Holding back - Sousuke x Read...

By Natsu_VHaru

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This is a story of how you and Sousuke, your childhood friend and now roomate would discover about the desire... More

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Chapter 2

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The next morning you keep deep asleep in Sousuke's embrance with your face bured in his broad chest, your body in his shirt pressed to him not leaving any inch between you two.

Although he had already woken up, he kept still in his place, enjoying the moment. He studied your soft features from up close, memorizing every little detail, from how perfectly hair framed your face to the curve of your jaw.

After some minutes you start to move a bit "Hmm..." you move your hand from his torso and rub your eyes cutely waking up slowly.

"Good morning," he smoke softly, barely above a whisper, like if he would speak louder it would hurt you. He mushed few strands of your hair out of your face and put behind ear. While withdrawing hand he took a chance and caressed the soft skin of your cheek.

You shiver from his touch and smile "Good morning" you look up at him until you feel pain in your head "Hmm... Damn it..." you say rubbing your temple, you definitely have a big hangover.

"I said that you will have a big hangover," he looked down at you with concern in his eyes while sitting up. "You stay here I will go take some medicine for you. It's better for you not to move at all today," he pushed soft and fluffy blanket off himself, but tried to not let any chilly mornings air get under it and tickle your heated and sensitive at morning skin. Although shiver went down his body and skin covered in goosebumps as his foots made contact with cold carpet of the room.

"Sorry..." you whisper and look at him shiver from under the blanket. You want to grab his hand and pull him with you into bed again. But you know him more than that, and you know anything you would say or do can't stop him from bringing you the medicine. So you decided to wait him there.

He stood up stretching hands above head, few cracking sounds came from his back and arms' bones. Afterwards he began walking but came back soon with a brown bottle full of medicine for hangovers. He sat down besides you making mattress sink from his weight, he put bottle on the nightstand besides your bed, in order to help you sit up.

You sit up and take the medicine as fast as you can in that situation in order to move the blanket and pull at him to enter the bed again. You move to lay on top of him and cover you both again and snuggle into his warm chest, wanting to warm him and you again and kiss his neck "Thanks" you stroke his chest with your fingertips slowly.

"Hn," he grunted linking one arm around your waist, while other was behind his head. "How are you feeling?" Sousuke looked down at you, wondering how much you drank because you looked not your best, like a zombie who needs a million years to sleep.

"Hmm..." you grunt slightly which sounds more like a purr of a kitten "Not too well actually... I-I still tired for... t-tonights exercise" you whisper burying your face in his neck smelling his manly scent which always relax you.

"Then just rest, if you need anything, ask because I will be leaving soon to practice," he tenderly stroked your back after moving hand under your shirt. He noticed your hair being messier than usually from not being dried properly after the 'shower'.

"Oh... That's true! Mou~ I have class later too" you whine and bury your face in his neck more seeing the lovebites and hickyes you left in him last time making you wide your eyes and raise your face from him "S-Sousuke!!!"

"Stay at home today, you can ask your friend to give you notes tomorrow.. what is it?" he looked at you surprised from your sudden shout.

You look down at his chest eyeing all the marks and remember you have seeing scratches too in his back when he stood up. You blush madly "Y-You have to go practice today o-obligatory?"

"It's out of question. But what's wrong?" he sat up making you flop down on his lap.

You flinch and cover your embarrassed face "Y-Your marks..." you whisper.

He arched eyebrow at your embarrassed face, then looked noticing few bruises. He moved your shirt's collar off the shoulders, then pushed hair away from your neck. "You have quite a few marks yourself." He tucked up your shirt noticing even more of them, but more like bruises on your waist, hips and tights, they formed there from his rough touch.

"Wh-What?" you look down at your body too and blush more 'He... He marked me completely' that thought turns you on and make you smile too. But looking at him reality takes over you again "B-But I don't have swimming practice where everyone would see them like you!!" you say still blushing.

"I don't care if they do and you shouldn't try to cover them," he touched dark marks on your thighs which were left by the same hands. "It only shows that you're taken."

You shiver at his touch "Wh-What? I-I can't go out l-like this! And what a-are you going to say when they'll ask you?!" you love what you two have done last night and you love him so much too. However, you couldn't help but feel nervous and embarrassed letting others see what you have done to each other.

"I don't say to show them off, just don't cover them," he leaned closer, gently kissing marks on your neck and shoulder.

You shiver at the feeling of his soft and rough lips and you hug him by his torso and stroke the scratches you left last night by his back "F-Fine.... B-But... Y-You teamates are going to see yours... What would you tell then when they ask?" you ask still shyly.

