it's been tough, lately
moving on.
although i was telling my self not to cry
i end up crying
wasting two tissue boxes.
no, i haven't ate ice cream
because i eat
doritos instead.
but during class,
it's hard to focus on what the professor is saying
because i've been replaying the last conversation me and jimin had.
the guilt in his face when i realized.
the pain in my eyes
and in my body.
the regret
i replay it all.
because even though i try to forget this
i end up thinking about
jimin
and the train rides
and those eleven months that we shared
the kisses
the laughs
even cries
keep on coming back to me
and so that's why i cry
at the end of the day.
one point for you, jimin.
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hi guys