Kelly POV
Ugh. During my week I don't want to move at all or get up from my bed. I am weird. I move to the shower and my buzzing phone. Who is trying to text me this early in the morning. I check my phone while waiting for warm water to get on.
"Kelly are you ignoring me?" Chase asked.
"Kelly?" Chase said
"I thought you were up at this time. Kelly?" Chase continued.
I hopped in my warm shower. I started singing Gotta Keep Your Head Up by Andy Grammar.
"I've been waiting on the sunset
Bills on my mindset
I can't deny they're getting high
Higher than my income
Incomes bread crumbs
I've been trying to survive
The glow that the sun gets
Right around sunset
Helps me realize
This is just a journey
Drop your worries
You are gonna turn out fine.
Oh, you turn out fine.
Fine, oh, you turn out fine.
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
You gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh
I know it's hard, know it's hard,
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh
I've got my hands in my pockets,
Kicking these rocks.
It's kinda hard to watch this life go by.
I'm buying into skeptics,
Skeptics mess with, the confidence in my eyes
I'm seeing all the angles, starts to get tangled
I start to compromise
My life and the purpose.
Is it all worth it?
Am I gonna turn out fine?
Oh, you'll turn out fine.
Fine, oh, you'll turn out fine
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
You gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
I know it's hard, know it's hard,
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh
Only rainbows after rain
The sun will always come again.
It's a circle, circling,
Around again, it comes around again.
I said,
Only rainbows after rain
The sun will always come again.
It's a circle, circling,
Around again, it comes around,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
You gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
I know it's hard, know it's hard
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down.
I said oooh."
After the song I got out of my shower. I packed everything since this is going to be a normal day and I come home at 3:20. It's amazing for once. Plus it is almost the weekend, which I can't wait for as of now. I go down the steps and start making some pancakes because I feel like making them.
Mitch comes down somehow not tired and I didn't need to get him up so it's weird. I gave him three pancakes and two for me since it is quite filling for me.
"Kelly, are you upset at Chase?" Mitch said, suddenly.
"Umm, why do you ask?"
"Chase called me this morning, he said some quite interesting words." Mitch said almost like he is prying for more information.
I just stayed quiet after that, not wanting to confirm anything. Although it is kind of obvious. Well I would like to say one more thing before we go to school.
"I will tell you more after school."
I am just thinking, I hope Vikk doesn't tell anyone. We get into the car and drive off to school.
I head start for my locker so I can get everything ready for the day. I grabbed my English and Literature binders. Then my friends all come except Chase as of now.
"Hey?"
"Hey, Kelly, how've you've been?" Bennett said.
"I've been fine, you?"
"We're all been good." Caleb said.
Hence now the awkward silence.
"So....um...I am going to English and Literature class so...um...see ya."
"Kelly!" Chase yelled.
I just rushed more away and go to our teacher so that I am with him and not Chase as of now. Besides I need to ask Mr. Jaskowiak a question. Since Bennett and I are in his class. If I can work ahead, that all I need to ask.
"Hi, Mr. Jaskowiak."
"Why, hello," Mr. Jaskowiak said.
"Well I have a question to you, Mr. Jaskowiak."
"Okay,"Mr. Jaskowiak said.
"Um, can I work ahead just in case, you'll understand why I ask as soon as you read my story?"
"Yeah, you can work ahead. I will give you two weeks ahead to finish off the semester." Mr. Jaskowiak said.
"Thank you Mr. Jaskowiak."
I took my seat and start working ahead on homework since I might as well do it now. It is actually easy. I wonder what we are doing in art. I hope it is just sketching. I am not in the mood to talk. The warning bell ringed and I picked up my stuff so that we can be put in the correct spots for the new seating chart. Bennett eyed me like we need to talk.
Lunch time I am spending in the girl's bathroom. I don't feel hungry, so I barely have anything. I go to the bathroom while I am there. I exited the bathroom because I felt like it was small. I got pinned to the wall as soon as I left. I looked up to see who is my 'attacker'. It was Chase.
"Kelly, talk to me." Chase said.
"Kelly. I am being serious." Chase said.
"Chase. I don't want to talk."
"Kelly our whole table is worried about you and the girls are all around the others you know they hate them." Chase said.
I stared at Chase. He didn't show any emotions. He leaned towards my face. I didn't move at all I was frozen. His lips shot sparks against mine. I had to kiss back. It was very hard not to. Chase broke the kiss and look down at me. He is getting taller I don't like it but yet I do. Chase grabbed my hand and I came back to the lunch room.
