Nervous and Excited at the same time. Feelings flushed out yet I feel sad. ㅠㅠ,
Dear Diary,
Okay. Should I be excited for the upcoming classes that will resume 7 days from now? Nakakatakot. What if hindi ako magustuhan ng mga bago kong mga kaklase. What if they will be annoyed with my childishness? Gosh. Pero nakakaexcite din naman.
Excited? Sinong niloko ko? HAHAHAHA XD. But what makes me feel nervous is that he is not gonna be my classmate anymore. What if he ignores me like my bestfriend did before?
Kakalimutan din ba niya ako? Papalitan din ba niya ako?
Nakakaiyak. Pasukan na sakto pa sa comeback ng EXO. Nakupo. How can I watch the music video?! ㅠㅠ
Another thing that makes me wanna cry is that, My mom did not allow me to Bts' Concert. Kung kelan mura na at afford na afford ko na ang Gen Add. ㅠㅠ I wanna cry all of a sudden.
Walang hiyang Closeup kasi. Sabi ni mama baka daw magaya daw ako sa mga nagdrugs sa close up. Bat di nila tinanggihan? Sabi ko "Pwede namang mag no bat di umayaw?" Sabi sakin ni mama, "Pag nandun na di na matatanggihan." Ano yun? Nabaliw na sila?
Besides, This is a concert. Not a Party. There's a difference. Sabi ni mama pag malaki na ako. Ano yun? Matanda na sila. JUNGKOOK OPPAAAAAAA WAIT ME ㅠㅠ
International fangirls with strict parents be like ㅠㅠ
Naiiyak na Fangirl,
Alyana