "What is that?"

"A video of Maya and Aaron a fan took I guess." I stare at my phone screen.

"Okay..."

"Should I watch it?"

"We'll do you wanna see what's she's been up to?"

"Of course I do. I love her."

"Wha- dude...."

"What?"

"She loved you too."

"Yeah, loved." I say almost sarcastically but I meant it.

"I love Dahlia..." He frowns.

"I told you that you were stupid," I mutter while still staring at the video still unplayed.

"SO ARE YOU."

"Shut up."

"Play the damn video before I punch you again." He teases, but he might just do it.

I look up at him, "I-I don't know."

He presses play.

I look at him for a second before looking at the video. I watch her kiss him. That hurt. I watch him back away. And then I see her tear up while explaining everything. She looks so broken. They stand up. Aaron tells her he has to leave. She kisses him again and soon after that, he's gone. And then I watch her break.

She broke completely. She cared for him. He obviously was confused when she kissed him. She didn't cheat.

I stare at the video. It's over but it still has a picture of Maya crying there. I can't believe what I did. I've ruined everything.

"She kissed Aaron?!"

"She wanted to see if it was worth it."

"He looked shocked."

"Yeah." I say sounding a bit shaky.

"Oh man what if Dahlia moves on and I'm alone forever."

"I don't freaking care! Dali loves you. She can get over it! Maya will never come back to me! She hates me." I drop my phone onto the couch.

"Yeah she probably does."

"At least Dali is more forgiving. Maya isn't. We all know that."

"She loves you though, you could try to fix things. You need to start TODAY though."

"How?"

"GO TELL HER YOU LOVE HER AND YOURE STUPID AND MADE A MISTAKE!"

I stare at the floor.

"Go."

"I can do this," I reassure myself. I then look at Calum, "I can't do this."

"You're so dramatic."

"No I'm just an idiot. Might as well be American."

"Go get her back, American Idiot."

I take a deep breath, "Okay. I'm gonna go. Right now." I stand up and leave.

Maya's POV

I hear a knock on the door. I open it to see the one and only, Luke Hemmings. "What the heck are you doing here?"

He tries to step inside; its pitch black out. Since its nighttime.

I push him back, "I don't want you here."

"No Maya please."

"Why did you come? You want your stuff?"

"Yeah. You."

I roll my eyes, "You came for me?"

"Y-yes." He shivers, but it's not cold outside.

My heart is beating faster and faster. I can't have feelings for him. "Why? We aren't together. It's not like you can just come to my house whenever it feels right."

"I love you."

I stare at him in shock. I go to say something, I'm not sure what, but nothing comes out. It's like I can't speak anymore.

"I love you." He steps forward.

My whole body starts shaking, "Y-you can't."

He touches my cheek, "I will ALWAYS love you."

I put my hand on top of his. "But you hurt me."

He looks down, "I know."

"Everything's ruined."

"We can fix it."

I look into his eyes, "No we can't. It hurts Luke!" I point to my heart. "It hurts so much that sometimes I'd rather it just stop beating. How do you fix something torn apart? Why would you fix it?"

He puts his hands on my shoulders and runs them down my arms, "Because it's worth fixing."

My eyes are tearing up. "Are we really worth fixing?"

"Y-yes. Of course we are." He pulls out his phone, "Look, I'm not the only one who thinks so." He shows me the screen. Looks like a video of me explaining the breakup to Aaron got leaked. The fans started a hashtag, '#KeepLayaStrong'.

A tear falls, "I don't even know why you love me."

"Because you make me happier than any other person. Because when I'm not with you a bit of me aches. Because I need you."

"How do I know that's true? How do I know you aren't just trying to repair your reputation?"

"What? What do you mean Maya?"

I take a step back, "What if this is all just you trying to look like a good guy to the fans? Are you just trying to fix your reputation since you're getting oh so famous?"

"No! This is for me and me only. I don't need you to boost my popularity!"

"I'm sure management is enjoying this." I roll my eyes.

He looks offended and takes a step back.

"Yeah it hurts doesn't it! Being accused of something you didn't do." I cross my arms.

"Just let me in Maya."

"Fine." I push the door open.

"Thank you." He breathes a sigh of relief.

I push the door closed and lean against it. "Luke, are you sure you really love me?"

"Yes!"

"Because I make you FEEL good? Is that all I am to you? And honestly, is that the only reason you loved me?" I shake my head.

"Stop it! Don't you know you're the only reason I live?"

END OF BOOK 1

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