"They won't ask," his voice was steady, no other emotion only comfort and peace was present in his voice, unlike your shaky one. his firm arms moved up to your butt grabbing it and bringing you closer.

You flinch at his touch but what really has bothered you was that voice without emotions "O-Oh... Ok then..." you answer feeling strangely and sigh "Well... We need to go already, if not you will be late for practice and me for class" you say pulling away from him.

He pulls you back, making you lay on the bed with him towering over your smaller form. His deep ocean eyes starred down at your. "You should stay in bed today," he ordered with hint of concern in his voice, though he was worried about that you pulled away so quickly, he wondered if he did something wrong to make you do that.

Your eyes widen a bit from his sudden movement and you feel a bit dizzy. When your eyes meet his you see that glint of worry in his and tell yourself he didn't say that meaning anything else, like he has come to practice like that more times before as you have thought. You stroke the marks on his neck, collarbone and chest and suddenly hug him tighter by his neck closer to you "B-But I should go to class..." you whisper.

"Just take notes from (b/f/n) later," he kissed your neck, hugging you back with one arm and stroking back's skin tenderly, while other arm held him up from crushing you.

"Alright..." you answer softly and move your hands to his neck and stroke his hair gently not wanting to pull away from him yet.
He though for some time about how much time he have left, if not practice he would love to stay with you all day and if not reality maybe eternity. He deeply inhaled your scent trailing lips up your jaw to your lips. He slowly licked outline of your soft, pink lips before completely connecting your lips into open mouthed kiss. He felt his heart pick up a fate pace, as your taste and warmth made him dizzy.

You kiss him back letting him play with your tongue while you wrap your arms and legs around him pulling him completely to you while moving one leg to stroke his.

He slid hand down to your butt, groping it roughly while sucking on your tongue, making you moan, which sounded like purest sound in the world for him.

"Mm~" you keep moaning into the kiss arching your back to press your body more to his while tangling and yanking his soft hair you love that much with your fingers.

He groaned from the feeling of your body so close to his and your small delicate fingers in his hair. Everything reminded him so much of the last night. However before things got more heated he pulled back, leaving only string of saliva connecting your mouths as you both panted deeply.

You look at his teal eyes finding a glint of hunger lust in them making you bite your bottom lip and smile as your cheeks flushed lightly "I-I think you should go before I won't let you" you chuckle a bit and peck his lips releasing him from your legs grip.

"Hn, though I wouldn't let you," he got out of the bed before glancing at you. As soon as his eyes landed he regretted his decision. His shirt rolled up your silky thighs with nothing beneath it, if you would move down it would move up end expose your lover regions to the word. slews slipped past your shoulders, your breast hugged perfectly making perked buds visible. Your face was flushed as a cherry, lips swollen and wet, hair messily lied on the soft pillow. He gulped shutting his eyes and turning to go to do morning routine.

You chuckle a bit seeing his face before he goes out the room. You sigh as you want to be with him more, but your turn on your bed and grab your phone to text to your best friend that you aren't going to college today. Then you cover your body and close your eyes to try to sleep and make your head stop aching.

Sousuke walked out of the bath after taking a shower but before going to his own room he stopped at your. He opened door peaking. He smiled softly when he saw that you were sleeping soundly then closed the door and walked to change clothes and take things he needs for practice. He cleaned his room a little bit after last night then walked to the kitchen making you some food, so when you will wake up you wouldn't have to cook yourself. After ten minutes of intense thinking he managed to remember recipe of your favorite food. He took all ingredients that was needed though some of them were missing so he changed to other, he saw you do that many times since you usually cooked it to yourself.
It took him half of hour but he managed to finish it without burning anything and not making any mess, However he didn't noticed how fast time passed while he cooked that there was only forty minutes left till practice. Quickly he covered your food, to keep it at least a bit warm, but he was sure you will have to warm it in microwave, then ran out of apartment with his things, leaving only sound of door shutting behind him.

After sometime sleeping you wake up slowly and stand up from the bed. You feel your head better, so you decided to have a relaxing shower then put on some panties and shorts but seeing the shirt you sleep with yesterday you smile and walk into his room to grab another shirt of him and put on it smiling like an idiot. Then you went to the kitchen to find a note on the bowl he has left you in which is written "I hope you feel better and you enjoy the food. I love you" you grab the note smiling widely before un covering the food and warming it up and start eating it "Mm~ it's really good" you mumble to yourself before chuckling and go eat on the sofa watching some TV.

