So I was told to ask out Christa. So I did. She didn't say no she said maybe later. Basically no. I had two friend to push me to this decision {Thanks Madiy.} I'm fine with it. I knew it be no. I mean....its life?
I've been....not able to sleep. Not because of Christa.... but I just can't. I've lost almost all feeling for everyone {as said not because of Christa I didn't really care upon the answer...} if you were my best friend. I don't see much of a relationship. I've lost most of my feelings and memories with people. Everyones lost touch. I'm done with life.
ALSO MY DADS A DICK AND IVE BEEN SCARED AF THE LAST TWO DAYS BECAUSE OF THREATS AND STUFF
IM LEAVING FOR FLORIDA TOMORROW. I WANT TO DIE >_<.