look i'm not rude. i just hate my members because they hate me too.they hate that i have 30 seconds of the song and i'm always at the center. but fuck, i can't even pretend that i like them so i'm getting all the hate. they are acting so cutesy whenever we have cameras around us. some members even hug me from behind and do aegyo and tell the camera made up stories of how they are taking care of me.
i rather do more survival shows that to be with this disgusting girl group. i miss my friends who got eliminated first. they are all talented. the people who are here are just pretty and rich.