Suddenly your phone vibrated as you got new message from (b/f/n), who asked how are you and what happened with at least 5 different emojis.

You chuckle a bit and answer her telling you have a huge hangover and you have decided to stay home, or more than Sousuke has forced you to stay. As you write his name you smile again.

After you sent messaged, your phone vibrated again, but this time followed by melody as she called you.

Your ring tone made your head throb a bit before you picked it up "Hi (b/f/n)-chan"

"What do you mean he didn't let you?!!" she shouted in other end with voice full of curiosity and perhaps excitement.

You yelp and push your phone away from your ear from that shout "C-Calm down (b/n/n)-chan!" you chuckle a bit and bite your lip not wanting to tell her right away "He was just worried and told me to stay at home"

"But was't he sleeping when you came back home and like went out early in the morning?" she asked like the sly fox she is.

"O-Oh... No he was awake last night. You know he always stays up until I come back" you chuckle a bit nervously.

"Hmm~ did something happened?" she smirked while talking because after chuckling nervously you gave yourself out. She knew you for too long to not know when you're hiding something.

Your eyes widen and you give up chuckling "Yeah, it can be called like that..." you bite your lip.

"So my friend, are you going to tell me or you want me to come to you after classes and force it out of your sorry ass?" she chuckled darkly.

You laugh imagining her face right now "Fine, fine. I... We... We are together Damn it!" you chuckle with slightly tinted cheeks "But if you want you can come after class so you can give me your notes... Please~~~"

she hummed shifting in her plaice, at least that's what you guessed by the sound. "Please tell me the details or you can kiss your 'dearest' teacher's ass this Friday, when he will give us test."

Your eyes widen "Oh fuck! I forget about the exam!" you sigh "I only tell you when you come home... But maybe I would have to tell you 'twice'~" you chuckle.

"Noon classes were cancelled so i will be there within two hours~ you better remember everything~" suddenly she cursed and you hear a loud crash in other end. Then you heard two people talking and then her voice again."Sorry I crashed into one guy," she laughed nervously.

You laugh a bit "Yeah... 'crash' was he hot?" you keep laughing "But if you don't go to class who is going to give us the notes?"

"It was moved to other time which is within 5 minutes and to your previous question..Hot omg I would fuck him right now, but ya know now I'm in the ha-holly fuck!!!" you heard her shout out of nowhere.

"Hey! What happened now?" you ask worried.

"T-the same g-g-g-guy, h-he he.." she started to breath unevenly.

Your eyes widen "(b/f/n)-chan?! Are you alright?! Where are you?!" you stand up from the worry.

"H-he s-said we can do it this after exam.. fuck he heard what I said!" she chuckled.

You look surprised and end up laughing too "You and your always more surprising life" you chuckle "Well, you now would be happy after the exam no matter how you'll do it~"

"Like you're one to talk~ ok I will be off to class. See ya later!" she ended the call.

You chuckle and place the phone on the coffee table laying completely on the sofa.

Sousuke got out of the pool after swimming one lap on his back. He got goosebumps from the change of temperatures, he felt as fatter droplets rolled down his body onto the ground. There was these annoying stares he felt that his own teammates burned into his back. He figured that they noticed the mark but were to scared to come and ask.
"how was it, Rin?" he asked after approaching his read headed friend.

"Shouldn't be me the one asking you that?" he chuckles with a smirk plastered on his face as he glances at Sousuke's marks on his chest and neck.

"Don't even start," he sighed as small smirk playfully appeared at the corners of his lips from the memory of you. He thought for a moment if he would be able to moan louder than you did last nigh. "You just jealous," he turned to walk back to the pool.

Rin, knowing his friend extremely well notices that almost invisible smirk on his face and grab his shoulder to stop him "Hey Hey Hey, you aren't going anywhere until you explain those marks and that smile on your face" he chuckles "It could be... (y/n) finally~?" he smirks.

"What do you think?" he turned to Rin and sighed at his smirking face, though third person joined conversation before other male uttered a ford.
"Sou! Ma bro, finally got laid, didn't ya?~" brown haired upperclassman approached them sliding arms around their shoulders as a big 'evil', actually not so evil, smirk plastered on his face.
Sousuke narrowed his eyes at him and tried to push arm off, but well, he was stronger.

Rin chuckles at Sousuke's expression "So she is no longer your 'little sister' I assume" he smirks.

"I never said that she is my little sister," Sousuke tried to push their senpai off but he only tightened his hold.
"So (f/n)-chan is that lucky kitten that marked you oh hohoh~ and Rin here thought you will never make a move on her," the male laughed turning to Rin. "I were right, he have balls to do her."