I see all the sluts by our table, I am sorry but they are when they wear super skinny skinny jeans and a tight shirt showing off her cleavage. I stood on the table seat thing.
"Now get away bees before I make you." I cracked my knuckles looking more terrifying.
"Oh, bitch what you just say. I wasn't listening to you since I can be your babysitter." A Barbie said.
"Rose are red, violets are blue, God made us beautiful, what the heck happen to you when you applied makeup this morning."
She grabbed my wrist and dug her nails in clawing me. I laughed.
"You think that hurts?"
She dug her nails more in my skin.
"Wow, I thought you would respond by now instead of making me more pissed off."
"You are too afraid of hurting me." She said.
I grabbed her arm and flipped her. She was on her back.
"What do you think now, when you mess with the bull you get horns."
She let out a groan of pain.
"You see, there are a lot of problems with me but you aren't one."
I walk back to our table. I stared at Vince.
"Do we understand each other Vince? I can't be broken down, since my past reflects me very strongly."
I don't talk the rest of lunch. Chase kept squeezing my hand trying to give me comfort. I just came back to have all the girls run away for the my friends. Since I am the only girl it get hard sometimes. I watch people eat around me and chat.
"Alex, chew with your mouth close." I muttered.
He heard me and stop mid sentence and chewed his food and swallowed it before talking again. I smirked since people knew I was in a bad mood so they kind of listen to me. It's nice in a way.
"Kelly, I think you need to get a new friend that's a girl because I am pretty sure you'll get in trouble if someone tells the lunch supervisor and complains." Vince said with venom.
"Really? The last time I check you don't have an opinion on me."
"Well I am only speaking to warn you. Haley looked pretty pissed at you so... You better hope she doesn't tell." Vince said.
"I think it is a good idea to have another girl in our group so Kelly doesn't have to be the only girl here and feel left out. Besides what is the bad outcome in this?" Caleb said.
"Well Caleb, another girl can cause more drama then we need. Plus she could ditch Kelly and be close to Kelly just to get one of us to like her." Bennett said.
"Everyone that likes the idea say yes." Alex said.
There were 5 yeses. Then 2 no's. I was one of the no's because Bennett's right more drama and we have enough drama with just me alone...
"Looks like we are girl hunting, boys or Kelly will find a girl soon." Alex said.
Okay, first I better find a girl before them before they do. Mostly, if I know them correctly they will pick a girl mostly for their liking. Like one of the popular yet snotty personality, you know what I mean.
I probably have till we get to we get out of school for awhile to find a girl.
"We have to have a girl picked by the end of the semester before winter break starts." Cole said.
"No, it has to be when we have final exams." Caleb said.
"I said that you idiot. I said the day before winter break which is final exams day." Cole said.
"Here they go again," Alex said.
I hope that someone moves in, or like someone becomes a bad ass girl. That will flip everyone off. I don't want some fudging preppy girly girl. Mostly, I don't really tolerate popular or semi popular people. I made some populars mad because of me. I don't want to be bullied. I don't want to be so goodie girly girl who is seen as a perfect role model. I don't want people to pick on me or my friends, so I chose the bad ass side. I am good to people when they show me respect and when they show they are the same level as me, considering popular.
"Whatever we do we can't let this go public in schools, because it would create chaos and girls to turn bad and just use our group," because we are smart plus the boys are kind of cute although Chase is totally hot. What the heck am I saying right now?
Someone would probably leek it. I would yell and maybe hurt them too.
Chase tugged on my hand to leave our group and discuss private matters. I guess that's why we are leaving.
"Kelly, I am so sorry. I don't know what I was thinking and I shouldn't have stopped you. I don't want you mad at me. Please forgive me." Chase plead.
"Chase, I am fine, but I am not talking to him so if I am silent when he's around I am silent."
"Your just such a good person, Kelly." Chase said.
"I am not a good person."
Chase stopped me with a kiss. It was so good. I loved it so much. What the heck am I saying? Our lips move together in perfect sync.
I pulled us apart.
"Chase, I don't want to get in trouble or would you like to explain to our parents why we kissed and got caught."
"Your so sour and extremely suborn when you are on your period babe." Chase said.
"And who is making me be sour and suborn?"
"Touché." Chase said.
The bell rings and I kind of hurry. Besides I need to talk to Bennett. If Vince is there, I rather crush him then talk to him.
