••Alex's POV••
"Awex, is that Jack?" James asked as we walked into the ice cream shop
I followed his finger to see Jack talking to a beautiful blonde. I don't know why but I felt jealous when he smiled at her
"Yea baby." I finally spoke up as I noticed I hadn't replied to him
"Jack!" James yelled making everyone turn to look at us. I mentally groaned
"Hey buddy." Jack said as him and the blonde walked over to us
"Who's dat?" James asked pointing at the blonde
"This is Olivia." Jack said smiling at her
"And what's your name?" She asked James
"My names James, dis is my sider Awex." He grinned
"Nice to meet you." She said to me
"You too." I nodded
"Can we get our ice creams now?" James asked
Now I totally want to kiss him for saying that
"Of course." I smiled and nodded
"We'll see you guys later." Jack said as they walked away
"She's pretty." James said
"Yea." I mumbled
"But you're beautiful." He smiled I chuckled and picked him up
"Cookies and cream?" I asked him
"Cookies and cream!" He cheered
"Let's go order it then." I smiled at him. He nodded fiercely
"What do you want?" He asked
"Vanilla." I replied. Once we ordered our ice creams we made our way to the park
"Can we go on the swings?" James asked licking his ice cream
"Baby you haven't finished your ice cream." I said to him
"Pwease? I won't swing too fast." He begged. I sighed and nodded
"Will you sit next to me?" He asked as he wrapped his arms around the chains and swung slowly
"I'll just watch you." I said he shrugged and continued to eat his ice cream
Thinking about Jack and that girl made my blood boil. I still love him and well I never actually stopped. But the fact that he's probably falling in love with that girl makes my heart ache. But I can't show him that. He deserves to be happy. Even if it's not with me.
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"Alex, help me take these outside." My mom said handing me a plate full of chips.
"I don't know why we're doing this mom." I said as I grabbed the plate and walked to the backyard
"Because you're all here again, you Summer, Daniel and the Jacks. It's just a small get together why are you so upset?" She asked as we set the plates in the center of the table
"I'm not." I sighed
"Then?" She asked crossing her arms
"Nothing." I mumbled
"I'm gonna shower, be down in a bit." I said walking back in the house. I walked up to my room and closed the door. I locked it and walked into my restroom
I took a quick shower since my mom said they would be here in half an hour. I turned off the shower and opened the curtain. Grabbing a towel I wrapped it around my bare body and stepped out. I unlocked the door and made my way into my closet
I put in my bra and underwear before grabbing a black cropped stretch jersey. Next a grabbed my baby blue high waisted jeans knee slit skinny jeans and slipped them on. Also I grabbed my Sk8ter Vans and put them on
"Awex?" James said knocking on my door. I walked out of my closet and towards the door
"Hi baby." I said unlocking the door and letting him in
"You look pwetty." He smiled
"Thank you." I said kissing his cheek. He walked over to my night stand and started playing with my jewelry
"Are you most done?" He asked turning to face me
"Yeah." I nodded
I grabbed my mascara and put some on along with eyeliner. I put on some nude lipstick and I was done
"Alex! Come down!" My mom yelled from downstairs
"I like dis bracelet." James said as I finished untangling my hair
"Mhm." I mumbled as I picked him up
"Put it on." He said slipping it on my hand. Not paying attention to the bracelet I walked down with him in my arms
"Nice to see you again." My mom said as she pulled away from Jack
"You too Monica." He smiled at her. Behind him was Olivia which made my blood boil
"Hi Jack!" James said waving at him
••Johnson's POV••
I turn to look at James and jaw drops as I see Alex. Her outfit was perfect just like her. I don't know why but my heart started beating so fast I was sure everyone in the room could hear
"Hi James." I said ripping my eyes off Alex and looking at the baby in her arms
"And who are you?" Monica asked looking at Olivia
"This is Olivia." I smiled
"Nice to meet you." Olivia said shaking her hand
"You too." Monica nodded
"Look at how beautiful Alex looks." Molly whispered in my ear making me jump
"You scared me." I mumbled as she stood next to me. She chuckled
"And she always does." I added
"Why did you bring her? Not saying she's annoying or anything but why bring her here?" She asked looking at Olivia
"She's just a friend." I defended
"Looks like she's more." Laura said
"Are you my sisters or Gilinsky's?" I asked them
"Gikinsky's." Laura said
"But that doesn't mean we don't know how much you love Alex." Molly said. I groaned
"What's wrong?" My mom asked me
"Um nothing." I said as Molly and Laura walked towards Alex
We all walked to the backyard and started catching up
"Have you noticed?" Gilinsky asked sitting next to me
"Noticed what?" I asked
"That Alex is wearing the bracelet you gave her." He said nodding towards her. I looked at her arm to see she was wearing it
That brought a smile to my face
"Why you smiling?" Olivia asked sitting next to me
"Gilinsky told me something funny." I lied. Gilinsky huffed
"Alex can you go to the store and buy some more sodas?" Monica asked her
"Sure." Alex said standing up
"Jack, go with her so you can buy some hamburger patties." My mom said well more like ordered
"I'll go with." Olivia said as I stood up
"I need your help in the kitchen." My mom said to her