"Hmm... I really wonder if Sousuke was the one making a move first" Rin looks at his good friend placing his hand on his hip "Although considering how she marked you... I wonder how she looks like now after all your controlling yourself~" Rin really loves to tease his friend, although he really feels happy for him since he knows how tough has been for his friend to protect you even from himself.

"Rin, stop it, " Sousuke gives him the look though it was more playful than stern. He manged to get out of senpai's grip and stood on the pool's edge while putting on swimming cam and glasses. He jumped into the water swimming to hold into handles, holding knees to his chest, facing pool's wall before jumping back to swim few laps of back stroke. Good for him because he didn't have to listen for Rina and senpai discussing his sexual life.
"Rin, do you think he went easy on her, because those marks on his back really looks like cat's."

Rin sighs and looks at his friend swimming "Well, he seems satisfied and happy and knowing him, if he would have hurt her in any kind he would be feeling guilty... So I think they just had fun with each other" he suddenly feels a bit uncomfortable talking about his friend's sexual desires. Because he couldn't help but think that if you have been able to that to him, that means you like it rough and Sousuke can get reaaally rough.

After he get's out of the pool coach called all of them, constituted practice for every member personally. When coach finished everyone got back to their positions, Sousuke either, though he couldn't help but to wait to practice end, go he wanted to see you really badly. Talk about last night with you made him miss you endlessly, though few talks with Rin and bunch of teasing from senpai helped to take you off at least for a moment off his mind. He hoped they won't bring that topic again, but since it's senpai, it will last till he get bored or find other member to tease.

You have been sleeping on the couch from a few hours until you hear the ringbell of your door. You stand up rubbing your eyes and yawning went to open the door with Sousuke's shirts falling loosy from your arm revealing your neck, collarbone and shoulder with marks to find (b/f/n) by your door.

Wide smirk rose to her features and he covered her lips a bit with fingers. "oh my god, (f/n)~"

"Hmm? (b/f/n)-chan? Why are you putting that face?" you ask still sleepy and clueless while moving to let her enter home.

"Oh god you horny kids~ try to hold back at least for a first time~" she trailed finger down your neck and shoulder while walking in.

You flinch from her touch and cover your exposed skin in a rush blushing "Sh-Shut up! I-Is not like that!"

"Then how is it?~" she took off her shoes, neatly putting them besides door and following you to the living room.

You flinch and sit on the sofa again blushing and biting your bottom lip "Fucking amazing... I-I don't have other words to describe it" you chuckle a bit.

she sniffed, while wiping single tear at the corner of her eye. "I'm so proud of you~"

"Shut up idiot!!" you chuckle and throw her a cushion.

she catch it quickly and pot in her lap. "So how was he? gentle.. no he must have been rough,"

You flinch and clench your shirt by the edge biting your lip and blushing, making the bruises on your thighs visible unconsciously.

she looks down at you tights. "I said softly, he was extremely rough and you my friend enjoyed it.. wow you two are like M and S"

"Wh-What?!" you look at your thighs and cover them again with the shirt "Th-That's not true!"

"He likes to do it rough, you like to have it rough and now you say it's not true." She put hand on your shoulder. "Girl, I fucked with at least fifteen different guys, I know more than you about good fuck..well this Friday will be sixteen," she muttered last part.

"I've heard that you know?" you raise your eyebrow teasingly but then your expression become more serious even a bit frowning "And what the hell do you mean by that? Sex with Sousuke isn't 'good fuck', it was fucking blowminding!!!!"

"Chill girl a little but or you will hurt yourself," she tried to calm you down while holding hands in front of you to cover up at least a bit. "I never fucked with him, how do you expect me to know if he was good or god? anyway tell me more.. every detail.. first how did it start?"

Your expression softens ad you blush again embarrassed "I-I can't tell you that!"

"Just do it!" she demands with a puppy eyes.

You can't really fight against her cute face when she looks at you like that "B-But what the hell do you want to know you pervy girl?!"

Her eyes began to sparkle and she scooted closer to you. "How you made him give in? what he did?"

You blush remembering you were the one taking the first move "I... I-I just made him feel good" you whisper placing your hand on your lips after.

"How?" she leaned in to hear you better.

You flinch "F-Fine! I-I insinuate myself t-tempting him but since he would keep fighting against it I... I gave him a blowjob, Damn it!" you cross your arms embarrassed turning your flushed face from her.

her mouth formed 'o' shape as she stared at you with amazement. "wow~ what he done next?"

