Suicide, Cutting and Depression thoughts and poems {Book 1}

i am alone;

"I'm here for you."
"You're not alone."
"You will always have me."

Fucking bullshit
When it's 2.30am
And my self loathing claws its way
Up my throat
And rips itself from my mouth
In a silent scream
I am alone.
When the blade parts my skin,
When the cuts gets deeper.
There is no one
I am alone
When the only real thing is
The blood running down my arms
I am alone.
You say you are there, but you're not.

I am alone.