"Pashion!" Tia says.
"Yes?" I seen myself say.
"Let's do a makeover for you."
"Sure." I said.
I seen tia do my hair and everything.
"Okay now get these shorts and red top with red shoes and golden hoops. Your nails are red and gold."
"I still don't see why I need this-"
"I'm wearing pink and black let's just shoe them who slay."
"I don't wanna hear ant's comments."
"I mean to impress Chris right?"
"I hope Chris likes it."
I seen me and Tia walked down the hallway as we grabbed many of the boy's attention. When I walked pass Chris I winked at him. Chris and the other boys started to drool. I just played the role even though I didn't wanna dress like this.
Ant comes out with his guys and seen me and Tia then stopped us. Ant put his body all on mines as the other guys all surrounded Tia. I told her this wasn't a good idea.
"Hey Pashion." Ant says as he leans over me and leans on the locker.
"What Ant." I said.
"I mean looking all good for me." He say as he tries to kiss me but I moved my head.
"I mean your ex friend and ex crush are already kissing each other." He motions his head and I saw them kissing.
I started to feel sick to my stomach.
"Oh."
"Tryna impress some nigga who has no interest in you." He laughed.
"What that makes you?" I rolled my eyes.
"A betta guy." I bust out laughing and he just looked.
"Yeah right and I'm Nicki Minaj. Yeah sure okay."
"I mean he did bum rush cold you that one day. Thought we went out but you neva had a boyfriend yet."
"Cause of you."
"Sure okay." He said with sarcasm.
He put his lips on mine and gripped my ass. I tried to move but there was no use.
He pulled away with a grin.
"I love the Pashion without the nose ring and red highlights."
He put his hands in his pockets and walked off. He loves the old and innocent me?
I looked after that flashback faded away and Ant looked.
"Couldn't remember that one?"
"No I forgot about tha-"
"I said some nice things but you always seen me as a bad person."
"Not a bad person. A horrible one. No a cruel and brutal person."
"See everything about me, you always make it negative."
"Oh no no no you always with me. Every time you see me, always something rude or harsh out your mouth.-"
"No I said nice things before. I'll show you." He says as a flashback appears.
It was us as kids and Ant was sitting on the corner with a vanilla ice cream. I seen myself playing with August. Then I ran over to Ant.
"You have my favorite!" I seen my younger self say with a giggle.
"Oh mines too." He smiled.
"I wanna taste." My younger self smiled.
"Here." He says as he gives it to me then I tripped and fell on top of him.
The ice cream was all on his face. I licked it off of his face. He giggled and I kept on licking it off his face.
"Still tastes good."
As I still seen me on top of him and I turned to Ant who was smiling looking until he looked my way and I looked back at the flashback.
"Sowwy pwease don't hate me.". I seen my little self say.
"Now why would I hate you? That won't even happen."
"Oh okay." I said as the little ones started to hug.
"Awe." August says as he snaps a picture.
Anthony picked me up and ran off with me.
"I didn't even thought of that. That flee my mind."
"I know it did."
"I just seen you as a horrible person you still are today. You will never change..... If you will ever be nice then prove it then."
He looked and rubbed his chin. If his ass ever says he did anything nice. I folded my arms and rolled mg eyes waiting.
"I guess-" I said before I got cut off.
"I will." He says.
"And if I do, I want something in return from you." He adds on as he says as he touches the left side of my face.
"Which is?"
"A child."
"Is you crazy!?" I said.
"I wanna have one."
"I think having one with you isn't possible. You're not in reality." I said.
"I mean didn't your sister tell you?"
"Tell me what?"
"That August was one also."
"Wait.... Are you serious?"
"Yeah which is she got pregnant with Andrew and met August."
"That's the past but I'm not having no children with you. To me they fell in love with each other, we never did and never will."
"Which makes you think we won't." He smirks.
"Cause I don't fall for a person who-"
"I guess I'll just clean up my act because I wanna child with a woman I known and had feelings for years." He holds my hands.
I jerk them away. "Like I said impossible and prove what I wanted you to do. I think I wanna wake up now."
"I mean are you sure because I can prove it to you now."
"I mean you already threatened Chris from me."
"At least he didn't die."
"Then I would've been how I acted in that foreshadow."
"Well you wanna wake up right?"
"Next to chris? Yeah that'll be nice."
"Why are you so in love with Chris?"
"He nevered raped me, bullied me, and did other cruel shit you did. He's been like a god's given gift. You been the devil's curse on my ass for the longest." I said.
His eyes widened opened with shock. I walked up close touching my body to his and I closed my eyes. I thought I was getting hit but he looked with sorrow in his eyes.
Then everything went black fading..... I guess I'm waking up now....