"A-Are you serious?! Y-You really want all the details?!" you look at her with extremely red cheeks and wide eyes.

"yeah." she leaned so close that you both ended up falling down with her on top of you. Although she quickly popped up on her hands, towering over you. "Now tell me, or I will tickle you."

"N-No (b/f/n)-chan!! I-I can't tell you that!" you say blushing and trying to hold her arms so she would not tickle you while tangling your legs with her unconsciously squirming under her.

"Oh come on~ it's not like there is something i don't know about you~I know really embarrassing things about you, probably more embarrassing than this~" she fought back to you, trying to free her hands. However when door opened and closed you both were startled, you eased hold on her hands and she successfully released it only to loose balance and put it down to hold up, though it landed on your breast, squeezing it roughly.
"What the hell are you two doing?" Sousuke arched one eyebrow at the kind of erotic sight in front of him. With you on the ground almost naked and your friend on top of you groping your breast, fingers interlocked, legs tangled together. Situation looked wrong in many ways.

Your eyes widen seeing Sousuke there and when you realise in which position you both are you blush "Th-This is not what it looks like!!" you say blushing and pushing your friend off you gently, you don't want go hurt her either, and sit up.

(b/f/n) turned to Sousuke and waived like nothing happened. "Hi Sousuke," said male turned to her nodding as a greeting before looking back at you. "I won't ask you what happened," he turned around to go back to his room to put his things. He would lie if say that the sight didn't turned him on at least a bit.

Your eyes widen thinking he has thought something weird about it and he can get mad at you "(b-b/f/n)-chan sorry!" you say to her before rushing to Sousuke's room "S-Sousuke!"

"What is it?" he asks while putting on a shirt, the turns to you.

You bit your lip "A-Are you mad at me..?" you ask carefully but before he could say anything you couldn't help but freak out a bit by yourself "I-It wasn't like it looked like! Sh-She just wanted to tickle me to make me tell her... A-Anyway!" you blush remembering what she wanted you to tell her and from the thought that you almost tell Sousuke about it "W-We just fell from the sofa!"

"Pff~" he covered his mouth with the back of his hand as deep chuckle rose his throat. "You are over reacting," he came to stand in front of you before putting hands on your cheek. He leaned down connecting your lips to a passionate but still sweet and loving kiss.

You look surprised at his action but end up melting into the kiss. You close your eyes tilting your head to one side to deepen the kiss while coming closer to him gripping his shirt tightly.

He leans down more, bringing hands down on your thighs and tightening hold on them before lifting you up, making you wrap your legs around his hips.

"Mm~" a soft moan escape your mouth into his while you place your hands on his neck and jaw holding his head to deepen the kiss more sliding your tongue in his mouth only to him end up dominating yours.

You twirled tongues inside of your mouth letting room fill with soft moans and groans. His hold on your thighs tightened when he broke the kiss. He left open mouth kisses down your jaw and neck. When he found your sweet stop he licked it before nibbling on it enough to leave red, quickly healing mark.

"Hahh~" you moan quietly arching your back slightly to press your chest to him a bit as your hands strokes his undercut with your nails sending shivers down his spine "S-Sousuke... I-I don't know if (b/f/n)-chan h-has left already or not"

"No! I'm still here~" she peaked from behind the doors.
Sousuke tensed up and pulled back from your neck before putting you down. At times your friend was annoying but now that you two are together she is going to be a problem and Sousuke didn't like that one bit.

Your body stiffens and you turn to her frowning and blushing "(b-b/f/n)-chan!" you turn her and push her to the front door by her shoulders "D-Do you think is normal to spy on us?!" you ask scolding her while reaching the exit door.

"I wasn't spying you were being loud so i came to check on you," she explained then made you stop pushing her because she needed to put on the shoes. "We're going to hand out tonight, to one of my friend's bar, do you want to go.. together with Sousuke? Rin should have told him about it if didn't forget." she looked a you.

"O-Oh... I don't know, I'll think about it" you smile at her "By the way, it has happened something between Rin and you after... 'the last time'?" you smirk a bit.

"N-nothing h-happened between us!" she blushed and turned on her heel to face the door. "I hope you can come."

You chuckle at her cute stuttering, since is hard to find her so nervous about a guy "Yeah yeah of course. Maybe I'll go to help you then~" you wink at her.

"I-I don't need help, now g-go rest because y-you'll be coming!" she opened the door and walked out leaving you stand there. She left you stand there alone, but soon you felt two muscular arms wrap around your waist, bringing you to firm chest.

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