Of course I have no homework what so ever. So I sat in my spot that I am assigned in and waited for Bennett. Bennett went to his seat and looked at me. He ruffled his hair before he got up and me following him to the teacher.
"Mr. Davis can we go to the other rooms and talk to each other?" Bennett said.
"Yes, you can but remember my rules in the rooms." Mr. Davis said.
His rules where no PDA or have sex but it's weird because most of the room you can see through windows . Besides I am way too young. Plus it was practically all sound proof rooms and windows were half the room. I go towards one since none of them are occupied, yet. I go to room B. As soon as the door was closed behind him we talked.
"Now, Kelly spill what happen with you and Chase." Bennett demanded.
He is kind of the drama queen of the group or he is the more girly one that will go totally girl crazy over new progress in a relationship you tell him about.
"Okay, first Vince is the one person who broke Caleb's arm. Second, when I was about to have him meet my fists Chase stopped me protecting his old best friend. Third, then at the house, Vikk told me to just forgive him. I am trying to forgive him yet say sorry about my acting and how I reacted towards him. Fourth, he kissed me this morning and said sorry, and has been texting me and he even called Mitch at 6 am when he was probably still asleep. Lastly, I think all of my family is hiding something. Plus, I have to get the big surprises challenges for everyone when it's Christmas."
"Oh my Gosh." Bennett said.
"Yeah, so if anything rude comes out of my mouth towards Vince, then that's why. Oh, and that's why I gave Chase the cold shoulder yesterday."
"Kelly, why didn't you text me this info. I could've helped?" Bennett raged.
"Sowwy."
Bennett is a dramatic person, sometimes otherwise is the smarty pants of our group. Then we made a list on how another girl could mess up our group and destroy us all.
The bell rings and I head out to get my book bag with nothing in it. I am bringing it because so nobody gets suspicious of me and no homework. The basics. I watch YouTube for an hour so yeah. I want Ashflo to start. They're perfect for each other. I swear to god.
I go look for Mitch since he will pick me up because of the snow and the coldness. While I wait I see all my friends walk to their bus or car. While I see Vince staring at me with amusement in his eyes. I silently said to him shut the fuck up and don't fucking stare at me. I see Mitch pull up and I go to the car and jump in ready for warmness. By his eyes he seems busy and that's weird. He creates videos for a day which are like 2-3 per day, then record more so that it can be the next day's work. You know what I mean, but it looks like he is working extra hard or something because he looks so stressed.
When we get home, I go to my room so I can watch YouTube for about an hour. I go downstairs to see some of the people I live with like Rob, Amber, Scarlet, and Lachlan.
"What's up shorty?" Lachlan said.
"Nothing much,"
"Lachlan since when you call Kelly shorty?" Rob said.
"Since now." Lachlan said.
"Boys," Scarlet and Amber whispered to each other.
I sat down on the couch in between the girls.
"So what are we doing?"
"Just watching a movie now." Preston yelled.
"Which one?" Amber said.
"We are watching Superman II, so we can see if there are improvements in graphics." Lachlan said.
"Plus, it's a classic, Superman II." Preston said.
Dear lord help me and superheroes. I don't really care for them, but I'll listen to them, for movies. Well this one is so much not understandable and has horrible graphics. Let's just say I spent most of my time in the kitchen looking at some recipes. Seeing what looked good and see what we had.
I found this recipe for homemade custard pie. It sounded so delicious. I found all the ingredients to make it. That will be a nice desert, with whip cream. Hmmm.
I decided to make some pasta with a sauce, that is homemade cause the girls went on a diet this week about not having any meat. It's weird, but they are only trying it this week just because they want to see if it works, which I doubt since we don't really eat a lot of meat, well I don't I don't know what they have for lunch and stuff like that. The sauce is more like maranta sauce for other stuff deep fried. I see it as there isn't any difference in taste for them besides on has meat and the other doesn't. It's mostly just a sauce that is just a little different from one another. I make the pasta when I make the custard pie. Well actually I started the pie since it needs to be refrigerated.
I call my family in the dining room since half of them are already in the dining room. I need the other half. Besides I kind of like talking to my family since they didn't put me away when they were endangered by me. They understand me more then I think my friends do since no of them gone through this. Chase kind of understands it but he also doesn't. It's weird.
We ate and talk, it was a fun time. Especially, when I saw their faces on the pie! It was priceless.
Well I had to go to bed because I don't want to be cranky, especially since we have practice the next two days. Sigh. Sleep time.