"Oh ok." Olivia mumbled
Alex walked into the house. So I quickly went after her
"Are we going in the car or?" I spoke up. She shook her head
"We're not gonna buy much." She said walking out of the house. I closed the door and followed her
"Where's Daniel?" I asked
I haven't seen him since we got here which is really weird
"He should be here any minute, he went to buy some things." She said simply
"Alex?" I asked grabbing her wrist and making her face me
"What?" She asked not making eye contact with me
"Look at me." I whispered reaching out for her cheek
"Jack, we have to hurry." She mumbled
"You still wear the bracelet." I said grabbing her wrist. She looked at her arm with a confused look
"James was playing with my jewelry earlier and he must have put it on before you guys came." She explained
"If you want it back you c-I cut her off
"Alex, I don't want it back. I bought it for you. It's yours now." I said
"I'm just happy that you still have it." I smiled
"Yeah, happy." She said walking away
"What is that supposed to mean?" I asked
"Nothing, just that your happy." She shrugged
"Why do I feel like this is about something else?" I asked
"Because it is!" She yelled throwing her hands up in the air
"You brought that Olivia girl to my moms house! When it's a get together of just us not some stranger!" She yelled angrily. I smirked
"Are you jealous?" I asked
"M-No! I'm not!" She shook her head
"Really?" I raised a brow
"I'm not jealous Jack, we're not even together anymore you can be with any girl you want." She snapped
"Fine then." I said wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her towards me
"I want you." I whispered in her ear
As I was about to lean in she pushed me away
"Stop." She mumbled
"Let's just go buy the stuff." She said walking away. I sighed and followed
"You can't keep pushing me away Alex." I said
"Watch me." She said
**Back Home**
"Hey Daniel." I said giving him a bro hug as we walked into the house
"Hey Jack, how you been?" He asked as Alex walked passed us and into the backyard. Daniel raised a brow
"What's up with her?" He asked
"Nothing." I mumbled and shrugged
"Dude." He said crossing his arms
"We just talked, that's all." I shrugged
"Talk about what exactly?" He said tilting his head. I huffed
"Doesn't matter." I said walking to the backyard
"Brought the patties." I said handing them to my mom
"Finally, we thought you guys got lost or something." My dad teased
"We grew up here John." Alex chuckled
"Hey, I still get lost once in a while." He defended
"Once in a while? You mean all the time." My mom said making everyone laugh
"I'm with you John, I feel your pain." Alex giggled
"This is why she's my favorite." My dad said looking directly at me. Why do I have a feeling this was meant towards me? Oh yeah maybe because IT WAS!
"Ok?" Alex chuckled awkwardly
"I always thought I was your favorite John, how rude." Summer joked
"Oh sorry." My dad laughed
"You ok?" Olivia asked standing besides me. I nodded
"You seem, upset." She said grabbing my hand
"I'm ok." I said looking at Alex who walked inside the house
"I know something is bothering you Jack." Olivia insisted
"I talked to my ex." I said. I'm not gonna tell her it's Alex obviously
"Oh...do you still love her?" She asked. I looked at her and nodded
"Why did you guys break up?" She asked
"It was a long distance relationship, she just called it off." I shrugged as if it meant nothing. But I'm reality it hurt. So fucking bad. I remember after we ended the call, how much I wanted to call her back and beg her to not end it. To not give up
I remember my heart breaking as she said those horrible words. They're tatted to the back of my head and I'll never be able to forget it. The nights I cried. Just wishing, praying it was all a nightmare and that I would wake up from it any second
But I never did. Two years passed. Two years of not hearing her voice, not seeing her face. It was pure agony. And I couldn't take it. It was too much for me to handle. But I had Gilinsky there. I guess he was my rock
He's the best friend I could've ever asked for. He helped me get through it. Talked to me when I needed to talk or just stayed in silence when I didn't. But he was right. Alex was always afraid to get in the way with our career. And in a way I get it
"If she truly loved you she wouldn't have called it off." Olivia said snapping me out of my thoughts
"She called it off cause she loved me." I said a little to harsh
"Sorry." I sighed
"Can we just stop talking about it?" I asked. She gave me a soft smile and nodded. The rest of the day went by pretty quick. We caught up with what everyone's doing. Alex avoided eye contact with me the whole time
She either was in a conversation with Molly, Laura and Summer or was talking to everyone else except me and Olivia. That means she's jealous right? Other wise she wouldn't ignore us and she wouldn't have yelled at me earlier for bringing her
If she is then that's awesome. Cause that means she still has feelings for me. But the question is, is she jealous? Gilinsky is right. I can't give up on her, on us. I just can't. And I won't
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Okeyyy I haven't updated in forever and I suck at this so I'm sorry. It's just I finished my other fanfic and I got acrylic nails and it's really hard to type with them. But I'm getting used to them so that's good. Here's your guys' update and I hope you guys like it. Do you guys like Olivia?
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